Instantaneous Sweetness

Andre's Back?

‘’Eh, my stomach is so hungry. Where Auntie hasn't brought any more food. Usually this afternoon already bring bread or milk for me. Where the hell is Auntie?’’ I whispered as I paced to hold my growing belly. Yes, my stomach feels very hungry, especially when I am pregnant. The more I get here, the more hungry I get.

‘’Or Aunt again busy times huh? I'm looking for myself.’’ I hurried to the dining room.

‘’Eh, Monik! Auntie just brought food to the room. Ma’af late, was able to call from the village,’’ Bibi while carrying a tray containing bread and a glass of milk.

‘’Iya, Bi. I'm really hungry nih.’’

‘’Ngot nothing. I take ya, Bi.’’

‘’Ya already, Monik. Auntie back to cleaning up first huh. Later if Monik needs anything just call Aunty or call Bibi.’’ number Auntie chuckles at me.

‘’Siap, Bi. Aunty can aja.’’ I chuckled as I looked at Aunt who disappeared from my sight. While I still carry food. Uhh! Brought to the room once. It is safe to eat in the room. I took the food, shocked at once.

‘’A—Andre? Is that really him?’’ I was so surprised that almost my food fell on my feet. Did I not see wrong? Ahhhhh. I don't know. I'm gonna fill my stomach in the room.

‘’Monk!’’ calling him made me turn my head for a moment and stopped my steps.

‘’Ka—kamu—’’ he pecked me from the bottom up, uninterruptedly those eyes looked at me. Is there something wrong with my appearance? Or have my clothes torn? Cannot be. All the clothes given by Ayu are clothes that only a few times are worn. There's no way it's gonna rip. Thenwhat?

‘’Why are you looking at me like that? Huh?’’ my ketus.

‘’Your stomach is big, how many months is it?’’ tanyanya looked at my growing belly. Basic man! Who impregnated him, why doesn't he know? Duh! Makes me even more upset with this guy. I slowly catch my breath.

‘’You know for yourself, why ask again?’’ my tone rose while throwing away the view.

‘’I forgot. Tell me how many months napa, very difficult!’’ he got upset and folded his hands on his chest. He's not who I used to know. Yeah, he's not the old Andre. I didn't care about it, made me step back.

‘’Monk! Wait!’’ he rushed to follow me, making me stop my steps. It felt so hateful and disgusted to see the look of this man in front of me.

‘’Why can you be here? Say!’’

Making me even more annoyed with this person, my stomach was already rumbling from earlier. How can I not be upset, because the act of his actions to get me expelled from the house and coupled with my condition of being pregnant without a husband. Rather than me riding blood looking at this guy, it's better to go to the room to fill my stomach.

‘’Hei! Where are you going? My question you haven't answered!’’ Made me stop the move for a moment.

‘’Terupon me!’’ my ketus. Yeah, ever since Andre did that to me, it made me hate him, even looking at his face made me sick.

‘’Do not be so dong. Uh, Papa Mama where?’’

‘’You can search in the room. Don't ask me,’’ ketusku, then continue my steps.

I didn't look at it one bit. Andre was still standing there. I don't care, but right now I feel happy and relieved, because Andre is going back to his house. It must be Ayu and her friend who plan until Andre wants to return home after a few months away from his home.

Arriving at the room, I immediately ate some bread and sipped a glass of milk. And I put the empty glass back on the nightstand. I was mager and lazy to come out. Moreover, seeing Andre's face there I can vomit it. But it's boring to lock yourself up for a few months in a room, accompanied by a flat object that if I don't use it he'll just sit on the nightstand.

Duh! Sometimes I miss my mom and dad. Doesn't he feel the same? I don't know! Maybe because his hatred for me misses it just like that. His hatred for me overcame longing. But is he not worried about me one bit? At least ask how I am. Uhh! I hate my mom and dad so much. Nevermind! I better call Ayu first.

Rang.

‘’Assalamua’laikum, Yu! You are not busy, are you?’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam, Monik. Not really. It's sitting back.’’

‘’Alhamdulillah if so. Yu, thank you very much. You have helped me a lot.’’

‘’Sama-sama. Oh my God, ordinary! You are my best friend. It is my responsibility to help you. By the way, Andre's been to his house right?’’

‘’Iya, Yu. You have helped me a lot.’’

‘’I'm lucky to have your kayak best friend, Yu. Andre Alhamdulillah has returned. It's thanks to you and Dion.’’

‘’Once again thank you very much yes. May Allah repay all your kindness, Yu,’’.

‘’Sama-sama, Monik. Aaamiin Yes Robbal ‘aalamiin. May Andre marry you soon.’’

‘’I'm confused and—‘’

‘’Why, Monik? What's up again? Your son will soon be born, he needs a Father.’’

‘’A—I hate him so much, seeing his face makes me sick. Then how can I marry the person I hate?’’

‘’Ya Allah, I understand! But you can't be selfish, your son needs Dad! How hateful it is for your future son.’’

‘’Monik, I'm sure he'll want to marry you. You also try to ask Mama Andre to persuade her son to marry you as soon as possible.’’

‘’You're right, Yu. Later I will try to persuade Ms. Karni,’’ I sighed heavily, while closing the room door and returning to silence in bed.

‘’Nah, good. Hopefully yes and hopefully Bu Karni will persuade his son.’’ voice Ayu across there.

‘’Oh yes, Monik Om same Aunt you yesterday.’’ Whahuh? Mama and papa, how am I? Instantly there was a sense of happiness, sadness, longing and various feelings in me.

‘’What? You're not lying, are you, Yu?’’ tanyaku with eyes glared so surprised.

‘’No, yesterday he called me and asked you.’’ turned out secretly mama and papa still care for me.

Allah! I don't think he remembers me anymore. I didn't feel like my tears just fell.

‘’A—I'm glad to hear it, Yu. You know that? I miss him. Ta—but that is not possible, even I want to hug my parents or at least hear his voice aja,’’ lirihku with a vibrating voice, a circle of tears continues to flood my cheeks.

‘’Ya Allah! I know and feel what you feel, Monik. Yesterday I recorded Om and Aunt's voice when we spoke on our cell phone, I'll send it to you. At least can treat your miss.’’ Allah! My best friend knows how I feel and makes me happy.

‘’Ya Allah! You are my best friend. Thanks a lot, Yu. I have to use what I will repay your kindness,’’ I said softly with sobs.

‘’Don't talk like that. I don't like ahh, Monik! I've already considered you as my sibling.’’

Allah! There are still people who are good to me, even though I have committed a great sin. Allah is All-Good. A person who is in a state of sin is still given by God an unceasing good. I feel embarrassed and slapped. Yes, I am ashamed of God, I am ashamed of myself, I am ashamed of my parents, and I am ashamed of my friends especially Ayu.

‘’Iya, yes. I'm asking ma’af deh.’’

‘’Oke, I'll send you the voice recording of Om and Auntie yes. You are patient first. Yes already! I want to help Auntie first, you take care of her health. Assalamua’laikum.’’ his voice is across there.

‘’Iya, Yu. Thanks, you take care of your health too. Wa’alaikumussalam.’’ while I look at a flat object, it turns out that the phone has been decided by Ayu.

Maybe a less friendly signal times yes. I put the flat object back on the nightstand, then lay down my body that felt tired. I don't know why lately my body is easily tired, easily tired. Or maybe because my pregnancy has stepped on 7 months more? If you do not lay down the body for a day just feel tired, even though I do not work one bit. At least wash the dishes only occasionally in a week, because I am not allowed by Ms. Karni to work. She said aunt exists.

Uh! Just wait until I hear Mr. Ardi's conversation with Andre. Ls i? While it's still at this hour, isn't he working in his office? What is he talking about. I peep ahh! Slowly I got up, then came out of the room. Look behind the wall. Ardi and Andre sat face to face on the sofa, it seemed like their conversation was very serious.

‘’You will soon be taking your graduation number and will be attending your dream college soon, but Papa suggests applying for Nina as soon as possible. Not wrong, right? All can be set.’’

What's?! Did I not hear wrong? Who's Nina? What does Mr Ardi mean? Oh God!

Seriate.

If you like my novel please support it by leaving a vote trail, comment and share yes Readers so I am more excited to continue the story. Thank ye. Healthy always and facilitated all his affairs.

Oh yes, if anyone comes and looks forward to the continuation of the story I will try to update 2 chapters every day, but with the condition of having to comment and read every time I update yes. I hope someone likes my novel so much that I am more excited to write.

See you next time!❤

Twitter: n_nikhe