I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

The Greatest Regret

"Remove your tears. It's time to act normal in front of Rajesh's wife. I don't want you to look weak. Show me where Zoya has always been strong and able to make me continue to admire her" said Rodie.

Zoya wiped the clear water on her cheek. Several times inhaling oxygen so that his breathing more regularly. So that his brain is also able to be invited to think more clearly.

"Thank you Rodie."

"Never hesitate. I'm always happy to make you feel comfortable. Come on,," Rodie thrusting his arm.

"For what?" ask Zoya wonder.

"Still want a show what will it be? If you still want, just fold your hand so that your cipher is more convincing. If you choose a course, yes, no need" said Rodie reminded Zoya of the charade he made himself.

It does. It would be more convincing if he welcomed the arm, but Zoya felt it was unnecessary. Believe it or not, Rajesh's faith in his charade is Rajesh's business.

"We can act ordinary? At least he heard himself I introduced you as who." said Zoya.

"OKs. As you wish. Yuk, we'll meet them." Rodie never forced his will.

Zoya smiled and nodded. Then equalize his steps with Rodie's steps. They walked together back to the room where Siska must have been waiting.

Zoya's footsteps stopped when the sayup I heard I looked at the adhan from Rajesh's lips. Sounds cold. You can see Zoya, Rajesh is holding his baby and echoing the adhan in the tiny ear.

Zoya was amazed and astonished, since when is Rajesh good at this? After Zoya, Rajesh and his family are not individuals who know a lot about religion.

"You've changed. I'm so happy. Maybe our marriage should be forgotten and resolved. I have no good influence on you at all. Unlike Alyssa's mother who is able to make you remember and get closer to your God." Zoya's mind.

Now he is more convinced to immediately take care and complete everything related to their marital status.He no longer wants to be a shadow in the step by step of Rajesh's new life.

"Mas, what's the name that suits him?" alyssa asks spoiled when Rajesh finishes the adhan.

"I think you already have an idea for his name" replied Rajesh.

"Yet mas. This is the birth of forward. I also haven't sent you to USG to check the gender. So I have no shadow at all" said Alyssa.

The birth of the baby was indeed advanced because of the collision incident earlier so it was appropriate Alyssa was not ready to name. And the limitations of Rajesh's financial condition have not made it possible for him to bring Alyssa USG. The intention is only next week after Rajesh's payday, but something like this has already happened.

Zoya who heard their chat came back astonished. He thought hard how can a Rajesh not bring his wife just for USG? But it inevitably makes Zoya again look at Rajesh's appearance.

Sure enough, the man who used to always want to appear perfectionist is no longer there. Rajesh turns into a simple man with the simplest look as well. In contrast to the current Zoya is elegant.

That's how life is, like, a spinning wheel. Not always on top.

"Excuse me, Alyssa," Zoya said before the couple discussed things and held back.

However, Zoya still has business at her original destination. Everyone's backtracking from the schedule due to this incident and Zoya doesn't want to stay here for long. He does not want to disturb the happiness of the couple who just got the baby.

"Yes. Please." Alyssa who already understood who came, immediately welcomed it kindly.

"Congratulations on the birth of his son. And apologize for my carelessness." Zoya started talking.

Alyssa knows Rajesh's financial condition. Actually, there is fear in his heart later if the time comes to give birth and Rajesh is not able to finance it. Alyssa was resigned. But with this incident Alyssa was more convinced that God is indeed as good as the scenario maker.

His Lord has sent a helper angel even with this accident scenario. It's not why she had to feel a little pain earlier due to her bleeding, which is clear now the baby was born with proper care. And Rajesh doesn't have to pay for it either.

"Mbak Siska, has everything been taken care of?" ask Zoya to make sure.

"Already ma'am." replied Siska steady and Zoya need not doubt Siska's ability to take care of this kind of thing.

"Mr Alyssa, then I say goodbye. I still have a lot of work. Just call the number on the business card if there is anything. Don't be shy. I might be able to come again to see Alyssa's mother if there is any time left later." said Zoya.

"Thank you ma'am." Alyssa answered briefly as she began to catch Rajesh's strange demeanor every time Zoya spoke.

"Mas Rajesh, I'm sorry." said Zoya to the bowed Rajesh.

"Ii,, yes. Thank you." Thank you." Rajesh was nervous.

Zoya leaves the room after Siska and Rodie, who still has time to congratulate the birth of the couple's son.

"Slow down Zo's path." scolded Rodie who saw Zoya walking so fast that Siska pontang panting balance her steps.

Arriving in the car, Zoya returns moody. The intention to release the status as Rajesh's wife is strong but apparently a little heavy. I don't know why Zoya doesn't want their status to change. But considering Rajesh is married, Zoya regains self-consciousness.

His emotions went up and down to make him unable to hold back his tears to not spill back. Zoya sobbed while covering her face. No matter which Siska sat behind him was astonished. Occasionally Siska stares at Rodie who only gives a code not to disturb Zoya at this time.

"Just get Zo. Spill everything. As much as possible do not leave." said Rodie calmly while driving.

Along the way Zoya continues to cry hoping that the burden on her heart will be reduced. But every time I remember Rajesh's happiness with Alyssa, the tears are drained like never ending.

"Know Zoya's mother?" look at Alyssa while Rajesh is still staring at the door where Zoya came out.

"Eh, What? Do I know Zoya?" Rajesh repeats Alyssa's question.

Alyssa nodded and pounded waiting for Rajesh's reply. There was a strange thump bothering him at this moment.

"Yes. I've known. Not just know even. He's the owner of my heart Alyssa. She's Lovely. She's my wife I wasted and I regret it for the rest of my life. She's the most beautiful thing and the biggest regret of my life, Alyssa."

Rajesh's tears are spilling. Silencing Alyssa who felt less happy to hear it.

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