I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Not Wanting to Lose Again

"Slowly take the patient to communicate. The patient is conscious but is still in our observation stage. We still can't confirm whether his memory is completely back or not. Still need to be studied."

The doctor gave an explanation that although not entirely happy but still the crying haru and happy Karin and Delvara and mbok Rati could not be dammed.

"For a while, simply ask if the patient knows you or not. We've been trying to ask about the patient's name and the patient's Zoya."

Until there, Karin immediately scattered in Delvara's arms while saying "Alhamdulillah,,,".

"Please see the patient. And remember my message, the patient should not be too forced to remember things that he may not be able to remember perfectly." again the doctor advised.

"Good doctor. Thank you." said Delvara representing Karin who still can not master his emotions and himself.

No wonder, even very reasonable if the reaction of a mother is difficult to control like who has been 12 years apart from the princess and then reunited 2 months ago in a coma.

"Ma, Mom, are you ready to meet Zoya?" delvara whispered softly while rubbing Karin's arm that was still stuck in his arms.

"Yes son. Mama's ready."

A mother's strength reappears and makes her strong again. Karin wiped her tears and smiled. Trying to tell the whole world that he's okay.

Although when the step took him to meet the figure of Indah (who had claimed to be named Zoya in the doctor) then stopped. Highlight my eyes Zoya who turned towards them managed to make Karin's defense collapse instantly.

Delvara was silently stared at with a doubtful gaze by Zoya. Similarly, Mbok Rati who is not sure his beautiful nduk still recognizes him or not. Only Karin kept crying stemming all the flavors.

"Ma,, mama," Zoya said later.

Very subtle and almost inaudible but Karin's reaction was very unexpected. Karin knows that she has pushed forward and hugged Zoya's weak body.

"Zoya, mama's daughter."

Karin kissed Zoya's face so many times that it was wet with tears.

"Mom, mama, mama, is that right, mama??" zoya asks softly to make Karin stop kissing her.

He gently rubbed the top of Zoya's head while looking at her affectionately.

"What's your heart saying, son?" asked Karin gently with her maternal smile.

"Mama, this is my mama. Zoya kangen ma's. Zoya's scared." Zoya wept greeted by the warm embrace of the mother who was also unable to hold back her tears.

"Yes, son, this is my mom. I'm sorry you left you there alone. But now don't be afraid anymore. Your mom will always be with you. There's also your brother who'll look after us and never let a mosquito bother us."

The words made Zoya's cry pause for a moment. He just realized there is another figure in this world who must also miss him very much. And that figure is Delvara.

"Sister, "" Zoya looked softly at Delvara who was standing with wet and red eyes.

The young man with his sturdy body could not hold back his taste until the tears fell. Falling for a happy word has found Zoya as well as crying for a sad word of fate that befell her sister.

"Here son." call Karin when Delvara stays glued to where he stands.

Slowly Delvara approached with heavy steps. He really can't negotiate with himself. He even blames himself for being so insensitive about Zoya's whereabouts when his sister is only with Rajesh, his best friend.

Exactly ex-friends.

"Sister, "" Zoya's hand was stretched out asking to be held.

Delvara's hand was so stiff and trembling that it welcomed the weak hand he had witnessed with his eyes that he had gone through a life so heavy and hard.

"Hit brother, Zoya. Hit the sister who was so ill-tempered as a big brother to you. Hit sister, Zoya!!" in between her tears, Delvara expressed her anger at herself.

"No brother. Brother is not wrong. My mom is not wrong either. There is never anything wrong with this fate. The proof is that we can now also meet and regroup also because of HIS destiny, right?" Zoya.

Delvara raised her wet face, looking at the face of her sister who still looked pale. His heart ached every time he saw that face. A face full of pain that always makes him remember the one face responsible for his brother's misfortune.

"That's who ma is? Why is she crying too?" zoya asked as her eyes caught a tambun figure with a kebaya cloth and a jaw-style look crying in the room as well.

"Do you not recognize him, son?" ask Karin wonder.

Zoya just keeps staring at the fat woman who is none other than Rati's mom. But his memory seems to be fruitless. Zoya then shook her head and gave up.

"Try you remember again son." pinta Karin softly.

However, Karin is very unwilling if Zoya does not remember the Rati who was always there in her life as long as Karin and Delvara were not with her. For Karin, Mbok Rati is equally valuable.

Zoya nodded weakly.

"Try my son." ask Karin again.

"Well, it's okay. Don't forced. Poor nduk Indah. There is still another day to remember the mbok." said mbok Rati trying to encourage Karin although honestly mbok Rati is very sad because it seems like Zoya's memory is impaired again.

"Ma,, Sis, Hugs Zoya. Zoya is cold." said Zoya with a weaker voice.

And that makes both Delvara and Karin anxious again. But the two immediately approached and gave a warm embrace as they could.

"Zoya's eyes why is it so heavy, ma? Is Zoya still sleepy after a long time of falling asleep??" zoya sounds slowly.

"Son, you're okay, right? Is anyone sick? Let your brother call the doctor first." Karin is getting anxious because Zoya seems to be starting to digress.

"No ma, Zoya just wants to sleep hugged by mom and sister." Zoya refuses.

Delvara just nodded but with one hand he pressed the help button to call the doctor or nurse. Then he beckoned Karin not to panic as help was coming soon.

"Ma, sister, Zoya is going to sleep again." zoya's eyes begin to close just as the doctors and nurses arrive and can immediately read the situation just by looking at the monitor that detects how weak Zoya's heartbeat is.

The doctor signals his team to move quickly. Do not forget to ask the family out and provide space for them to work first.

"Doctor please don't let my sister fall asleep again. Don't let her leave us again doc." pinta Delvara who is now very anxious.

Behind him was Karin who was crying hugging Rati. They feel the same fear now. Neither Delvara nor Karin would want to lose Zoya for a second time.

"We'll try our best."

That's the only word doctors still can't ease the fear in their souls.

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