I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Letter Piece

Rajesh was sitting limp that morning on the porch of his rented house. There is no passion for life. There is no work spirit. Since the departure of his guest who is a man in a typical orange color uniform a mail delivery service office.

A letter that the father gave him was able to ruin his mood today even though it had not been opened. How not? The letter was wrapped in a brown envelope with the name label of a religious court office.

Without opening it first, Rajesh can guess what it is. What does she have to do with the religious court other than her marriage to Zoya? Rajesh could only sigh at this moment. Holding back the tightness that arrived felt blocked his chest.

"Lho mas, you haven't left yet? Kirain is already the way you know." reprimanded Alyssa who was shocked to see her future husband was apparently still sitting there.

Rajesh had no taste to answer even though his ears heard clearly. The mood is really fucked. And that made Alyssa suspicious. He sees a brown envelope in Rajesh's hand.

"What letter is mas?" tanyanya.

But because Rajesh never answered, Alyssa took it from Rajesh's hands without any rejection. Rajesh remained silent with a blank look. Alyssa then read the cover of the letter and opened and read the contents. His eyes instantly twinkled. Her happy face beat the smile of the sun that morning.

"What letter is Alyssa? You know, Jesh, still here? Later you are late to the mini market." reprimand mama Rina who came out of the house to dry clothes that just finished washing.

"Let's see, that woman has filed for divorce from Rajesh. This is good ma. It means that Rajesh also does not have to be difficult to take care of divorce. No need to pay the cost as well. Saving is it. Pretty money to take care of it we can use for others. All is definitely borne by the plaintiff. And the happier thing is that in this way, we can finally get married. Rajesh's requested time could be over soon. Alyssa was very happy. Are you also a mas??"

Alyssa nyerocos and ends up questioning Rajesh's feelings. Rajesh was silent and did not even respond. (Alyssa does not have no money, but the money of 1 Billion from Zoya has indeed been set aside only for Bagas later.)

"Bag!!!" alyssa's jolt felt instantly ignored by Rajesh.

"Eh,, yes. Excuse me. Whahuh? What did you say?" rajesh finally woke up from his daydream.

"Are you happy with the divorce suit? It means we can get married soon. No need to wait any longer. I'm sure the rich man has hired his handy lawyer to take care of everything and that means it can be done quickly. Happy, is it???" Alyssa was really excited without wanting to know what kind of heart breaking Rajesh at this time.

"Eh yes. Ja. Se,,chang. Of course I was,, nang." Rajesh's slightly disconnected answer broke it made Mama Rina could feel her pain.

"Then, I'll talk about it again. Go first there, Jesh. Later work. You don't want to get a pay cut, do you?" mama Rina with a maternal smile shooed away the delicate in order to free her son from the various questions Alyssa clearly mama Rina knows what the answer is.

"Yes ma. Rajesh leave first."

Rajesh kisses his mother's hand solemnly. He wanted to shed his sadness that morning but he could not do it when there was Alyssa. Just change if they have time alone. Rajesh never knew that Alyssa apparently liked to steal their talk.

Rajesh then moves on to Alyssa. As usual, she let the woman kiss her hand like a wife who drove her husband off to make a living. Not to forget Rajesh kissed Bagas who fell asleep in Alyssa's arms like a father to his son.

"Heart on the road. Focus on work, focus on setting the future. Keep your eyes, take care of your heart, keep your mind, always remember there is me, Bagas and mama who hang great hopes on you mas." said Alyssa.

Along the way to the mini market where he works as the head of the store, Rajesh still cannot take his mind off Zoya. It felt like just a few days ago they met, and then the divorce suit came this morning. Although Rajesh initially wants to take care of it, Zoya moves faster.

Of course, with the money and the legal team he has this kind of business is not difficult for Zoya. Another with Rajesh who wants to file a lawsuit in court alone will have to wait for his work holiday permit application to be approved by his boss. Not to mention, the funds to pay the money for filing a divorce lawsuit should also be considered as well.

Rajesh feels down. It turns out this sick it feels like being sued for divorce by the woman he loves after a long time of pain. It turns out that this sick person bears the love that comes very late.

"Why do we have to meet again if we are separated from God? Why does it feel like I'd rather never meet him in my lifetime but our status still remains connected as husband and wife even if only on paper? Why am I not willing to let go? Can I take it back? Do you feel guilty if I leave Alyssa and Bagas??"

Thousands of questions gnawed at his soul until he finally unknowingly arrived at his place of work. Lucky despite riding his bike daydreaming all the way, Rajesh was able to arrive at his destination safely.

Aware of that, Rajesh also gave thousands of thanks to his Lord. Rajesh is trying hard to focus on his work. He does not want to make a mistake that results in making it until it must be dismissed from his job. That job is his life right now. He struggled even though there was no significant development. Although the salary earned it feels like there is never enough to support everything in his rented house.

Fate might have been so cruel to him. If the proverb says life is like a wheel, always turning, then this time Rajesh felt his wheels had broken so that he could not bring it around or ride in the top position again. Rajesh will just keep on falling. Coupled with the lawsuit letter, complete already suffering.

"Ma, Mama, how do you think Rajesh is feeling right now? Really happy, aren't you?"

Mama Rina who asked Alyssa like that immediately coughed. He was confused as to what to answer.

"Mama's cough is enough to convince Alyssa that you're actually not happy. You guys had to accept Alyssa right? It's okay if you want to be honest with Alyssa. It's better than to keep quiet and love Alyssa in pretense." - Alyssa.

"Alyssa, what are you talking about, son? Mama was coughing because she was just itching her throat. Where can a cough answer the question?" said Mama Rina did not want the suicide attempt repeated again.

Alyssa moody.

"Have,, wait for Rajesh to come home and we'll talk about it. Let Rajesh himself tell me what his feelings are like. If my mom is afraid of speaking wrong."

Mama Rina rushed in leaving Alyssa who was getting moody.

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...Does anyone like to read horror novels here? The author feels like he has an idea to write a horror story,, up is not it good??...

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