Instantaneous Sweetness

Expelled?

‘’Women mur*han, p*lacur. Out you now!’’ hardik they're out there.

My body felt weak, my breathing was panting, my chest was tight and the tears just escaped. Did they know I was pregnant out of wedlock? My God, my fear has finally happened.

‘’Why the hell, this hostess mom can accommodate women m*rahan kayak her.’’

The various uprisings, insults and insults that I heard from out there. Makes my heart cut. I know that I'm a dirty man, but that's not the way. If they don't like my presence here, they can speak well to me. Not by embarrassing me like this.

‘’How about this, do I have to go out?’’ shrieked with a trembling voice, I paced in the room with such a calm mind.

‘’Kalo you are not out this boarding door we will break!’’

‘’We just broke, the m*rahan it will not come out like!’’ the suggestion of one of them, still clearly heard by me.

‘’Don't be long, just break it!’’

BRAAKKK!!

‘’They succeeded, how is this?’’ whisper my heart while stilling in bed.

Yes, they managed to break down the door in front.

Their footsteps drew closer to the room I occupied, making me even more dizzy. I pinched my forehead which was painful and was still pacing.

‘’Where is the woman?’’ ask one of them.

‘’We check this room one by one, definitely still here its existence.’’

‘’No way he can escape with his like.’’

‘’I have to run, but how?’’ I bite my lips.

‘’Oh yes, through window.’’ I stared at the window that was still closed.

I hurried to relax all the things I had to carry, not forgetting the flat objects given by Ayu I put in my pockets. I took the bag containing my clothes, and walked up to the window I opened slowly with great care, fearing that it would be caught with them and hunted to come to this room.

‘’All rooms have been searched, except for that room. Yeah, he must be inside. Come!’’

I slowly walked out of the window.

‘’Alhamdulillah succeeded,’’ lirihku slowly, while holding my stomach is growing. There is a little relief in my heart. I closed the window slowly. Yeah, I gotta get out of here.

‘’Aw!!’’ my stomach hurts so much. Anyway, I have to force myself to walk and get out of here. I try to step in with a shunt step.

‘’Sial! He's already escaped!’’ his upat. Still heard by me.

‘’How is this? What was previously Bu Asih did not know about the woman?’’

‘’That's it, I don't think so. As if only Bu Asih, he could be willing to accept pregnant women out of wedlock to stay at his boarding house.’’

‘’It is we who will suffer the punishment of his great sin.’’

‘’Already, already! I think he's run away from here, why do we find that cheap woman. As long as he does not live around here aja. ‘’ the sound is no stranger to me. Yes, Miss Nirma is my school teacher. I'm sure this is all his behavior that dares to report me to the citizens here. I need to get out of here as soon as possible.

‘’Or I'll go to Miss Karni's house. But I'm afraid of Mr. Ardi.’’

‘’Better I go far first from here.’’

Slowly I stepped up while carrying the bag. A few minutes later, I was far away from the hostel. Makes me breathe a sigh of relief. Sweat as big as corn seeds poured on my face, I slowly wiped it with my hands.

So tired to run away from the hostel. My life doesn't feel calm, maybe because of what I did. I've tasted sweetness that isn't in time. God must have been angry because of my actions a few months ago. I'm so stupid! Yeah, I deserve all of this.

‘’Capek it feels,’’ whispered my heart as he nodded on the side of the road that happened to have a lounge chair there. Oh yeah, how about I call Karni first. I slowly pulled out the flat object, then pressed the contact number of my future in-laws.

‘’Ngak active,’’ my word limp.

I exhale slowly, ‘’Oh yes, I tried calling Ayu first.’’ I'll give Ayu's contact number.

Ringing, but not lifted. Let me repeat, who knows Ayu had a busy time.

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam. Where are you? Help me, Yu. I got kicked out of kost,’’ I said with a breath of breath.

‘’Ya Allah, how can you?’’

‘’The story is long, I'll tell you later. Now pick me up yes.’’

‘’I'll pick you up, but I'm still in the hospital accompanying Grandma. He treated.’’

‘’Ya Allah, Grandma in the hospital? How come you don't tell me, Yu.’’

‘’Iya, Monik. How would I tell you, because he just got into the hospital. And also I do not want to add to the burden of your mind.’’

‘’Ya already, where are you now. Let me pick you up, but I'll wait for Mother to let Grandma take care. You see, Mother was taking care of the letters needs of Grandma,’’ he added on the other side.

‘’I'm far from the kost, I'll send you the address.’’

‘’ Yes, Yu. But cepetan yes, I am very tired it feels nih.’’

‘’Iya, you find a seat first there. Let can rest.’’

‘’Do not go anywhere, wait for me. Okey.’’

‘’Assalamua’laikum.’’

‘’I think I should eat first. Mumpung Ayu is also not here.’’

‘’Oh yes, there seems to be a rice stall deh.’’

I crossed the road carefully. Sure enough, there was a simple rice shop. Padang rice stall that I like so much, it turns out the buyer is very crowded, when all eyes are on me. But I don't care, all I think about is how to keep my stomach full. I ordered rice.

‘’Bu, eat here huh?’’ I asked the middle-aged woman who was busy serving the buyer.

‘’Iya, Son. Soon yes,’’ his mouth is still focused on serving buyers.

I nodded at the chair that was provided. Tired of it.

A few minutes later..

‘’What's up, Nak?’’

‘’Rendang aja, Ma'am."

‘’Shortly yes.’’ I nodded and before long the middle-aged woman had already brought me my order.

‘’Please, Son,’’ said he who I thought he was the owner of the shop. He served rice and sambal rendang in front of me.

‘’Still a lot, Bu.’’ The mother smiled and nodded.

‘’Udah how many months is this?’’ he asked me to look at my stomach.

‘’Udah 9 months, Mom,’’ sahutku while washing hands.

‘’Wah, soon will mengelahirin tuh, Nak.’’

‘’ Mother if you see you so keepet times Mother again pregnant first. I'm spoiled really to the husband, until eating must be a nyapuain husband,’’ babble the middle-aged woman with sparkling eyes.

‘’Iya, Mom. Hopefully.’’

‘’Good her husband well, Mom,’’, I said while covering the sadness on my face.

‘’Good, until now in fact,’’ sahutya while tidying a few glasses in front of me. Instantly the young woman I had an age who was my age approached the mother of the owner of the rice stall.

‘’Bu, there is a rice mesan 20 packs,’’ he said approaching.

‘’Ya already, let me help.’’

‘’You eat first yes, son. ‘’ I nodded, he rushed forward.

‘’If you knew all about me, maybe you would be disgusted to see me,’’ whispered my heart while looking at the passing of the mother from before me.

‘’Can I like that Mom? Have a really good husband and love his family, do I deserve it?’’ I mumbled slowly while pouring water from the gallon.

Yeah, I'm pregnant out of wedlock, while the mother is? She's not like me, she deserves a dream husband. Not like me, who has many sins. I don't know if I can be like him, but my sins are many.

Especially if I'm married to Andre, I'm not sure if he's going to love me sincerely, I'm not sure he's going to treat me as well as when I was dating, because I don't think he's like the guy I used to know. He who used to be considerate, dear, in love and gave it all to me. It turns out it was just the past, the other with the present. Just momentary.

Now even he feels reluctant to marry me when the child I have is the result of my actions and her, because of him I became like this. He should have been able to accept me under these circumstances, because of him.

I brushed off all my thoughts that were drifting everywhere, trying to bribe the rice that had been lying in front of me.

A few minutes later, I had finished eating and rushed over to pay to the cashier.

‘’How much, Mbak?’’

‘’15.000,00 aja, Mbak.’’

I hurried to hand over the 15 thousand and I saw the middle-aged woman was very busy. I hurried out of the rice stall.

‘’Oh yes, I forgot, Ayu will promise to pick me up,’’ I tapped my forehead slowly.

I had to go back to where I was, slowly I stepped in and crossed over carefully.

‘’At last I got here, but kok Ayu has not come anyway?’’ lirihku breathed a sigh of relief.

Kupandangi around me, there was no sight of Ayu's car passing.

As soon as my stomach hurt, I slowly tried to sit in a lounge chair by the side of the road. My lower abdomen is getting sicker and harder to move. Is this called contraction?

Am I going to give birth soon? Allah! It hurt so much, that sweat the size of a corn seed started dripping down my face. My stomach ache was growing, as was my lower stomach.

‘’Duuhhh!!’’ I screamed in pain. I don't feel strong anymore to endure this stomach pain.

‘’To—toloong!!!’’ My sight immediately blurred.

Seriate.

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