Instantaneous Sweetness

Suspicious Mama?

‘’You look fat now yes, Monik?’’ degh's! So, did mom notice me?

‘’Iya. That's the moniker of dieting, Ma,’’ I said put on a face as if it's fine.

‘’Papa see so too. You are obese now,’’ added papa turned his head for a moment and returned to focus on eating breakfast.

‘’But nothing, as long as the fat is healthy,’’ added papa later, which made me feel even more guilty.

‘’As long as Mama and Papa know how I am now, surely you will hate me. Not even reluctant to kill me, as I saw the news circulating on television, my inner’’ is still stirring fried rice with a spoon.

Just remembering makes me creep and scared. What if my parents treat me like that? My mind drifted everywhere and I tried to shake off that prejudice.

‘’If you want breakfast focus first breakfast, Monik. Don't mind it floating everywhere,’’ Mama looked at me who was stirring fried rice on the plate.

‘’Your very real,’’ timpal papa who has finished breakfast, then sipped water and rushed up from the chair.

‘’I—iya, Ma,’’ my brief. I try to finish the food in front of me. Even though my taste just disappeared, plus my mind drifted everywhere.

‘’Your medicine is up? Nausea is gone, right, Monik?’’

Degh's! I had started to feel relieved and now felt squeezed by this big chest stone.

‘’U—already, Ma. Nausea was already a little reduced,’’ I was not able to look at mama, just staring at the plate that was still lying in front of me. Mama seemed to intimidate me.

‘’But Mama never saw you eating medicine. What time do you eat medicine?’’

My throat is so choked. What do I have to answer? I was intentional taking vitamin drugs when my mom was not at home, I was afraid that my mother would know that I was two-bodied and she would know which was the usual medicine and which was the vitamin for pregnant women. Sooner or later you'll know everything, but I'm not ready for now.

‘’Monk?’’ call mama who can break my daydreams and be shocked instantly. Mama made my heart look like it was falling out.

‘’A—anu, Mom. Mom is in the office. That's why Mama doesn't know,’’

‘’Lah, how come?’’

‘’Likes to forget, Ma,’’ I am pleased and trying to stay calm, so that mama does not suspect me more.

‘’There are you,’’ mama looks shook her head.

‘’Ya already! The important thing is that the medicine is completely exhausted,’’ added mama later, which made me feel relieved and nodded.

A few minutes later, we finished breakfast. Mom and Dad are on a day off from work, and she decides to watch in the living room. I prefer to sit alone in my room. I also wanted to eat young mangoes. But how do I climb the tree? I decided to step out. I looked at the mango tree, it turned out that there was a young fruit. There is a low level, I like with wood. I took a long piece of wood. Then kukait. A few young mangoes fell. My neighbor passed by in front of the house.

‘’Eh, Monik. Like cravings,’’ The middle-aged woman chuckled. I just forced to smile. Then rush back into the house.

Degh's! Since when was Mom in my room? This time my heart was pounding. Mama looked at me and glanced at my hands, glancing at what I was carrying.

‘’Ma—Mama since when is it here?’’ I asked with my throat stuck.

‘’Barusan. Why, Monik? Mama also wants to tell me in your room once in a while,’’ mama, her eyes are still focused on my hands.

‘’You eat young mango? Since when do you like young mango?’’

Degh's! My sweat began to fall, my chest felt tight. I think my mom is starting to suspect this. What if my mom really knows?

‘’I—iya. Just yesterday, Ma,’’.

‘’Iya, Mom. Monik says, This is good for health. Therefore Monik forced to eat this young mango fruit,’’ I tried to find an excuse and put up a good face.

‘’Ya. Mama no need for a moment,’’ I feel relieved. This time I escaped. Don't know tomorrow. I breathe slowly. I nodded and smiled.

‘’Monik. Reach out to your mom and buy p*mbalut. You must have run out of p*mbalut too right?’’ mama stopped her steps and looked over. Degh's! Just now I feel relieved, now the question mama is able to make my heart seem dislodged.

‘’Ma—ma’af, Ma. I don't think the moniker can. Monik should do the job too,’’ reject me gently.

‘’You yes, usually always accompany Mama. Now the reason is many tasks, but yesterday even more tasks and still be able to accompany Mama. Yes already. Mama went alone,’’ mama rushed step.

While I stroked my chest which had been rumbling several times. Gegasku peeled the young mango and ate it voraciously. Yeah, I don't usually like the one called young mango. That's why mama was suspicious, because I never wanted to eat young mangoes. I'm sure my mom kept asking. What's wrong with this kid.

A few minutes later.

‘’Moniiik!’’ my mom's voice was blaring and there were emotions out there. My heart is starting to feel bad.

I was shocked instantly,’’ What is this?’’ heart wonders.

I rushed to the kitchen.

‘’What is this? Huh huh? Please explain?’’ degh's! Allahs. Tast the pack I bought after playing crazy with Andre. Why is it in the trash? Duhh.I forgot and lost, why did I throw it there? What am I gonna answer? My chest was getting tighter, sweat as big as corn was falling on my face.

‘’Ma relax first, Ma,’’ I'm trying to calm mom.

Papa comes to us,’’There's Mama screaming like this?’’ ask papa.

‘’This, Pa. Mama found this in the trash. Mama sure it's got Monik!’’ mom showed a tast pack in her hand.

Lah? How come papa is smiling?

‘’Duhh! This is what surprised my mother. Mana might use a moniker like this. My mom is right. Or it's the old Mom's tast pack,’’ Instantly I'm relieved.

‘’Iya, Mom. Monik clean-up Mama's room and find it, so Monik just throw it in the trash,’’ timpalku lie and put up a face well. My mother moved from her seat and embraced me.

‘’Ma’af Mama yes. Mama has thoughts that vary with you,’’ Mama kissed my forehead. I just nodded, there was guilt in my heart as well.

‘’Papa said what too. Yes Papa wants to rest first,’’ Papa stroked my head and passed leaving us.

‘’Nak, Mama is afraid of you as it happens in the movies, pregnant out of wedlock,’’ My heart feels sad to hear Mama's words. Everything has happened. I am indeed a b*doh woman, would like to give up my honor. Feel the sweetness that is only a moment and I do not open in time. Clear circles just escaped on my cheeks.

‘’Ka—you why, Nak?’’ lirih mama when releasing her embrace. And looked at.

I wiped that clear circle,’’No one, Ma. Monik terukaru aja,’’ lirihku trying to keep smiling.

‘’Mama wishes you weren't what Mama was worried about. You are our only daughter, although Mama and Papa have not much time to advise you,’’

Mom's words can pierce my heart. Both my parents were not wrong, they even took the time to just advise me even though he was busy working every day. But I was wrong, I didn't listen to his advice and because love made me blind, did everything.

SERIATE. ***

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