Instantaneous Sweetness

Turns out?

‘’Assalamua’laikum!’’ outside there was a knock on the door with a greeting reading. Yes, it was the voice of Ayu, my best friend. How'this? What am I supposed to do? My mind is so calm and my chest feels tight. I try to catch my breath.

‘’Monk! There was a guest. Like your friend, let's open the door there!’’ my mother's voice was heard by me from the direction of the dining room.

‘’I—iya, Ma,’’ sahutku slowly. There's no other choice. I have to open the door for my best friend. I slowly stood up and stepped on my stomach, still feeling nauseous.

‘’Wa—alaikumussalam, Yu—’’ I opened the door, my conversation stopped when looking at the man who was with Ayu. My heart was so sad and hated to see his face.

‘’You why, Monik?’’ asked Ayu for a moment who looked at my face changed when looking at the man she was carrying.

Had Ayu known what the man had done to me, Ayu would have hated him so much. Or maybe even blame and hate me too? Because I did not listen to Ayu's advice and words, which I used to think was excessive. Now I just understand why Ayu like that forbid me to date Andre and even now I regret my actions.

‘’You why take Andre?’’ ketusku, while turning away his face.

Looks like Andre is looking at me,’’Why is that like, Monik? You're weird,’’ He's smiling.

‘’Andre kangen with you. Yes, Ndre?’’ he added looking at Andre who was flinching since then I don't know what he had in mind.

‘’I—iya, Yu,’’ for short staggered.

I don't care about Andre anymore this time,’’Ayuk coming in, Yu!’’ take me.

‘’Kok I was told to come in? How is this your lover?’’ Ayu chuckles.

But it doesn't make me laugh one bit. I don't think it's good to see that bastard.

‘’Do not joke around, Yu!’’ketusku, because under these circumstances it's unethical and it's not funny to me.

Instantly Andre was shocked because of my attitude that changed drastically, as well as Ayu,’’Lah, how did you become like this?’’ Ayu scrunched her forehead.

‘’Still dare to show his face here. After what he did to me. Men don't know themselves! I hate!’’ my mind looked at him with a sharp look.

Instantly mama broke my daydream,’’Monik! Bring your friend in. There's Ayu too, right? Mama misses very much Ayu,’’ shouted mama from behind. I didn't get to say anything, and Andre's phone rang and he picked up the phone by walking away from us and just a few minutes later he came back.

‘’You're all right, Sa—Honey?’’ he hurried to grip my finger, but the thump of his dirty hand was rough. Makes Ayu more astonished and shakes slowly.

‘’Aaan the hell you are, Monik. Why are you so like Andre? Andre this su—’’ unfinished Ayu talk I directly cut the conversation.

‘’You know how I usually behave?’’ he nodded slowly.

‘’You choose him or me?’’ ketusku, which makes Ayu more astonished by my attitude. I used to be so romantic and care about that guy. I prefer him to my own best friend. Maybe Ayu is not out of thought with my nature that changed drastically.

‘’Ya Allah! What is it between you and Andre? Don't be so dong, my friend. Of course I choose you,’’ is obviously a woman dressed in gray white who is equipped with that veil. I smiled cynically.

Andre just looked at me softly, whether it was a look of pity or something. I don't wanna know. I don't know why I feel hate and disgust at seeing his face.

‘’A—I have a need, Yu. I'm first,’’.

‘’I'm the same who's home? Don't you fuck around, Ndre! You said you wanted to break the monik. This why I think it's gini? Wonderful,’’ Distinguish me? What I have is getting sicker with the presence of that ignorant man in my house. If only my mother knew she would be kicked out of this house. More precisely, I will also be expelled from the house. Given that incident alone I cannot imagine how my fate will be. Especially if in my womb there is a baby from Andre's actions.

‘’You can ride angkot only yes. I have a need. My dad called me earlier,’’ Either the reason is true or not, or just dodged me. I don't wanna know. All I want is for him to leave in front of me right now.

‘’A—I'll tell you first, darling. You're fast healing, huh?’’ ogre. The darling? Her mouth is so sweet to call me. Makes me sick of his attitude. He rushed over to go home, Ayu just flinched and did not understand what had happened between me and the jerk.

Instantly my stomach returned nausea,’’Oek oek oek!’’ Andre stopped his steps and turned to me for a moment. While Ayu approached towards me,’’Ya Allah. Come on inside, Monik!’’ he helped me walk. While Andre was still looking at me unmoved, I returned his gaze with a sharp look.

‘’Plan-slow!’’ titah Ayu's.

‘’We are in the room only yes, Yu,’’ my door and he nodded.

‘’ I made tea, huh? Or I'll get you rice?’’ ask Ayu who is perched on the edge of my bed.

Yes, Ayu as usual already considered my home as her own. Even though he hasn't played here in a long time, because I've been busy with that jerk a lot. Ah, more precisely I used to spend more time with men who dared to snatch my chastity.

I shook my head,’’My stomach is nauseous, Yu,’’ I said softly with clear circles I still hold since.

‘’Ya Allah! You're pale, Monik. We're going to the hospital, huh?’’ The monik that massaged my legs was immediately shocked and anxiously looking at my face which was now somehow pale.

‘’Ta—but, Yu—’’ my throat choked with taste. I can't say anymore

‘’You must be taken to the hospital, Monik. Let us know what pain you are,’’

Degh's! If I am pregnant how?

‘’I'm worried about you, My friend,’’ with teary eyes.

‘’Ayuk! You must be missing school, right? Kangen to the canteen together,’’ I nodded slowly. This time the clear circle just fell on my cheek.

He rushed to wipe the circle with his smooth hands,’’Don't cry that way. Nih I am so sad,’’ said Ayu softly.

I tried to show a smile, even if it was just a fake,’’Nah is so dong. Let me take you to the hospital!’’ He pinched my cheek.

‘’Duuhh! You yes!’’ i-lirihku screamed.

‘’Yuk! Wait especially, let you recover quickly!’’ he hurried to stand up.

‘’Ta—but what are we using there?’’

‘’Angkot, Monik,’’ fast reply.

Mom was in the doorway, shocked me for a moment and she smiled. I don't know when my mom was there.

‘’Eh, Tantee!’’ involuntarily Ayu glanced at the door and hurried to greet mama, mama hugged her with a tight hug. Yes, mom loves him very much and already considers Ayu as her own child.

‘’Ayu? How are you, Yu? Long time not here,’’ og mama.

He seems to miss Ayu. No wonder he hasn't played here in a long time. Moreover, Ayu is a friend who is so liked by mama, because she is sholehah and different from my other friends.

‘’Iya, Tan. I'm Alhamdulillah is fine. I was busy teaching TPA child, Tan,’’ his answer made mama seem more unemployed, visible from the twilight eyes of mama. Makes my heart pinckered hearing it.

‘’Oh yes? That's great, Yu. Iya—’’ unfinished mama talk, my stomach feels nauseous again.

‘’Oek oek!!’’

‘’Your stomach is still nauseous, Monik?’’ mama's coming towards me.

‘’You didn't get sick, did you? Why now even like gini?’’ mama looked at me for a long time, making me just look down. Afraid to look at him.

‘’Or are you late to eat this end?’’

So many questions, so sharp. Can't quatch.

’’So I'm going to take Monik to the hospital, but he won't, Tan. And over time finally want to also deh,’’ explained Ayu smiled.

‘’Liar can be checked what pain. Right, Tan?’’ mama looks to nod.

‘’Ya already, Yu. You brought the Monik. Here's the car keys! You guys be careful!’’ tell mom to give Ayu the car keys.

‘’We use angkot, Tan,’’ reject Ayu instantly.

‘’Car use aja!’’ mama hurried to hold the key to Ayu's hand, making her unable to resist.

‘’Tante to kitchen first. Keep the Monik well!’’ Mom smiled and hurried to leave us. Ayu replied with a nod and smiled.

‘’Iya, Yu. Let's go!’’ Without thinking any more, I slowly climbed up from my seat.

Ayu gawked at me, as if there was something strange and different about me at the moment.

‘’Ka—you don't wear a veil?’’ tanyanya with a choked throat.

I rubbed my head,’’I—iya. I forgot,’’ Not I forgot.

I don't think it's appropriate to wear a veil after what I did a few months ago. Allah! Should I mention your name? Can I get forgiveness from You?

‘’You're fine right, Monik?’’ Ayu looked at my attitude which was probably a bit strange and looked different.

‘’I'm fine,’’ sahutku wilih while reaching for the veil, then wearing it.

‘’You don't lie to me. From your pale-looking face it is clear, Monik. So you can't lie to me or Auntie, okay?’’

‘’Ya, let's go! Let me help you to walk,’’ Ayu rushed to pick me up and stepped out of the house to papa's car garage.

***

A gust of wind entered the glass gap and then hit Ayu's veil, making her look even prettier. Especially when driving. A guy would be lucky to get it. Yes, because she is a sholeh woman, not like me. I who had been secretly looking at him was finally known by Ayu.

‘’You're looking at me?’’ ayu asked while frowning, occasionally glancing at me and returning his hand to focus on driving.

‘’Neither, Yu. I'm just amazed to see you,’’ obviously me as it is with sparkling eyes.

‘’Anaan anyway, Monik? Suddenly so. I don't like ah!’’ resounding. Yeah, he doesn't like to be praised by me or any other friend. Although actually she is a woman who is beautiful, kind and very sholehah, who is always targeted by men. But he doesn't like to be praised.

***

A few minutes later, we arrived in front of the hospital. Ayu immediately pulled over and parked the car.

‘’You don't come down first. We are the same,’’ he said while turning off the car engine.

‘’Let me open the door. Wait!’’ tell Ayu who rushed down from the car and opened the door for me, making me step out of the car.

‘’Still much, Yu,’’ I look at him.

‘’Sama-sama, Friend. It's my job,’’ He nodded and smiled with his signature smile.

Before long my head felt dizzy, I looked at the hospital seemed to spin and my body was shed to the floor.

***

The stinging smell of eucalyptus oil felt in the nose made me re-conscious. I see it all around me. This chamber? Am I in the examination room? Degh's! I look around me.

‘’Mbak, Sister of this Mother?’’ ask a woman dressed in white and very friendly shades. A sister? Mammy? What's the matter? What does it mean to say that? I scratched my forehead which still felt dizzy. Or because Ayu dressed up in high school? While me? But where is possible. Uhh! My mind's raging.

‘’I am his friend, Doc,’’ shortcut Ayu replied.

Instantly the woman in white uniform frowned and looked at me who was still sitting on the bed.

‘’My friend hurts what yes, Doc?’’

‘’Alhamdulillah your friend is not sick. After the USG, she became pregnant. Congratulations yes!’’ My body felt like it was being hit by a big rock. My chest was tight, tears flowing as hard as they could.

Likewise with Ayu, looks shocked and smothers her mouth with the palm while shaking her head,’’Do—Dok, Doctor must be wrong!’’ ketus Ayu with a trembling tone. The circle fell unceasingly on Ayu's sweet cheeks.

‘’I can't be wrong, Ma'am. That's in line with the USG check. And the age of the womb was only two weeks,’’, obviously the woman in white uniform, looked calm and friendly explained, even though we were so panicked and shocked. Maybe because he doesn't know what's going on. She doesn't know, I'm pregnant not yet in time.

‘’Then I say goodbye first. I have patients to deal with. Come, Ma'am, Bu Monik!’’ he hurried to step out. Ayu hurried to step towards me.

‘’Moniikk! Tell me it's a lie, right?’’ he shook my body, the circles kept flowing down his cheeks. I couldn't speak, just the clear circle that seemed to talk to what I was feeling.

‘’Why are you silent? Moniik! Let's talk!’’ his emotions are overflowing. His eyes look red.

‘’Go, Yu! You don't deserve to be friends with me!’’ expirku. I rushed to my feet and ran out of the check room. Even with a still limp condition. He's chasing. Until the passersby looked at me and Ayu, but I didn't care. I kept running towards the hospital garden.

‘’Wait!’’ Ayu ran away with a breath of breath. I'm turning.

‘’I want you to clear it all! Who is the father of your baby!’’ her throat pointed at my stomach which still looked flat with a quivering voice, she was still standing behind me.

She approached me,’’What Andre?’’ seledik Ayu momentarily.

I nodded slowly,’’APAA?!’’ this time Ayu's face was so red.

His emotions increased, he clenched his hands. I hurried to hold his fingers,’’Yu, I beg you. Please don't tell Mama and Papa first, yes?’’ my door. This circle is flowing so hard.

‘’I know. You care about me very much. I know it. Ta—but not yet Mama and Papaku know,’’ I'm sitting on the ground, my body feels very weak.

‘’He must have hated and kicked me out,’’

‘’A—aku currently only have ka—kamu, Yu,’’ lirihku behind my sobs.

‘’Stand!’’ he helped me with my bardiri and took me to sit on that relaxing bench.

‘’I don't know what to say,’’ said Ayu lirih while looking at me.

‘’Why? Why are you blind to love, Monik? You're not the Monik I knew!’’ with a disappointed face. He turned his face away from me.

Yes, Ayu looks very disappointed with me. This time I saw Ayu who was crying with a heavily disappointed face like this.

‘’I'm already blind, Yu. A—aku—’’ my cries broke instantly.

‘’Try everything you tell me why everything can happen?’’

‘’Wa—that time. When I came home from group study, Andre took me for a walk. It was so fun, it didn't feel like it was 10 p.m. And I was afraid to go home, for fear of getting angry. Andre proposed to stay at the hotel. In the course of the rain so heavy, we were soaked. It gets me wind and fever. And arriving at the hotel turned out to be only one empty room, because it did not bear to see me, Andre decided to take the one room. In the room after changing my clothes in the bathroom. He told me to open my soaked hood. When he put me in bed, he and I fell into the bed and at that moment the shawl got into me and—’’ my cries this time broke and my body shook.

I can't continue that story anymore.

‘’Astaghfirullah ‘al adziim. Yes Allah!’’ Ayu shook her head and closed her mouth, the circle fell into a divorce on her cheek.

‘’You must ask Andre to take responsibility, Monik. It is impossible for your child to be born without a father. How to narip your son later,’’ lirihnya interrupted sobbing. He looked at me and held my finger.

‘’Ngak! This baby I'll abort!’’ I sat down with mounting emotions.

‘’Istighfar, Monik. The baby is not wrong! He doesn't know anything. You guys are wrong all this!’’

‘’I beg. Let your baby live. You will be more sinful! If you abort it!’’ he faced me and held my shoulder.

‘’Ta—but I have to how? Mama and Papa? Andre?’’ I watered with crying that had not yet subsided.

‘’This has already happened. Rice is already porridge. About Andre let me take care of it. Both your parents sooner or later they'll find out. You have to face this all, because it is your fault and also Andre!’’

‘’Aaarrrrggghhh!!’’ I groan in frustration.

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