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Degh's! Whahuh? I was told to abort my womb? The innocent baby candidate in the least. Yeah, he doesn't know anything. It's just me and Andre were wrong. As I remembered Ayu's words, I remembered when she strengthened me and she also said if I aborted my womb it would increase my sins.
‘’Arrrggghh!’’ I'm messing up my hair. This chest feels so tight and clear circles just flow. My mind is now completely silent and I deeply regret what I have done with my lover. Do it but do not want to be responsible.
(‘’I want to see you now!’’) I replied who did not respond to his words.
(‘’For what?’’) this time he was cold to me after what he got from me. Basic man! I was like a piece of gum that was thrown away. I'm so stupid!
(‘’I need to talk to you,’’)
(‘’Okey!’’) reply brief.
(‘’Kutunggu in regular cafe,’’)
I hurried to put on the pashmina veil. Yes, even though my sins are so many. At least this is my first step to better myself.
‘’Where, Monik?’’ asked the mama who was busy sweeping the house and turned to me for a moment.
‘’You are out for a moment, Ma,’’ my mouth and hurry to greet the back of your hand.
‘’Be careful yes!’’ mama's word. Fortunately, my mother did not pay much attention to my two netraku. Mama could be worried and suspect me.
‘’Wait!’’ I will step in my steps immediately stopped.
‘’Ya, Ma?’’ i'm turning.
‘’You've been light, haven't you? Later fear you even dizzy on the road, Monik,’’
I sighed softly,’’Ma’af, Monik. For lying to Mama and Papa. Ma’af also, because Monik can not keep themselves,’’
‘’Udah meningan. Mama don't worry, huh?’’
‘’Ya already, Monik leaving first,’’ mama smiled then nodded.
A few hours later. I sat waiting for Andre at the cafe where we used to hang out after school or holidays, then he came. Approached me.
‘’What's up?’’ ketus Andre, the eyes of his eagle do not usually look at me that way. His attitude is so cold now.
I looked around me there were no visitors.
THE PLAAKK!! One slap landed on his right cheek.
‘’Aaan you, Monik?’’ he held her painful cheek.
‘’Apaan? You are what! After you get everything from me, you escape your responsibility!’’ this time my voice was so high.
‘’Nih, fetch! Shut your shit down!’’ he threw so much money into my face. This time my emotions were really in the air.
I threw the money violently back in his face.
A man came and rushed to pull Andre's collar.
‘’Loh want to be responsible what not, huh?’’ his right hand seemed to be clenched and his jaw hardened.
‘’What the hell, Dion!’’ He looks angry.
‘’Loh what is it? Where's the heart, huh? Monik pregnant gegara loh, and you do not want responsibility! Boy or sissy anyway!’’
‘’Okey, if you do not want to be responsible for the fetus in the stomach Monik. I'll be in charge!’’
Dion removed his hand from Andre's collar violently. Instantly I was shocked. What does Dion mean? Where does Dion know everything? Or from Ayu? No way, Ayu couldn't have told Dion all this, let alone my own disgrace.
‘’What does such a loh mean?’’ andre's eyes turned red with his anger.
‘’So Monik's baby candidate has a Dad. I still have heart, not kayak!’’ point it with the left index finger pointing towards Andre.
Instantly Andre was pensively pensive, he was still trembling to his feet.
‘’Okey! I will be responsible,’’ he said casually.
‘’Gue hold promise!’’ Dion again pointed at Andre with his left.
Andre just nodded, Dion left us. Andre seemed to be pensive with a blank look.
‘’Ndre, I hope you won't lie to your promise!’’ my ketus.
He got up from his seat without a word, and without caring about what I said, Ayu came to me. I don't know where Ayu knows that I'm at this cafe.
‘’Yu!’’ call me slow, he just smiles. His eyes were unceasingly looking at Andre with such a sharp gaze.
‘’You have to take responsibility for everything you do to my best friend! Otherwise, you will suffer the consequences!’’ ayu's tone of voice rose. Just this time I saw Ayu scolding men.
Andre just fell silent and passed away just like that, whether he was afraid of Ayu's threat or how, he just fell silent. I looked at Ayu.
‘’Sit, Yu!’’ I said slowly, because his gaze was still fixed on Andre who was further and further away from our side. Ayu sat down and took her breath slowly.
‘’You weren't in anything, right, Monik?’’ tanya Ayu looked worried.
Ayu was shocked instantly, her eyes were round,’’Oh, huh? Why, Monik?’’
‘’He ran away from his responsibilities. After getting everything Andre instead told me to abort my womb, Yu. This baby is as innocent as you said to me,’’ me down with a vibrating tone of voice.
‘’Ya Allah, astaghfirullah ‘al adziim. Basic Andre!’’ ayu's hands clenched, his face seemed to be holding in anger.
‘’Then?’’ ask Ayu back.
‘’Dion came, and threatened Andre if he did not want to take responsibility. And finally Andre was forced to take responsibility,’’ explained me with a clear circle that began to fall on my cheek.
‘’Ya Allah. Good thing there is Dion, ma’af if I am late to come here,’’ ogled Ayu with teary eyes.
‘’Nothing, Yu. I know you're busy. Oh yeah, how did you know I was here?’’ I asked while wiping the tears.
‘’I remember when you were always with Andre, definitely the hangout place is here,’’
‘’Monik, tell me if Andre doesn't keep his promise. I will help you as much as I can,’’ Ayu looks at me.
I nodded,’’Thank you, Yu. But I don't want to trouble you,’’ I said lirihku.
‘’Husshh! Don't say that. I'm your best friend. Yesterday I failed to take care of you and now I have to help you,’’ He put an index finger on his lips.
‘’You're coming with me now, yes?’’ pinta Ayu who rushed to her feet.
‘’Where, Yu?’’ I scrunched my forehead.
‘’There! You will know later too. I happened to bring a car, yuk!’’ he took my hand. Allah! May I mention your name. Ayu hasn't changed a bit to me. He's the same as before. Should I be friends with a woman like Ayu?
***
A gust of wind slipped from behind the car glass then hit my hood, making my eyes feel sleepy, but because my mind was so calm to make both my net reluctant to be closed.
‘’Where are we going, Yu?’’ I looked at the Sholehah woman beside me who was busy driving the car.
He smiled and occasionally glanced sideways ,’’There is no. Ntar again also nyampe,’’ He is still focused on driving.
A few minutes later, Ayu's car stopped and she pulled the car over, then turned off the engine. Then look at me.
‘’Monk let us down!’’ bring Ayu. I rushed down too. I looked at the road around him as people passed by. Where exactly was I taken by my best friend?
‘’Yuk we walk only a few minutes only!’’ he finished parking the car.
‘’Don't bengong gitu dong. I'm your best friend, there's no way I'll mess with you,’’ He chuckles.
‘’Bu—not that, Yu,’’ I who was a lot of mind burden, suddenly a little comforted with Ayu's attitude. I smile.
A few minutes later. It turned out to be true, we had arrived at a garden surrounded by various types of flowers that were so beautiful to look at by the eyes. And there are also swings available as well as decorated lounge chairs nearby. I am a lover of flower gardens, especially if the flowers grow in bloom and are so beautiful. This friend of mine does know a lot of things about me, ranging from hobbies, likes and things that I hate even once.
‘’You're happy?’’ ask Ayu smiling.
‘’Se— very happy, Yu. It's very beautiful,’’ lirihku with sumringah. My two nets stared at the flower garden around me.
‘’Thank God. I don't want you to be sad. Because I am afraid that later the baby in your stomach is why-napa,’’ Ayu stroked my stomach which still looks flat.
Degh's! Ayu just so attentive to my future baby. While me? Yeah, I don't want to hate him, he's innocent and he deserves to live in this world.
‘’Still a lot, Yu. I'm lucky to have a best friend like you,’’ I'm still holding his fingers. He nodded and sat down in the flower garden.
I looked around me, it was beautiful. My mind that was so calm, now began to calm down a little. And change happily and with joy.
‘’I stay first yes, Monik. You don't go anywhere, I'm just a moment kok,’’ Ayu rushed to get out of the lounge chair.
‘’Where? Promise don't be long huh, Yu?’’
He just nodded and passed from before me.
‘’What a beautiful flower garden this. Different types of flowers that grow in different colors. Making my eyes unsaturated looking,’’ lirihku while looking around me.
My eyes were fixed in that direction, which was not too far from my seat. Yes, a woman who is pregnant, does not forget to be accompanied by her husband who is stroking his wife's stomach. It's very romantic. When can I be like that?
I was looking at the two people who were making out, Ayu came over. Maybe Ayu knows where I'm looking,’’Monik, hey! Here's to you,’’ She's giving me ice cream and another for her, and then nodding beside me.
‘’Still yes. Where do you get Yu?’’ ask me for a moment, because I see here there is only a flower garden that is so wide.
He smiled,’’ There, there are people selling,’’ point it towards the left.
‘’Eat first the ice. Ntar melting loh,’’
I smiled and immediately ate the ice cream given by Ayu.
Instantly I looked at her who was eating ice cream,’’Ayu is really beautiful again. Surely many men like it, women awake and always wearing a veil, my inner’’.
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