I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

I'm Sorry to Throw You Out
Wherever I'll Pursue



...🌸POV Rajesh🌸...


I stopped these footsteps as soon as I arrived in front of the magnificent fence of the Exquisite family home. Suddenly there was a sense of doubt overshadowing my steps.


Did he really invite me? Not having a dream of me? What exactly did he invite me for? Do you want to introduce someone to me? New candidate??


Instantly this chest feels back tightness. I look at this reflection in the windshield of the car I just bought last month. It's still fun, not buying cash. It was a second car but still very decent to use.


Cool anyway, handsome anyway, wallet contents problem?? Still very lost indeed with his wallet Beautiful. That's for sure. But I'm not worried about losing the competition because of the appearance factor. I know very well, my beauty is not that type.


But what makes me doubt is the bad attitude of this self in the past. How so is this self who even threw away the gem for a stone a time.


Hhmmm, right, less me.


My breath is heavy. I think it's better to just go back. Don't go into that house from finding bad facts again. After all, it was my fault, I was overconfident and expected a lot.


Jesh's home, home.


I turned this body back to the door of the car where I had left. Running away from reality is the best option right now in my opinion.


"Mas, why don't you come in? I've been waiting for you since."


How surprised I was to hear a melodious voice that without even looking I already knew who the owner was. I immediately turned around. I saw her so beautiful today. Stand between the open fence with a smile on me.


Not to mention the words he said earlier, which he said had been waiting for me since. Iyuuuhh,, it feels soaring.


"Come on, come in. Everyone was waiting inside." he asked again still with a sweet smile.


This time I felt back slammed into the ground after a long high soar. I remember my fear again.


This is a fix, there will be an important discussion.


"Mas, are you okay?" Tau know my beauty is already standing in front of me with her anxious face.


"Eh ng, ng, ng, no. It's nothing." I stammered too.


Between surprise and nervous standing nearby. It used to feel like there was never this kind of feeling even though he often bothered me by providing this to me. But why does it feel so stressful now??


Is this what it's like to fall in love??


"real mas? Your face is pale." Beautiful is approaching.


"I, I, I, I, I'm groggy near you." I shut my mouth when I realized it was the most honest speech that came out of this groggy self.


Oh, goshaaa Rajessshh,,, shame on you this time,,,


"Groot near me?" Beautifully folded her lips inward as if trying to hold back her laughter or smile.


His face was red and then embarrassed. But it made me instantly have the courage to express my feelings to her.


"Lovey Yes. I'm groggy near you, because I've fallen in love with you. You make everything feel different for me. You make me feel weird about myself. But at the same time you are also what keeps me alive. You changed my world, beautiful."


Duuhh,, it feels plong already said it.


It was beautiful looking at me without blinking. Keep closing his lips with his wiggly finger. Then I could see him gnaw a few times to drive away the tears that were about to fall soaked his white cheeks.And a few seconds later, he could not hold it anymore.


Lovely I cried, Again!! My cause,,, I, am,,,


Why do I keep making her cry?? Why am I so smart about draining his tears?? Not loving her made her cry, and now loving her still made her cry.


You fuck Rajesh!! Damn you!!!


"Be gracious forgive me. I shouldn't have spoken so in your current condition and status. I'm a beautiful fool. Please don't cry anymore. Forget what you said earlier. Assume it never happened. I'm just a man who doesn't know himself who shouldn't keep bothering you. I shouldn't have come here."


And Indah was more innocent until both of her shoulders were shaken by a shake.


Aduuuhh how is this?? What should I do to him??


I wanted to hold her tight and let her cry on my chest. But is that what he wants?? Later if it gets worse how??


"Beautiful, I'm sorry. I'd rather just go home than keep making you sad like this." I gave up.


I slowly moved away from her still-shaken body and lowered my head. But when this body just turned back to him, I felt my wrist holding back.


"Don't go again. Don't leave me again. I've been waiting for that word to come out of your lips for a long time. I cried not because I was sad but moved because my prayer finally came. Finally my wait came to the end."


Lovely sighed my hand and said those beautiful strings of sentences with a loving look.


"I know, right now I'm still a wife. But I've taken care of everything. Will you be patient a little more waiting for the process?" tanyakanya.


"Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful," I can't even say another word.


Hadeehhh Rajessshhh!!!


"Still groggy, huh mas?" she asked, smiling with her hand still holding my wrist.


"Hu'um." I innocently answered so while nodding.


"Stay like this. I like it." he said again while wiping his tears back dripping.


"If you like why is it still crying?" askaku ventured closer and helped wipe his tears.


"It's called happy tears" he said, making me stop wiping it.


"Then don't wipe it again. Let's stay happy." I said without guilt.


"That's not the concept either, sir." Beautiful patting my chest soft and spoiled.


Yes aampuunn, this is how it feels to have flowering flowers. Is this like love?? It seems that it cannot be expressed in words. Feeling stupid, feeling funny. All of those flavors exist.


"Beautiful," my eyes are now so serious to him.


Lovely stop beating my chest because now my hand is holding. Now replace him who looks clumsy and nervous I look at in this close distance. His eyeballs move around and around looking for another spot so as not to meet me.


"Beautiful, "" I once again said his name and his eyeballs stopped wandering, now looking back at me.


"If I decide to wait, will you finally be willing to be my wife?? Start everything from zero. Will you give this man of no self-knowledge a chance to prove that he is worthy to be your priest?" askaku expectantly.


"Mas,, me, me," the eyeballs moved back and forth.


"Beautiful,,,"


"Of course I want to. Just be patient in a minute, my, uh,,,"


The answer was like rainwater that I waited years to wipe out this drought in my life. It feels so cool and refreshing.


"Thank you dear. I will wait for you." I said happily and boldly kissed his hand.


"Mas, no, no muhrim." Beautifully pulled her hand quickly and face flushed red.


"Yes yes hehehe, ah but you held my hand first." I said unhappily.


"Not intentionally that."


Lovely ran into her yard and made me chase after her. I don't want to lose her anymore.


Wherever I'll go.


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