Instantaneous Sweetness

Expressing Feelings

‘’Lelaki who really loves you because God certainly does not ‘kan intend to invite you to do maksiat and if he wants you surely he will come to your father, then invite immortalize love’’

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‘’Monk! Wait!’’ I looked at the source of the voice calling me.

That guy? Kok tumben yes.

‘’What's up, Ndre?’’ I stopped my steps for a moment. Strangely, another woman was never near him. Do not approach, spoken to by the students only he said coldly. Why am I even like this? Ah, don't-don't...

He who ran away with breath came in front of me.

’’You want to go home?’’

Strange as a man. After school, I went straight to my house. I still shake while looking at him. Duh! He's so handsome it turns out. Yeah, I just realized that. The students at this school are crazy about her.

‘’Monik, why is silent anyway?’’ He was able to break my daydream.

‘’E—eh Yes, Ndre. I want to go home directly,’’ I said staggered while fixing my veil.

‘’Don't first. Accompany me for lunch yuk!’’ He plays his eyes, glances at me.

I was wrong,’’Hemmm….How ya.’’ Instantly my heart was beating faster, but I tried to calm it down and took my breath slowly. Girls in class have never been treated this way by Andre the cold guy.

‘’You want to buy me?’’ my many. Not even answering his question. Basic me! Free is number one. 

He seemed to be thinking. ’’You are. Yuk!’’ bring him. 

‘’Mumpung. We walk, it's okay, right?’’ 

Duh, Andre's base! He thought I was never on foot.

‘’Ya. Nothing.’’ I actually want to ride a motor sport. But because the stall is close to my school. Yeah, I'll just follow his will.

Andre and I hurried to the shop. Sometimes I steal my views. Just this time I observed Andre's handsome face. Like a dream in broad daylight. Ah, I guess I'm the only one treated like this by a guy named Andre.

"Monik, Moniker. Andre just like this you are very happy. Remember, don't expect more" I murmured in a heart that reminded myself.

Not long after we arrived at the shop.

I see there are still some students who chat while eating lunch accompanied by laughter. But not as crowded during the break. Maybe because it's home. Of course, they prefer to eat lunch at home or at a stall outside the school.

Me and Andre hurried to his feet in the chair, Andre looking at me made me misbehave.

‘’Why does Andre's gaze seem weird huh?’’

‘’But….I'm glad to see it this way. My heart wants to lose it. Duhh!’’

‘’Hei! Why daydream that way, Monik?’’ He waved his hand.

‘’E—doesn't, Ndre,’’.

‘’Ya. What do you want to order?’’ 

‘’I'm up aja.’’

‘’Terwhat about? We don't like it anymore.’’ He scrunched his forehead.

Even though it was like that, his good looks did not disappear in the slightest. Uhh! Basic me! Yeah, I'd be lying if I wasn't tempted by Andre's good looks. Even at school, he was the snatch-man of the women, let alone in class. But now on a retreat just like that, because Andre refused and ignored, making them saturated to pursue.

Only Alisya is at home to pursue her love Andre, she continues to do a thousand ways to get the attention of an Andre. And hope that man will be his lover. However, nil. Andre was even indifferent and not tempted. Now then? Why does that guy even approach me? The other girl at school who desperately wants to get close just can't. Uh, while I? He even approached me himself. If sustenance goes nowhere.

‘’I nurut aja.’’ sahutku while looking at two students who are romantic. They eat both? Heh. So kepengen deh. It turns out that Andre knew that I was watching a young romantic couple.

‘’Woi, Monik! Wh why? You want it that way too, huh?’’ He chuckles at me. Ah, he knows. Instantly my face was like a boiled crab but I tried to hide it.

‘’Aaan anyway, Ndre. Messages! I want to go home,’’ upset me. Trying to be ordinary. My heart keeps on being so great.

‘’Iya yes.’’ He hurried from his seat and ordered food for us.

Not long after he returned he sat back down.

’’You are so beautiful, Monik.’’ 

Jem! My heart was beating this time firmer and my cheeks were now probably like boiled crabs. And I was embarrassed.

’’Ka—you have-there is aja deh, Ndre."

‘’I'm serious, Monik.’’ He looked at me more and more. My breath is getting harder to regulate. It was fortunate that the stall waiter immediately came carrying the order. Makes me breathe a sigh of relief.

"Thank you for saving my life, making me breathe a sigh of relief" I murmured inwardly.

‘’Excuse me, Mas, Mbak!’’ The waiter served food ordered by Andre. 

Chicken meatballs noodles? Not that the price of chicken meatballs is more expensive. Because as far as I know this food is so favorite and delicious in my school. And I've also heard my best friend Ayu tell me stories. He said there was chicken meatball noodles at the school stall, which tasted really good to be addicted to buying and the visitors were crowded every day. That's what I heard from my best friend. Because I never bought this meatball chicken noodle once.

My limited pocket money made me limit what I would buy. Uh, more precisely I don't like snacks very much. Even though Mom and Dad gave me more money. I prefer to keep it for urgent needs such as, buy a book, or any other needs. I am the type of child who does not like to often ask for pocket money to parents, although both my parents can say a lot of money. And every morning I just like to buy fried rice in my school cafeteria.

Andre who poured chilli and sauce immediately looked at me. ’’Monik, why daydream anyway? The meatballs are cold,’’.

‘’What is the price of this meatball chicken noodles, Ndre?’’ ask me who didn't answer the man in front of me. He nodded slowly.

‘’Kok you even have a price? I'm not a meatball chicken noodle seller.’’ He chuckles. 

‘’Ihh..People are serious he's kidding!’’ my ketus.

‘’Ya. Don't sulk so dong,’’ said Andre slowly.

‘’Tuh, cold hunt. Eat first.’’

‘’Iya yes!’’ my answer. I hurried to get the soy sauce, sauce and chili I poured into the bowl containing the meatball chicken noodles. Instantly I took.

‘’Ahh, pedaaasss!’’ I flicked my hand. Probably most of the chilies I've sprinkled. Honestly, I don't like a lot of chili and can't stand the spicy name. Maybe because of the wrong behavior to look at the man I've been dreaming of, making me sow a lot of chilies. Ah, I didn't realize.

Instantly Andre chuckled.

"Basic Andre! Not to help you get the white water cake!" my mind is upset. 

And shortly thereafter, Andre's order juice arrived.

‘’Please Mbak, Mas!’’ 

I immediately rushed to get the juice and sipped it.

‘’You are funny, Monik.’’ He chuckled as he bribed the remaining meatball chicken noodles in the bowl.

‘’Funny? I said funny. You're weird!’’ my ketus. 

‘’Don't be so dong, Monik. I laughed when I saw your face,’’, he replied gently. And don't stop chuckling.

"The man called him funny. It's weird guys!" my mind is very upset. There was only silence between us. I tried to steal a glance, somehow my annoyance spontaneously disappeared. Ah, what dream did I have last night? He turned to look at me.

‘’A—I actually love you, Monik."

My heart is beating ungodly. Good thing I finished eating chicken meatball noodles, if not. It'll choke him. 

’’You want to be my girlfriend?’’ This time he shifted his sitting position and held my finger. Sontak made the shiva-siwi look at us and was surprised to make it. A school star Andre and the girls at school, instead prefers me. Andre doesn't even care about people's eyes. I was silent for a moment and it was like a dream.

"Actually I've harbored this feeling for a long time" he added, which made me even more agape, if there were mosquitoes passing by it would definitely enter my mouth. Thankfully there are none. Uh, by the way, since long ago she had a taste for me? Turns out I'm insensitive. Basic me!

"I have to answer, before I regret," my inner self.

‘’A—I love you too,’’ I replied with stammering eyes and my face was like a boiled crab.

‘’So you want to accept me?’’ andre asked back while looking at me. It's getting clear by me that Andre's handsome face. Makes me shift my position a little.

‘’I also love her, even since 1st grade High School. When else will I taste the sweetness of trying."

‘’Monik,’’ call him back who managed to add to my heartbeats. And still holding my icy finger in the fridge.

‘’I—iya, Ndre. I want.’’ I nodded immediately, despite being nervous.

‘’Thank you, Darling.’’ He's pecking my fingers. The eyes of the students did not stop looking at our romanticism, but Andre and I did not care.

"Tuh, Andre apparently likes the Monik. Just so he knows the pretty girls who are close to him!"

"Duuh, they're officially dating dong. Water where water, I'm hot!"

"I think Andre likes the Monik. Expect me even more!"

"Well, the moniker is rich. One level is the same as Andre."

"Yes, too."

So many words were heard by me by them. I don't take a headache. Stupid terribly.

I also only blushed shyly looking at the handsome face of a man who has officially become my heart's lover this very second.

‘’You are so beautiful. You're different. That's why I like you so much."

Unrelenting visitors to this stall looked at us, making Andre smile and feel proud. 

‘’You can make my heart flower,’’ I replied. Then sip the remaining lemon juice. 

‘’I'm serious, Babe.’’ Manyun's lips.

‘’Iya. I believe."

‘’Nah, so dong.’’ He smiled and sipped the remaining juice.

‘’I to the cashier first yes. You wait here aja!’’ he hurried to the cashier. I nodded and smiled.

Today my heart is so full of flowers. How not? Someone I've loved all this time, apparently had the same feelings for me and expressed his feelings for me. How could I refuse to try? Uhh! Andre is so handsome and he's not stingy. Moreover, he is a man who is targeted by girls at school, but it turns out to have a taste for me and choose me compared to other girls.

What a dream of women. All the students in the school want him to be a lover, even chasing after him, but Andre does not want to. Now, good luck is on my side. Uh, what if Andre is interested in the beautiful girls in school later, we don't know. Nah! he can only love me. Duh! I am so drunk today. 

‘’Kok smiley-smile yourself?’’ Suddenly he came and sat down.

‘’I'm happy to be your girlfriend.’’

‘’I'm happy too, dear."

Oh gosh. I forget. I have not been home since. This circular thing in my hand.

‘’Pat 13.25?’’ That means that I have been hanging out here for a long time and Azan zuhur has been reverberating for a long time. Mama and Papa would be upset if they found out that I didn't pray today. 

‘’Why, Honey? You all right?"

"Or do you want to go home?’’

I'm nodding.

’’ Mama and Papa must be worried. We go home first, darling.’’

‘’Iya. Let me anterin you, darling.’’ He calmed me.

We hurried to get out of the school. Towards the place where Andre's bike was parked.

He turned on his motor. ’’Yuk up, Darling. Careful yes!’’ Duh! What was my dream last night?

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Vehicles passing by greet each other. I breathe so fresh air. I feel so happy, I. The wind blew my veil and I was so happy to shake hands with it. Making you forget everything. Not long after, he almost arrived near my house.

‘’Ndre. I'm here, yeah."

‘’Why? I haven't arrived at your house yet, darling.’’ Yeah, he knows where my house is. Because he used to distinguish me when I was sick with classmates.

‘’I'm afraid of getting angry. Here aja. I'm fine, honey.’’

Yeah, I'm afraid that my parents will find out about my relationship with Andre. I'm sure he won't give you permission to date. I will be the one getting scolded by him.

‘’But I'm afraid you soy sauce’an, Darling.’’ Andre turned off the engine. I got off the bike slowly. What a concern and a pity this boyfriend of mine. Walking a short distance away he would not allow. Duh! Lucky me.

‘’Nearby, Baby. At the intersection, go inside. Well, it's at my house. You remember right?’’

"Yes, I remember." He laughed softly.

‘’Let's you sopped, Darling. I don't want you for a reason,’’ I see my lover who is still sitting on his favorite motorcycle. He's looking at me.

‘’Ngak. Believe this. Can only be near.’’

‘’You sure, Honey?’’

I nodded.’’Yes already. You be careful yeah. Don't forget to eat and rest. I don't want you to be okay, sweetheart.’’ Huh! Making my heart melt and this body limp for a moment, let alone my joints feel very weak made. Andre can melt my heart. A dream man.

‘’Iya, Darling. Thanks yeah. You too, don't forget to eat and rest."

‘’Iya, Darling. Definitely dong.’’ He held out his hand. And blink one eye. Makes me more clamps with him.

‘’I love you.’’ 

‘’I love you too.’’

‘’I said yes.’’ He waved his hand, then turned on his motor.

Then hurry up riding that big motor.’’Careful, Dear.’’

He looked over and smiled, instantly gone from my sight. 

‘’I'm lucky to have it."

Seriate. 

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