Look at Me, My Husband
S2 Mother of my Son 68
I may love you, Mas. I think this .. that I feel right now for you is called love."
Deg-
Naina's words left Dennis frozen and almost in disbelief. Like being hit by a godam, his heart crumbled. As Naina reciprocates her feelings, her pain becomes more and more painful. It would be better for her, Naina to hate, chase away, or take revenge than Naina to love her.
"Oh my God, this hurts more than anything else" Dennis sighed inwardly.
His eyes heat up, Dennis' self-defense almost collapses as he can feel Naina's crying spilling on his back. He had to clench his hands, not daring to touch Naina at all. Because at the moment when love comes attacking and he has no right to have, just a touch of skin just feels painful instead of pleasant.
"Help me .. to love Mas Wira again. Go as far as possible, Mom. Don't ever come back. Suppose ... someday you listen to my death too, keep hidden from me."
"Nlt ...." Dennis's voice shook. Wanting to turn around and embrace Naina's weak body as usual. Dennis could not do it. Naina had already decided, meaning that Naina already did not want her embrace. If he forced it, it would only hurt Naina and herself.
"I beg you, Mas ...."
"Yes, Nai. I ... will disappear for you," replied Dennis trying to contain his feelings.
They both sit in the same position. Naina could only cry and continue to cry. Dennis was only able to look far ahead, enjoying every tear drop that drenched the shirt covering his back without being able to do anything. He knew that if what Naina said about love was true, then pain was the answer. The pain that was now gnawing at her heart and was also attacking Naina's feelings.
"Mas, I have to go back. Come to my wedding and Mas Wira. I want to see you one last time" asked Naina between her cries. Trying to do heart, so that Dennis can forget himself when he saw the painful reality in plain sight.
Tears spilled, he could not stay longer with Dennis. If before he could be strong when he harbored his own feelings, now he became weak when he could hug the man freely and try to be honest with himself, with Dennis and with the world.
"Yes .. I'll come. My presence is a gift for your wedding and the Hero. I ... I don't have any prayers for you, just I beg you to stop crying. After this you should smile and live happily. Hero loves you so much, he will definitely make you happy." Dennis bit his lip. Releasing Naina, is not as easy as her shadow.
Naina took off her embrace, rubbing the rough of her tears that spilled unstoppably. He tries to look ordinary. "Mas, I have to go. I'll excuse you ...." Naina had just turned around and stepped up, but Dennis stopped her.
"Wait, Nai," Dennis turned around, staring at Naina's back.
"Please say it again, I want to hear it again. This is my last wish. Please say it again." Dennis quietly pulled his phone out of his pants pocket.
Naina's Deg-Step stopped, seeming to think for a moment.
"Nai, I beg ...." Dennis's voice sounded clear, staring at the back of the woman he loved.
"Nlt ...."
"I love you, Mas. I love you, Dennis Wijaya. I love you, Dennis Joseph." Naina ran away, hugging her bag with a teary face. Her crying broke, Naina went away without looking back. He couldn't stay in that place much longer. He left Dennis just after he finished repeating his love statement.
"I love you too, Naina Pelangie," said Dennis quietly, staring sadly at Naina who ran away and disappeared behind the hustle of the highway.
"I love you. Yesterday, today and tomorrow. You're my first love and I'll make sure it's my last love." Dennis' tears fell after trying to be tough since.
There is a recording of Naina's voice declaring her love. Dennis kept it on his phone. At the very least, Naina's voice will be an encouragement to her empty body, her soul flying right when she finds out Naina loves her. Dennis Wijaya is just a bunch of no man's body. Everything was carried away by Naina, not restless.
"I love you, Mas. I love you, Dennis Wijaya. I love you, Dennis Joseph."
"I love you, Mas. I love you, Dennis Wijaya. I love you, Dennis Joseph."
"Nai .. From now on, I'll just live with Angie and your voice. Your statement of love and Angie is enough of a reason for me to keep breathing in this world. I'll just keep you both in my heart. There won't be any women." Dennis's body was broken, falling on the grassy ground. His cry broke out, his self-defense shattered. He re-heard Naina's love statement to the point of boredom, until her tears refused to come out.
When he does not know anything, he can be tough and strong to love Naina in silence. However, upon hearing Naina's heart, her life is completely ruined.
"Why should love me, Nai. It hurts more than when I knew you hated me. It's more sad when you kick me out of your life. It's sick, Nai." Dennis squeezed his chest. If there is no Angie in his life, he would rather end his life. When his love is reciprocated, he must let the love go. She owns Naina's heart, but she must release Naina for others willingly.
"Loving you is God's punishment to me, Nai. And getting your love is karma that I have to endure for the rest of my life. Maybe this is the answer to all my past sins. God punished me in the most cruel and painful way, not even death was this heavy. God punishes me by sending the woman I love to slice the pain in my heart." Dennis rubbed his tight chest. The pain and pain danced in her heart every time she replayed Naina's voice from her phone.
"I love you and now I know .. if you love me too. It's just that our love is hindered by destiny. I let you go, because I know the God-ordained Hero for you, not me. I hope you're happy with your choice, Naina Rainbow. Dennis says it clean.
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"Good day, Mr. Aryya Mighty Hutomo Son." Wira welcomed her important guest that afternoon in her study.
An established man with unquestionable success. A handsome? Sure oes. One of the sons of the President Commissioner and Owner of a leading cement producer company in Indonesia. Currently, the man who is commonly called Erka is serving as President Director of PT Aryyacement Hutomo Putra. In addition to producing cement, the Aryyacement company also produces ready-made concrete and manages aggregate and tras mines with dozens of factories scattered in Indonesian cities. One of the cement manufacturers that has been established since 1986 with dozens of subsidiaries that began to grow rapidly in the late 90s.
"How are you, Bro?" The man in his 30s shook his hand and smiled.
"I? As it looks." Wira hugged Erka, who was none other than her best friend and let her sit down.
"How's it?" tanya Wira tried to be relaxed. Just now he was going to discuss business talks related to the establishment of a club in the South of Jakarta, suddenly the phone on his desk shook.
"Wait a minute" Wira said as she saw Naina's name appear on her phone screen.
"Yes, Nai ... What's wrong?" ask the hero, smile. Rarely did Naina contact him. If there were no important business, his ex-wife would not be looking for him.
"Mas, can we meet? There's something I want to talk to you about."
"I'm still in the office, Nai. Em ...." The girl glanced at the clock on her phone. The time is 14:05 minutes.
"I'm going to your office right now, Mas," Naina broke up. After a few weeks of thought, Naina ventured into making a decision. He chose to return to Wira for Vienna and the baby in her womb. The hero is not a new figure, the woman of her ex-husband, the father of her child. He only had to fight to love the Hero again, giving his whole life and heart to Pratama Wirayudha.
What's more, the love of the Hero is so great for her, really she becomes a woman does not know herself if still selfish and stubborn. If his love for Wira has evaporated, he can still start with the logic left in him. The Lord outlined his story to be with the Hero, and he only carried out what was written. Her pregnancy was the answer that God wanted her to be with him, not any man.
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Tbc
Thank ye.
