Instantaneous Sweetness

Why Has He Changed So Fast?

‘’Ndre, I want to buy skincare dong. To look beautiful again,’’ I said instantly to someone who had legalized me two weeks ago.

Yes, I ventured to ask for the purchase of skincare because his attitude has changed for the better. That's why I ventured to ask for skincare, that's because I want to look more beautiful in front of my husband.

‘’What? Skincare?’’ asked the man who was already my husband and looked at me with a sharp look. Why is that Andre looking at me?

‘’Iya, Ndre. I want to buy skincare, I want to look beautiful in front of you,’’.

He took a sip of the coffee I served up until the toilet.

‘’I have no money!’’ he continued while putting the cup down violently. Makes me aghast.

‘’Ndon't have any money? Don't you work, Ndre?’’ I come back in a annoyed tone.

‘’I work not for you!’’

My chest is roaring great! What does this man mean? My chest felt tight and I tried to catch my breath.

‘’Ka—you why, Ndre? Any problems at the office? Ceritain dong, don't kayak gini,’’ lirihku with throat choked. He smiled sinisterly as he shook both feet on the sofa. I approached him and sat down beside the man who had justified me.

‘’You why the hell? Am I wrong? Or—’’

‘’I'm tired!’’ he nodded and turned his face away from my sight.

‘’Capek? If you are tired of resting dong, do not like this, Ndre. I'm so sad to see your attitude like—’’

‘’I'm tired of you! Satisfied?’’ he snapped with a sharp look at my eyeball, making me surprised to make it. What happened to Andre? Why is he being rude to me again? Why has he changed so quickly?

‘’Astaghfirullah, Ndre. Oh my God, what happened to my husband? Just a few days he changed, now back again his behavior. What exactly happened to Andre? What should I do now?’’ my inner. Thousands of questions came to my mind. I can't stop thinking about my husband's behavior. I exhaled slowly and stroked the chest for a moment.

‘’What is this because of the act of the Actor?’’ I'm getting back. But it's impossible, not that my mother-in-law has promised me to take care of this business until it's done. My memory glared, remembered by me yesterday he came home late at night. Was he alone with the actor? Where else would he be if not with the actor? I shook my head slowly and tried to shake off the bad thoughts that haunted me.

‘’What's my fault, Ndre? You got a problem at the office? Story dong to me, don't kayak gini,’’ lirihku try to stay calm, he just looked away. Then get up, hurry to reach the jacket that is hanging roughly.

‘’Ndre, what did you say? Where's your promise, Ndre?’’

‘’Quite! I don't want to hear your words anymore!’’ the snapping that made me even more surprised, he mounted the jacket roughly and hurried to step out of the room. The door was thrown violently, making me shocked.

‘’Astaghfirullah.’’ I stroked my chest, without me noticing the tears falling on my cheeks. I slowly approached my son.

‘’Raf, Your papa changed again, Nak.’’ I stroked her cheeks and a circle of tears unceasingly fell.

‘’Only a few days Mama felt the affection of Papa and now she is changing again. We do’ to make Papa good again yes.’’ I took my baby and put it on my lap.

I've been tempted with a moment's sweetness, so easily I give my honor to a man who has not been lawful to me. I thought that courtship was delicious, it was only delicious for a moment. And I thought the courtship would continue romantically to the level of the household, apparently not. From this incident all I can reap wisdom, it is better to date after marriage. Also romantic when dating will not be able to guarantee up to a household.

Suddenly the door was knocked from outside.

‘’Monik, you slept?’’ there was an aunt's voice out there, along with the knocking of the door.

Kuseka tear circles as soon as possible,’’Ah, no really, Bi. This again nimang Rafi.’’

‘’Bby Aunty login? This is a banana fry for Monik, but Mas Andrenya has left for work, right?’’

‘’By bang, Bi. Well, bring in dong, Bi. Andre is no more.’’

Instantly the door creaked, it appeared that the middle-aged woman was carrying a tray that I thought contained fried bananas.

‘’Nah, this is still anget-anget loh, Monik. Aunty put it here aja yes,’’ he said rushed to put the tray on the nightstand.

‘’Iya, Bi. Put it there aja.’’

‘’Do not eat sampe yes, Monik. This Auntie purposely made a special for you.’’

‘’I'm definitely eating. Thanks, Bi,’’, I smile.

‘’Aunt buy where the banana is?’’

‘’In the market, happened to be fitting Aunt shopping there are many fresh bananas. Well, because Bibi remembers you, so Auntie bought deh,’’ he explained while smiling typical of hers.

‘’Ya Allah is my Aunt, in the market also remember me,’’ I said chuckled softly.

‘’Sit first, Bi,’’ added me while patting the mattress.

Aunty laughs little,’’No need, Monik. This Aunty wants to continue the work of Auntie,’’ reject it while smiling.

‘’But if you are tired don't forget to rest well, Bi.’’

‘’Siap. If so Bibi continued working first yes, Monik,’’ he said while giving a thumbs up.

I nodded,’’Iya, Bi.’’ Aunty rushed out of the room and immediately turned back into my room.

I laughed softly,’’What's up, Bi?’’

‘’Bibi forgot. Earlier to the carrying Rafi,’’ he chuckled softly. And step closer to me.

‘’Nih, Bi.’’ I thrust Rafi at aunt and grabbed her, then put into her lap.

‘’Enak really sleep well, Raf.’’

He saw my baby who was sleeping and then frowned my baby's forehead.

‘’Fins Mas Andre yes, Monik?’’ asked aunt to look at me. I smile.

‘’Iya, Bi. But it doesn't look like me at all huh, Bi?’’

‘’That's how Monik, sometimes there are children who look like his Papa, sometimes there are similar to his Mama, and there is also a mixture between Papa and Mama,’’ said aunty while stunned in bed. Which makes me smile wide.

‘’If your baby Aunt is still alive,’’ she said softly and like holding something back. Makes a smile disappear on my lips.

‘’Auntie used to have a baby and if she was still there maybe already at your age, but God rests. When she was 3 months old the heat was high and Auntie took her to the hospital. On the way he breathed his last breath. Auntie had stress, as time went by Aunt can accept everything. And it turns out that Bibi can not get pregnant again, because there is a disease in Aunt's womb, finally the uterus was removed and it made Aunt's husband angry, he could not accept it all. Finally Aunt was divorced and Bibi was kicked out of her house, Auntie did not know where else. Walking to the market looking for work but can't be and Bibi hit Bu Karni's groceries, he was very angry. Bibi asked ma’af and in return Bibi offered to work at Bu Karni's house, finally Bibi worked here after a week of work Bibi was given a salary and it turned out that Bu Karni was very good, so she was very happy, until now Alhamdulillah Aunty still survive here.’’ Aunty's curse was long, her tears kept falling and rubbed violently.

Oh my God, it turns out that aunt's problem is heavier than mine. It's so sorry aunt. I sit close to my aunt. I looked at him with a sad look, trying to hold back this round of tears.

‘’Ya Allah! Everything has to be a silver lining, Bi. We have to keep our spirits up, and I'm sure his aunt is strong,’’ I look down at him with a sad look.

‘’You're really. In shaa Allah Bibi will try to be strong,’’, he said, repeatedly rubbed the tear but still escaped.

‘’Oh yes, Aunty forgot. Work is still there to finish Auntie, this is Rafiya.’’ Aunt gave Rafi to me. I took it slowly and laid it back on the bed.

‘’Kalo gitu Aunty down first yes, Monik.’’ Auntie got up and I nodded with a smile.

‘’Spirit always yes, Bi,’’ I said. Replied with a nod by him, then looked back.

‘’The banana fry is cold, Monik. Definitely not delicious,’’ he said his special smile.

‘’Nothing, Bi. Cold or hot, I like it. Aunt's cuisine is the best.’’

‘’Duhh! You can make your Aunt float.’’ Aunt laughed a little. Makes me laugh slowly.

‘’Ya already, Aunty wants to continue work first.’’ I nodded and chuckled softly, Aunty resumed her steps while closing the door of the room slowly.

‘’Yes Allah, a good aunt often gets a test from Allah. Moreover, I am the great sinner,’’ lirihku.

My eyes were fixed on the fried plate of bananas arranged on the nightstand, I got up slowly and grabbed it. I ate even with my mind drifting somewhere.

‘’Udah is cold, but still good. Auntie's cooking is really good. Her ex-husband is stupid times, having a framed wife is so easy to throw out of the house. Yes, I know because Auntie who can not get pregnant again, but at least the man also thought it was and a good man would not be like that,’’ my upat while eating fried bananas.

The fried banana was already depleted by three pieces by me, a moment occurred to me all Andre's treatment of me.

‘’I didn't think with Andre's attitude. If Andre were to expel me, what about my son's fate? Just a few days he changed, now I'm back with his illness,’’. My tears kept dripping, I guessed it rough. I tried to shake off all the prejudices that were present in my mind.

My flat thing rang, I grabbed it and took it to the bed.

‘’Mama?’’

‘’Ya, he must know what I'm feeling. His hunch may have come to Mama,’’ mumbled.

I pressed the button to answer the call from my mom.

‘’Assalamua’laikum, Monik. You're all right, son?’’ mom's voice across there, she seems to be worried about me.

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam. Alhamdulillahot. Mama how are you?’’ I try to act like I'm okay.

‘’You're really fine right?’’ without answering my question.

Oh my God, what am I supposed to answer? I don't want to be a thought by my mother, especially papa is still in a state of pain.

‘’I'm fine, Ma. Mama's healthy right?’’

‘’Alhamdulillah if that, but I have a hunch Mama says you have a problem. The inner bond between mother and child is strong, Nak.’’

Jem!

Mama is right, the bond between a child and a mother is very strong. Whatever was going on with her son, it was certain that his premonition would come to the mother.

‘’Iya, Mom. I think it's because Mama was too worried about me. Here I am fine,’’ said me instantly and try to act as if my situation is fine.

‘’May be yes, Son. Mama is too worried about you.’’

Makes me breathe a sigh of relief for a moment.

‘’Goodies Mama sleeping?’’

‘’Iya. Rafi sleeping, just woke up for a while, Ma.’’

‘’Oalah, Mama thinks she's up. I miss Mama with her crying voice.’’

‘’ Change if Rafi wakes up I'll tell Mama again. Oh yeah, Papa how, Ma? Are you healthy?’’

‘’Appointments yes, Dear. Papa Alhamdulillah has started to improve his condition, you do not worry yes.’’

‘’Iya, Mom. Alhamdulillah that is. I always think Papa, say hello to him yes.’’

‘’Mama has said, Papa is fine. Don't worry, don't think much. Later Mama to greet him, Papa is resting.’’

‘’Still, Ma. Mama take care of health yes,’’ lirihku.

‘’Iya, Son. Oh yeah, Andre how? He's not as rude as you are, is he?’’

Allah! Mom's question made my heart beat and my chest tight, breathing slowly.

‘’A—Andre well coke, Ma,’’ sahutku megalapan.

‘’Truly, Monik?’’

‘’Iya, Mom. Yes it was. My in-laws call outside, Ma.’’

‘’Assalamua’alaikum, Ma.’’ I rushed to disconnect the phone instantly. I took a slow breath and put the flat object back down.

‘’Yes God, do I sin again if I lie like this to my parents? I just don't want them to be thinking of me, let alone Papa still sick.’’

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Ma’af yes, some days I am sick so can not update. Is anyone still waiting for my novel?

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