Instantaneous Sweetness

Contrition

‘’Assalamua’laikum!’’ The sound out there is able to disperse my daydream that is giving breast milk to my tiny baby.

‘’That's really your grandmother, Raf,’’ lirihku while looking at my baby.

‘’But, you're not full yet, son?’’

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam, briefly.’’ heard the voice of the woman who these few days took care of me out there.

‘’Now, do not be until later Bu Karni ceplos the same Aunt Sisi if I am picked up because I will be married,’’ lirihku who feel anxious.

‘’Hopefully what I'm worried about won't happen, my inner’’ while shaking her head many times.

Instantly there was a knock on the door along with the sound of aunty out there.

‘’There's a real you, Monik. You're not sleeping, are you?’’

‘’E—doesn't, Aunt. Coincidentally Rafi was drinking ASI, but was ready,’’ my mouth that rushed to lay Rafidan back. I got up and stepped out of the room.

‘’Ayuk,’’ invite aunt Sisi instantly look at me who was slow at my steps.

There is a sense of anxiety present in my heart. I don't know! I hope that what I'm worried about won't happen. I followed the wide-hooded woman into the living room. My lips were shaking in wanting to talk, but they didn't.

‘’Mama to here to pick you up. Ma’af yes, Son. Andre can't pick up, he's still working,’’ said the middle-aged woman cut off my conversation. Bu Karni calls himself ‘’Mama’’. Or was Ayu the one who told me to do this so that aunt wouldn't suspect me?

‘’Lah, why even dumbass? Come sit there near your in-laws!’’

Instantly I felt relieved. Thank goodness my future-in-law was not flattered in his words.

‘’I—iya, Aunt.’’

‘’Ya already, Auntie want bikini drinks first.’’

‘’No need, Si. Aunty here just want to pick up the Monik and rush too,’’ reject bu Karni immediately make the woman with the face of the shade turned around.

‘’Times don't drink anything Aunt. Occasionally come here,’’ sungututu.

‘’Kalo gitu aja deh, Si,’’ said my future-in-law while a smile was painted on his lips.

‘’Monik clear first the items to be brought, yes?’’ I hurried to get up for a moment to glance at Miss Karni and Aunt Sisi, no longer knowing what to call with what call to my future in-laws, fearing even sophistication later.

‘’What need Mama help?’’ ask Miss Karni. I just shook my head as soon as possible, then rushed to the room I had been in and cleaned up all the things I was about to bring.

I stuffed all my clothes into the suitcase, then hurried back outside to pick up my sun-soaked baby clothes next to the room I had occupied all this time and bring them into the room. I rushed to put all my baby clothes in.

A few minutes later, thank God everything was done.

‘’Raf, you are still sleeping yes, Nak?’’ I said as I approached my little baby into bed.

‘’It turns out you're still sleeping, son. We leave for Grandma's house now yes.’’ I slowly took my baby and carried it, then got up and grabbed the suitcase.

‘’Although only a few days I am here, but this room is very comfortable and it feels like to linger here,’’ mumbles me with a smile, the unbroken one looked at the room I had recently occupied. I breathe out slowly.

I closed the door and stepped into the living room. Looks like my future father-in-law was chatting with Sisi's aunt. Instantly his eyes were on me who was holding a baby and carrying a suitcase in my right hand.

‘’What's the weight, son?’’ asked the middle-aged woman who rushed up to me and took the suitcase out of my hand.

‘’Ta—tapi—’

‘’Nnothing, let Mama only bring ya.’’

‘’Partially you can not lift heavy, later even no water ASInya.’’

I just nodded too.

‘’Sit first, Monik!’’ titah aunty Sisi while patting the sofa beside him.

I slowly sat beside him.

‘’I guess her husband will pick up Monik, Aunt.’’

Made my throat choked. This time his words were able to make my heart seem to be dislodged. I looked at Karni ma'am who was sounding on the sofa and seemed to be thinking, I'm sure he was composing words so that auntie did not suspect me.

‘’Well it was him, Andre was busy, Si. That's why he called and asked Aunt to pick up Monik,’’ said Mrs Karni while sipping the tea that was still left. The woman whose face was looking down just nodded and ‘oh’ only, it made me a little able to breathe freely.

Moments later.

‘’Then we say yes, Si. Thank you very much, you already want to take care and take care of Aunt.’’'s daughter-in-law Bu Karni rushed into Sisi's aunt's hand. So did I who got up and grabbed the aunt's hand for reverence.

‘’Sama-sama Aunty, I am very happy even there is a friend at home. Usually I myself,’’ lirih aunty Sisi, there is something that is being held in sight in her eyes. I know my aunt must be feeling lonely again, especially after me and my baby leave here.

‘’Tan, I said yes. Thank you so much for accepting me here, already want to take care and take care of me and Rafi,’’ I said with a soft look.

‘’Sama-sama. Aunty is happy, especially with Rafi. Aunty can hold him and play with him every day that makes Aunt really happy. Surely Aunt will feel lonely, you will be brought in your in-laws,’’ said Aunt Sisi, her eyes dewy and stroking my baby's head.

‘’Rafi? I've got a grandson's name, Monik?’’ asked Karni to look at me in surprise.

‘’Ma’af, Aunt. I who gave his name really, if Aunt does not like and will change is also okay kok.’’

‘’No, no really. Even Aunt thank you very much.’’ bu Karni looks to show a smile.

‘’Ya already, we say goodbye first. Aunty later bring Monik and Rafi here again.’’

‘’Let me anter yes, Tan.’’

Me and Miss Karni rushed forward, ushered by Aunt Sisi. I saw that Karni's car was parked in front of the aunt's house. The driver of the car got out of the car.

‘’Please enter, Mba Monik. Careful yes.’’

The driver opened the door for me and I slowly entered the car. As well as my future father-in-law, he sat next to me. Kupandangi came out looking aunt Sisi still gripped us with a sad view. We waved, then the woman who took care of me these few days immediately replied. A few moments later, the driver started the car engine and immediately went into the gas.

***

‘’Monik, ma’afkan Mom yes. You must have been surprised earlier, right?’’ Ms. Karni broke the silence between the wind in my veil.

‘’Nothing really, Mom. In fact I was relieved, I thought Mom would be flabbergasted,’’ my lips while smiling.

‘’No, Son. Ayu yesterday was talking to Mother, she said Mother must cover who you really are.’’

‘’Oh yes, your medicines were taken right?’’

‘’Alhamdulillah brought in, Mom. It's in suitcase.’’

‘’Thank God, you're tired, son? Let Mom hug Rafi yeah.’’

‘’E—don't do it, Mom. Later I even tired his hands.’’

‘’Nnothing, is Rafi the mother's grandson.’’ Miss Karni took my baby and put it on her lap. Instantly the tiredness of my hand disappeared.

‘’Ya Allah, will Mr Ardi be able to accept me?’’ my mind while looking out.

‘’And what about Papa? Does Papa want to attend my wedding, does he want to be my marriage guardian?’’

Instantly the broad-hooded woman looked at me confusedly.

‘’What the hell is it, son? How come you are?’’

‘’A—why does Mr Ardi want to accept me, Mom? He did not approve of my relationship with Andre,’’, I explained at length.

‘’Setter or later he will accept you. You have to believe that, son,’’ said, Bu Karni assured me and patted me on the shoulder slowly.

‘’How can I trust Mom if Mr. Ardi is that hard person, my inner’ instantly.

‘’In shaa Allah, you are calm yes, son. The important thing is you have to believe first and Mom will always help you.’’

‘’Iya. Thanks a lot yes, Bu.’’ My future-in-law seemed to nod and then smiled encouragingly at me.

A few minutes later, the car had entered the grounds of the mansion and his personal driver rushed over. I stepped out slowly, then as usual the private driver of Karni opened the door for me.

‘’I'm back in this house. This time carrying a baby, child blood meat Andre.’’ I looked at this luxurious house that I had once occupied incessantly.

‘’Oh Yes, Sir. Bring the suitcase Monik into yes,’’ pinta my future-in-law's.

‘’Good, Bu.’’

‘’Ayuk we enter, Monik!’’ take her, I hurried to follow Miss Karni into the house.

****

‘’Bi, Aunty!’’ call Karni's mom for a moment. The faithful woman accompanied the mother Karni immediately stepped in a hurry.

‘’Eh, no Monik and the baby.’’

‘’Iya, Bi,’’ sahutku while smiling.

‘’Abibi 'already done room Monik?’’ tanyanya.

‘’Udah, Mom. Aware of earlier instead.’’ He looks smiling.

‘’Yaudah, later anter also food for Monik yes, Bi.’’

‘’This is the suitcase, Bu.’’

‘’Bring all to Monik's room. Please yes, Mr.’’ The private driver nodded and rushed to the second floor.

Next day.

In the morning I finished my ritual and Rafi was bathed by her grandmother.

‘’Assalamua’laikum, Neng Monik!’’ The sound of greeting and knocking on the door from out there.

‘’Wa’alaikumussalam, briefly.’’ I hurried to open the door. Makes me wonder at it.

‘’From who ya, Mba?’’ I asked for a moment, because his face was so foreign to me. She was young, her hair was shoulder-length and she was carrying something in plastic. I don't know what it is, I don't know either.

‘’Neng Monik right?’’ he returned without answering my question.

‘’Iya, what's up, Mba?’’

‘’I want to decorate Mba. Meet me Nira bridal ornamentalist. Have you bathed?’’ she smiled kindly and thrust her hand out, I just gawked.

‘’Decorate? Mean, Mba?’’ I said with wonder.

‘’Kok Mba do not know anyway, today is his wedding day Mba.’’ I was shocked for a moment.

‘’Kok Bu Karni did not tell me yes. Very fast, even though only yesterday I just got here, now even asked to marry, my inner’’.

‘’Eh, wait. But what does Andre want? What about the Papa?’’

‘’Eh, but it's okay. It's not what I want, I don't want my baby to have no father. Moreover, he was born, my inner’’ that a lot of questions arise in my mind.

‘’Gimana, Neng?’’

‘’Ya, Mba. Let's go!’’

He nodded and rushed into my room. He told me to wear wedding clothes, it turns out that the plastic that was carrying Mba Nira contained clothes and tools to decorate the bride. Yeah, the clothes are so nice and fit me. Then the woman named Nira told me to sit in front of the mirror, she immediately began to decorate my face. A moment later I remembered that from yesterday the top of Andre's nose had never been seen by me. Where's Andre? But, why am I even decorated right now, what if she's not present?

I stuck myself in the mirror with my mind floating around.

‘’Yes Allah, Alhamdulillah it turns out I am so beautiful decorated. But the marriage after giving birth was never imagined by me first. Yeah, I wanted to get married, then just give birth. Now then? Not as I dreamed so far, my inner’’ while looking at myself in the mirror.

Yeah, now it's just the slurping I feel. I regret having done something indecent with someone who has not been lawful to me. I was tempted with a momentary sweetness, and I broke the open that was not yet in time. Everything has happened, inevitably I have to live it.

Yes, regret must come at the end.

How beautiful and blessed for those who are good at looking after their crown, good at looking after themselves and only dating after marriage. It's so beautiful, my wish's been running aground all along. It's all my fault for not being able to look after myself and being lulled by the seduction of shethan. Suddenly my tears fell.

A few minutes later, I was finished decorating.

‘’Alhamdulillah, Neng Monik is very beautiful. But do not cry so dong, ntar make-up is gone again,’’ he said with a smile pecking me.

I just fell silent for a moment while wiping my tears that continued to fall with tissue. A moment later my future father-in-law approached me.

‘’Ya Allah, very beautiful you, Son,’’ said my future-in-law who could not hide his words.

‘’Still, Mom,’’.

‘’Iya nih, Tan. Beautiful my best friend here.’’

‘’Eh, Ayu? When did it come, I don't know? Don't you know about this?’’ my words turned around for a moment, looking at Ayu who was in the doorway.

‘’Kalo know, no surprise dong. You can just, Monik,’’ his mouth chuckled and rushed into my room, then stood beside me.

‘’Do not call Mom. Call Mama, Monik. Aye, Auntie?’’ ayu

‘’Iya. Well really that, call Mama aja yes, Nak.’’

‘’Eh, yes, Ma.’’

He smiled as he looked at me.

‘’Rafi Mama take it down yes, let Auntie take care,’’ said my future-in-law.

‘’Iya. All the milk tubes on the table were brought yes, Ma,’’ point me instantly.

A few minutes later, I was still sitting in front of the mirror while looking at myself in the mirror. My tears never stopped dripping.

‘’Monik, you've been crying since. Your make-up is already faded,’’ said Ayu slowly, who was still standing behind me. I breathe heavily.

‘’A—I didn't expect, Yu. Never thought I'd be like this. I got married after giving birth,’’ I said softly in between my sobs.

‘’I understand how you feel and how it feels to be in your position, Monik. But, it is also not good that you are dissolved in your sadness,’’ he said slowly and held my finger ready to be decorated with henna.

‘’Make this a life lesson for you and try to accept all of this. Ask forgiveness also to God, I believe God must forgive His servant who will repent and improve himself.’’ Which makes my tears even more shed.

‘’You should keep the spirit, do not dissolve in the sadness continue. There is your son who you will take care of and take care of, he needs you and his Papa,’’ he added later and he rushed to wipe the circle of tears that just kept dripping on the cheek.

In my heart I confirmed what Ayu was saying, but my heart still had a sense of doubt and fear. Afraid that Andre would waste me. Instantly his flat object rang.

‘’But yeah, Monik.’’ I just nodded. He seemed to be rushing out.

I don't know who called him. I sighed with a huff and wiped my tears with tissue. I don't know how many times since Ayu added my make-up because she faded and diminished because of the tears that kept wetting my cheeks.

‘’Monik, it turns out my cousin was in an accident. I have to go to the hospital first, huh? It's okay, isn't it? I'll be quick here,’’ he said softly, his ay face was clouded with anxiety. Who yeah? Or Dion?

‘’Ya Allah! It's okay, Yu. If you can not attend later, just help with do’a yes,’’ my mouth that rushed to hold the fingers. He looks to nod.

‘’I go first, Monik,’’ pampitnya then, in a hurry to step.

‘’Iya, Yu. Careful yes.’’

I breathe heavily. My eyes stared at the window.

‘’Si—who are you?’’ I said with a stammer. Sexy woman, dressed to her knees and her hair neatly unraveled. His net was very sharp looking at me. Why did he enter through the window? Whatwant? And who is this woman?

‘’You don't need to know who I am. Which obviously cancel your marriage with Andre or—‘’ he just keeps getting closer to me.

‘’Or what? Huh?’’ my ketus lost my patience made.

‘’Or I will cancel it myself,’’ ketusnya while folding hands on his chest.

‘’Don't you named Nina?’’ guess then. I rushed straight up and looked at him with a sharp look.

‘’Iya, why?’’ he even smiled cynically which made me sick.

‘’I don't have any problems with you, so please don't hinder me from getting Andre,’’ I said quietly, who was trying to temper my emotions.

‘’As long as you are still expecting Andre, you are a big problem with me!’’ point it roughly towards me.

‘’Self-aware dong! Om Ardi does not approve you with Andre.’’

‘’Hei! You are not going right now! Don't make a fuss here and don't be a hindrance!’’ my cry is over my patience. Until my loud screams were heard outside.

‘’Monk! What's wrong with you, son?’’ the voice of my future in-laws out there, it was a success to make the woman shocked.

‘’Awas you! I won't let you be happy with Andre!’’ he threatened to point at me with his left index finger pointing at me. He rushed out through the window and disappeared from my sight instantly.

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