Look at Me, My Husband
S1. Chapter 47
“Nai, are you seriously suing for my divorce?” ask the hero with his flat face. The white paper fell, clearly visible signature Naina on the stamp as plaintiff.
“Mas ...” Naina walked over, grabbing the hand of the Wira who looked desperate. Pale as paper that just slipped out of the hand of the Hero.
“Since when did you know it, Nai?” ask the hero, venturing into staring. The sad face that calmed his tribe with those dark beads of eyes was staring in the shade towards him.
The mind is aware, if the mistake so far is not forgiven. Call it she is shameless, still not willing to let go of Naina despite every day learning to prepare a heart for today. To love too much, when it comes to parting it hurts.
“Is it like this, when the angel of death takes life from the body,” great-grandson Wira slowly, while squeezing her painful chest. The pain reaches the heart.
“New these two weeks, Mas.” Naina answered slowly. Hiding her feelings.
It's also tough for Naina, but the best choice for everyone, she, Wira, Stevi and especially Nola. Yeah, a piece of paper with the divorce suit for Nola's sake. Little girl miniature herself in the past.
“Mas, forgive Nai. Since the beginning of marriage, Mas already know everything, right?” Naina said slowly. Still clad in a batrobe with wet hair rolled up with a towel, Naina grabbed the hand of the Hero.
Rigid, rather trying to look tough.
“Nai .. can't ... we're not divorced? I don't want a divorce, Nai. Really!” The hero pleaded with a sad look. There is no energy, there is no passion anymore.
Sitting on the bed, squeezing. Both the legs of the hero are no longer able to support his body. The world is destroyed, including his life which will soon fall apart. Having to lose Naina, means she has to lose half of herself, half of her life, half of her breath.
“Mas doesn't want us to get divorced, Nai. Forgive Mas.” Hero bowed. Two circles of clear liquid that went down wet the beautiful face of Wira. The man fell. Yes, with just a single piece of paper, the lives of the Virgins were destroyed unceremoniously.
“Mas, don't do this,” said Naina, lip biting. His voice sounded trembling, trying to hold back the cries. He's trying hard. For two weeks she cried every day. Late at night, lamenting his fate behind the Hero. Only Mbok Sumi is the only place for him to complain. Only the old woman, the interlocutor as well as the figure of her mother's substitute parents other than the Mama Wira.
“Mas doesn't want to part with you, Nai. Mas please.” Both of the Wira's hands were already clutching the slender waist that stood right in front of her. She hugged him tightly while sticking her head on Naina's stomach. She shed her tears there.
“Mas doesn't want to part with you, Nai. You can punish anything, but not in this way. I love you,” Wira.
After a long time of endurance, trying hard, Naina also shed her tears. The declaration of love of the Hero made his heart weaken. His eyes heat up, condense and end with the decay of clear liquid adorning the cheeks.
“Nai also love you very much, Mas.” Naina says. Raspy and trembling with sobs, Naina strengthened her heart and herself so that she would not falter.
“Nai loves you too, Mas. Very.” Naina stretched out her hand, rubbing the top of her husband's head. Trying to strengthen the Hero in the middle of his heart which was also broken into pieces.
“If Nai loves Mas, why choose to part ways. Law in other ways, but not divorce. Nai wants Mas to divorce Stevi now?” ask Wira. Without asking any further, he already knew with all the contents of Naina's head. They were together for five years, many things they had understood each other without having to ask and talk first.
“No! The best thing is divorce, Mom. There is nothing left of our relationship. With Stevi, Mas has Nola. With Nai, Mas has nothing.” Naina insists on her sidelines.
Tightening gel felt in Naina's stomach. At once, Wira took off her embrace and begged. Hugging Naina's knees, with her face puffy.
“Mas does not want to part. Nai can ask for anything, can punish Mas. Mas accept, but do not law Mas like this.” Hero insists.
The voices of the Hero increasingly made those beautiful eyes wet. Naina was barely able to anymore. The pain was not only the Wira's, he was also sick. He is also hard to make the decision to divorce, but this is the best for everyone.
“Mas, listen. This is not a punishment for Mas, Nai is also sick. Nai is also unwilling to take this decision ...” Naina is in a tight mood. The wet face looked sadly, at the man who was still his status to this day. But I don't know when it will be his. When the court decides, they're nobody anymore. Nothing left, just a memory.
“Nai, already trying. Once he knew the truth, Nai was still figuring it out and did not want to be rash, did not want to be carried away by emotions. As Mas told Nai, that Stevi had framed Mas ...” Naina fell silent, sighing. He tried to smile in the middle of his tears.
Framing her husband's face with both palms. Naina is trying to make this situation easier. “Nai loves you, Mas. Even until this moment has not changed. It's the same as the beginning of our meeting. Nai trusts you, Mas.”
“Mas even married her because of Nai?” ask Naina
Hero nodded.
“Not because of Nola?” ask Naina to make sure.
“Not. If only Nola, Mas is responsible enough and finance his needs. For what Mas until marrying him,” clear Wira.
“Mas married her to shut everyone up. Mas did not want until Nai found out and divorced Mas ..” said Wira desperate.
Sitting on the floor of the room, Naina hugged Wira. Crying around her husband's shoulders, dividing the burden and pain she had been enduring for two weeks.
“Nai already knows everything. Nai knew the situation clearly. Nai understood why Mas was covering it up. Nai understood very well, Mas was also sick. They also had to lie. Nai knew clearly what Nai's husband was like, but ..”
Naina let go of her embrace. The wet Netra turned to look inside. Sending his feelings through the eyes.
“We have to get divorced because of your daughter Nola, Mas. Nai can't take away the rights of innocent children. Nai knew clearly how she felt. Nai was in Nola's position. It hurts, Mom. When father himself does not want to admit, do not want to share unfortunately.”
“Mas does not want. Mas don't want to part with you, Nai,” reject Wira,
“We are divorced or not, Mas has no reason to stay with Stevi. After all becomes clear.”
“It was Mas's affair with Stevi and Nola, Mas's affair with God. Sorry, Nai was selfish with Mas. As Nai once said, before Mas proposed to Nai five years ago ... Nai will still file this lawsuit in court.”
“Nai, can't ...”
“No, Mas. Just marry Stevi officially after we get divorced. And acknowledge Nola as your daughter. Poor that kid, Mas. He didn't get his rights all this time.” Naina said it with full decisiveness. Although his heart was sliced, sore and poignant.
“We're done, Mas. Nai was hoping that Nola wasn't your daughter. So Nai can have you without feeling guilty to anyone.”
Naina immediately stood up, walking towards the walk in closet. Leaving Wira alone sitting on the cold room tiles. Her tears spilled back, her body shaking violently as she stood in front of her wardrobe.
“Currently hurts more than when you found out your daughter's Nola. More sad than knowing your marriage to Stevi,”, said Naina slowly. Speaking alone, lamenting his miserable fate.
“Nai, don't be like this. Didn't Nai say that Nai was pregnant. How can Nai choose this divorce path.” Suddenly, Wira had already hugged his wife's body from behind. The man is still trying to figure out a way to undo Naina's intentions.
“No Mas. Before deciding to divorce, Nai has made sure that Nai is not pregnant,” said Naina. Almost collapsed with the friendly decapitation of the Hero that locked his body. So tight that he had trouble breathing.
“You mean, Nai?” ask Wira.
“Mbok Sumi advises Nai to check, Mbok Sumi also suspects that Nai is pregnant.” Naina. Walking slowly towards her dressing table, after breaking away from the arms of the Hero. Emit test-pack results with one line.
“This Mas! Nai is not pregnant,” said Naina, handing in a test pack.
“If Mas does not believe, Mas can ask Mbok Sumi. He saw for himself, Mbok Sumi also accompanied Nai to check. So there's no reason Nai cheated, Mas.”
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