I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Ghosts

Such a beautiful night sky decorated with stars made the hearts of anyone in this world must feel happy. Except Rajesh,,,

Rajesh was sitting in the cold of the night piercing his skin. This tenement house he rented was not a brick-walled house completely but only half the body at the bottom and the top was still walled in wood.

Houses located on the outskirts of a small town that is still surrounded by rice fields make the air circulation is still very good and tight. Therefore, the cold night air is still very pronounced.

"Jesh,," called Mama Rina in her clear tone.

"Mama hasn't slept?" Rajesh.

"Mama can't sleep." said Mama Rina then dropped herself right next to Rajesh.

"What's the matter ma? Mama hungry?" rajesh's question was answered with the head of Rina's mother.

Mama Rina put her head on the shoulder of the son who feels now no longer as strong as before. The body that was once heavily manicured now looks frail. Rarely eating is also one of the main factors Rajesh loses quite a lot of weight.

"Well, my mom felt a lot of sins, Jesh. Especially the same beautiful and late your grandfather. I feel like a human being who doesn't know me. Already taken care of, raised by your grandfather but instead mama wants more. And Beautiful,, ahrrgghh, I don't know what's wrong with the boy until mommy has to hurt him all this time." said Mama Rina.

"Human is the wrong place and sin. That's the truth. It's good that mom realized it. And it'd be great if mom tried to make up for it."

"But how? Apologizing to Beautiful?? Where is she now that she doesn't know.And if you know, does she forgive you?? Surely not, right??" mama Rina is pessimistic.

Rajesh was just silent unable to answer because he himself also until this moment felt that he had not received forgiveness from his wife in his marriage book status. A wife who either remembers him or not? A wife who has never even given her a living is born and inner.

Is it still their marriage if it is like that? Is it still the relationship between the two?? Rajesh doesn't know.

"Jesh, don't shut up. Say something." Pinta Mama Rina.

"Rajesh is confused as to what to say. Rajesh also feels many sins are just as beautiful. Every day Rajesh always feels that what happens to us is karma. Karma for having wasted a weak girl and actually also a fatherless girl." Rajesh murmured.

"So it's true, Jesh? Is that your best friend's real sister?"

Rajesh nodded confidently. Then back down. Clear bulir billows seemed to fall soaked his pants.

"Sorry mommy yes Jesh."

Mama Rina was crying. His heart ached to see his beloved son getting worse and worse in life. And that was also due to his interference as well.

Rajesh did cry for a moment with tightness in the chest that was increasingly painful. But then he wiped his tears. Reinforcing himself because currently no one could strengthen him other than himself.

Mama Rina shrugged her head off Rajesh's shoulder. A nanar view forward through the dark night and the streets that not too many people pass by. The area is not crowded enough at night. Especially since there are rumors circulating among the public that there will be ghosts since one of the residents died unnaturally is also a trigger for the increasingly lonely place.

"If it were beautiful to forgive you, would you still continue with your marriage?" ask mama Rina.

"Ma, don't get too far. Rajesh is too embarrassed to imagine such a beauty considering everything we've done to him. Just being able to apologize is enough for Rajesh."

"Mama's just asking, Jesh. Just want to know what your next plan is." - Mama Rina.

"Rajesh only has a plan to improve himself and his faith. We've been away from HIM for too long, haven't we? Mama want Rajesh to repent?" rajesh asked, making the view of Mama Rina immediately directed to him.

"Mama would you?" ask Rajesh again.

"Is it still appropriate? What's acceptable?" asked Mama Rina hesitated.

"Ma, our Lord is Forgiving. Our Lord is even happy if there is a servant back to embrace. No matter how big and heavy the sin he was carrying, God always welcomed ma." Rajesh.

"Entahlah Jesh. Mama's still hesitating,,,"

Rajesh doesn't push anymore. However, as good as the one who repents is the one who repents of his own consciousness and will. Not the forced or the doubted. Rajesh can only pray for his mother so that Hidayah quickly reaches Rina's mother.

"Yes already. It's already night. Mama sleeps there. Rajesh still wants to be here by himself" Rajesh said.

"Mama doesn't want to be alone, Jesh. Fearful. Later came the spirit of the guy again." said Mama Rina while shivering in horror.

"Mama, don't believe that. Just trust God. After all, we are more than creatures like that ma. Don't be afraid." Rajesh.

"Ah you this. If you're scared, Jesh. Ah mein mama inside. You should also start tomorrow morning. So don't stay up late. Come on!!" mama Rina pulled Rajesh's hand immediately.

Inevitably Rajesh also complied rather than fuss with the mother. Rajesh knows that Mama Rina is very scared considering their next door neighbor just claimed to have been visited by the ghost of the neighbor.

As he was about to close the door, Rajesh's eyes caught a black shadow. Walking staggered with heavy steps on the street in front of their house. Minimal lighting makes Rajesh can not see clearly who the figure is.

"Who's there??" rajesh's question made Mama Rina surprised.

"Who's Jesh??" he asked as his eyes searched.

"That's ma. There was someone in front of the house but it was dark. Let Rajesh see you there, ma."

"Yongdang!!! That must be the ghost of that guyuu hiii amit amit. Don't you know, why did you come here???" Mama Rina is immediately frightened and strictly forbids Rajesh from leaving her.

"But ma,,,"

"Jesh Masuk. Let it. Than you and wretched mama. Already in. Close the door and lock. Tonight, my mom will sleep with you. Mama's afraid." Rina's mom's orders can't be denied anymore.

Rajesh could still see the black figure moving his hand like he wanted to call. Looks very weak. And before Rajesh closed the door, the figure fell. Rajesh quickly closes the door and runs towards a figure he believes is not a ghost.

"Rajesshhh!!! Wanna where??? Leave it!! You fat ghost. Is it a ghost, can it fall too?? It's a little troubling." Mama Rina grumbled.

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