Instantaneous Sweetness

The Carcass I've Been Covering

Early in the morning as usual I marathon around the boarding house, said my prospective in-laws must be diligent marathon in the morning so that the process of giving birth is easy. I stepped in with a breath of breath, getting here was hard and heavy to step by me. Maybe because I am old enough.

‘’Capek really,’’ murmured me while wiping the sweat that has been pouring since.

Looks like I need to rest first. Yes, in front of the shop only time yes. With a giant step I stepped into the stall not far from where I stood, yes 3 steps have arrived there. I nodded at the wooden chair.

‘’Ka—you, Monik?’’ a familiar voice to me was able to disperse me, she looked shocked, and looked disgusted at the sight of my growing belly. She shut her mouth as if she could not believe what was seen before her eyes.

‘’I—Mother Nirma?’’ my eyes widened as I looked at the young woman standing beside me.

Allah! Why should I meet this woman? He was a Physics teacher in my class. Surely he was shocked and could not believe seeing the state of my body is much different, especially with an enlarged stomach. Oh yeah, I forgot. The teacher at school no one knows yet if I quit school because I got pregnant out of wedlock. It seems that Miss Nirma was the first teacher to know about my pregnancy. With Nirma's mother knowing all this, I'm sure she will leak my secret to other teachers. How'this?

‘’So se— all this time you did not enter the school because pregnant?’’ asked the uniformed woman, never stopping looking at me from the bottom up.

I nodded slowly. Don't know what to talk about. My mouth was closed and locked. I quickly got up from sitting. I just want to go home to the hostel. Fearful that my teacher attacked me with many questions.

‘’Wait! Where are you going, Monik? Huh?!’’ the woman in uniform rushed to block my hand, making it difficult for me to step up.

‘’I want to go home, Mom,’’ lirihku slowly while trying to release my check from bu Nirma, but nil his strength defeated my strength.

‘’I want to talk to you, briefly!’’ grit it with a high tone voice.

Just this time I heard his voice that sounded like it was holding back anger. I spread my eyes to the stall in front of me, still deserted. I sat back in the chair I was sitting in. Ms. Nirma also sat down even with a red face and looked at me pushy.

‘’Who impregnated you?’’ tanyanya while looking at my distended stomach.

Suddenly my tears just shed. I shook my head quickly with tears.

‘’Jawab!’’

I could only shut up with tears. What am I supposed to say? Only my tears speak.

‘’Alright, if you don't want to answer honestly. At least I already know what causes you reluctant to enter school!’’ he smiled while smiling cynically. And fold hands on the chest. I'm just silent, only my tears describe my current feelings and what I'm feeling.

‘’But remember! If caught if the one who impregnates you is in class with you, he will bear the consequences! Huh, dirty school only!’’ the woman in uniform pointed at me with her left index finger, she looked at me with disgust and a sharp look.

Instantly remembered by me, Andre who wanted to continue his education to the campus of his dreams. If Miss Nirma knows who the father of the baby I have, of course Andre's dream to continue his education will run aground.

I know how Ms. Nirma, if she knows her students are breaking the rules of norms and religion, then she won't hesitate to do something. Yes, even though Andre managed to graduate in High School, because this incident was so closed and I decided to leave school. At first my reason was sick and Ayu had helped me for a long time to say that I moved out of school.

‘’Luckily you were aware of your actions and dropped out of school. If not, embarrass the school! Form silently, it turns silently washed away!’’ he rushed up and looked at me sharply, then hurriedly left me just like that.

‘’Finally the carcass that I covered for 9 months also smelled,’’ lirihku with a vibrating voice in between my sobs. My body feels weak, my chest feels tight and rumbling.

‘’I am indeed a dirty woman, I am a stupid woman!’’ hardikku to myself.

‘’Ya, I have to go home to the kost to calm my mind.’’ I guessed the tears slowly and got up, then stepped towards the boarding house. With a limp step I walked down the hallways, suddenly stopped the car beside me and opened the rearview mirror.

‘’Loh, Monik? You why?’’ ask Ayu astonished.

‘’A—aku—‘’

‘’Yuk get in the car! Let me drive, later in our car story yes.’’ He rushed to open the car door for me, without a word I just nodded and entered Ayu's car.

***

‘’Drink first, Monik!’’ Ayu held out a bottle of mineral water to me, focusing her gaze forward as she was driving.

‘’Still yes, Yu,’’ I said slowly and grabbed the bottle, then sipped it.

‘’Sama-sama, how? It's quiet, right?’’ ayu asked glanced at me for a moment, I only replied with a nod and smiled faintly.

‘’You have a problem? Story dong to me, don't be spelled aja.’’

‘’Iya, Yu. A—I met with Bu Nirma earlier.’’

‘’What? How to, Monik?’’ he was shocked for a moment.

‘’Iya, it was when I was marathon. I stopped in front of the stall, intending to buy some water as well and release my tiredness. Ms. Nirma just came,’’ obviously me with a vibrating voice.

‘’Terus, Ms Nirma already know everything?’’ ayu asked back, she still focused on driving occasionally glancing at me.

I nodded slowly, not feeling my tears fall back.

‘’Astaghfirullah ‘al adziim, including who impregnated you?’’

I shook my head slowly,’’ I didn't answer when he asked, and said Bu Nirma will investigate everything even though I didn't tell you. If the one who haunts me is a classmate he will definitely give the punishment,’’ explained me with tears.

‘’Iya, Yu. Because there you make me so strong and patient, if there is no you, I do not know how my life.’’

‘’I understand, do’ me yes, Yu. Do’akan me in order to get through this all and in order to change. Back to his path.’’

‘’You don't talk like that, I'm sure you must be a strong and patient person. In the Lord I will help do’a. Stay upbeat yes.’’ She smiles.

I nodded,’’Once again thank you very much, Yu. You are the best friend I have ever known and always invite me to do good. May Allah repay your kindness, I am lucky to have a friend like you.’’

‘’Sama-sama, Monik. It was my duty as your best friend, aamiin Ya Rabbal ‘aalamiin.’’

Ayu refocused on driving and we just dissolved in each other's minds.

‘’Oh yes, this is the money from your motorcycle sale yesterday.’’ Ayu handed me the envelope.

‘’Sales motor?’’ askaku.

‘’Motor gift from Andre when you birthday, time do not remember anyway.’’

‘’Oh yes, ma’af I forgot. Thanks a lot, Yu. You always helped me.’’ Yeah, I forgot that Andre used to give me a gift that was so expensive, the bike.

‘’Ngot nothing. Equally, it is my duty to help my own friend.’’

I hurriedly grabbed the envelope and pulled it out half,’’This is for you.’’ I gave half the money hundreds.

‘’Aaan the hell you are, Monik. No need, this is not for your childbirth costs.’’

‘’Alhamdulillah I have money shopping. You need a lot of money, Monik. Moreover, Andre is not responsible until now,’’ he added while looking at me with a look of pity, then holding my finger.

‘’Ta—but how do I repay all your kindness, Yu?’’ tanyaku.

‘’You can repay him by repenting, returning to his path. It really makes me very happy it feels.’’ Allah! He said it really stabbed into this niche of my heart. Instantly I was pensive.

‘’Is this what jannah's best friend called? Oh God, my heart is so touched. Ta—but my sin is this much, will God forgive me?’’ my inner.

‘’Monk! How many times have I told you. Allah is Oft-Forgiving, as long as we will repent and will not repeat the same mistake,’’ softly with a nod. Maybe he knows what I'm thinking.

‘’Do’ me yes, Yu. And please guide me to be even better.’’

‘’I will always mendo’ you, we equally learn to be better again.’’

‘’Ya already, there! You definitely need a break.’’ because we are busy telling stories, do not feel it has arrived in front of the boarding house.

‘’You didn't stop by first?’’ ask me while smiling.

‘’I'm in a hurry, Monik. Later on if there is already my nephew, every day I will also want to stop by here,’’ he said with a chuckle.

‘’Ahh, you can just. Promise huh? Watch out for 'em!’’

‘’Iya, yes. In shaa Allah. Yes already, you rest there!’’

‘’Ngusir nih,’’ sahutku laughs off.

‘’More precisely tell you to rest, let the baby candidate be healthy, and remember, do not mind much.’’

I nodded slowly,’’ Siaap, Boss.’’

‘’Ya already, I'm in first. You are careful yes bring the car, thank you very much already want to say me.’’

‘’Iya, equally. You are like a stranger. I am your best friend, you see. Don't talk like so ahh,’’ his mouthpiece, which makes me chuckle. I nodded and rushed out of Ayu's car. I closed the car door slowly.

‘’Dadaaa!’’ Ayu waved her hand, I replied with a wave of hands and a smile.

I rushed into the boarding house while carrying an envelope containing money from the sale of my motorbike.

‘’I'd better take a break. My mind and body feel very tired today.’’ I rushed to silence in a bed that is quite simple. But suddenly there was a noise out there. Oh my God, what else is this? Or….?

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