I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Lovely Kangen

"Go!!!! And never come back!!!"

Again, it was just the rant and expulsion Rajesh got from Delvara when he visited the hospital. Rajesh stepped lethargic. No one can be asked or just want to give information about Zoya's condition.

"Son, mama, I think you've been too much with her. After all, he is your best friend and is still tied to marriage with your sister. Can't you just be a little patient with her?"

Karin half whispered as Delvara walked into the room where Zoya had already been moved. Zoya's condition was again declared stable even though the level of consciousness was still very low. He is out of the ICU but still very limited in communication.

"Ma, ex-friends to be exact. Ever since he and Nadine betrayed me. Since then, there has been no such thing as a friend. Because friends won't do that to friends."

"Mama understands you're disappointed, son. Mama also understood how much you wanted Nadine before. I'm sorry, mama, if your existence makes you unable to be together. But son, even if you can forget or ignore your friendship, you still can't close a husband's access to see his own wife."

"But ma,,,"

"Mama had already felt how heavy it was when your papa used to be sick and mama was restricted by your papa family. Mama was even kept away from papa at the time. So please, you don't do that either." Pinta Karin.

"Ma, that's a different case." declined Delvara who was already very hurt.

"At least let your own sister determine whether her husband is still worth fighting for or should be let go. At least treat him well until your own sister asks him to leave. Son, this isn't just about your anger. It's not just about your feelings. But it's about your sister's life, feelings and heart, too."

Delvara lowered his gaze. He could never look into the eyes of the mother if the mother came out wise like that. Her gaze was now fixed on Zoya's weakly lying body on top of the gurney.

Delvara sighed with his heavy breath.

"Give your sister freedom of choice. Mama knows you love her, love her so much. Mama is too. But that's why we can't act as we please. There is another heart to take care of. There are other feelings we should put first. And there are other decisions we have to respect too."

"What if you were in Zoya's position, you would forgive Rajesh? Are you gonna give Rajesh a second chance?" ask Delvara.

"You already know the answer, son." said Karin while rubbing Delvara's hand.

Delvara lowered his head again with a sigh of heaviness. It is difficult if you have talked about filial piety to the husband with the mother. The mother who had fallen many times even her household was on the verge of destruction by a third party, but still heartened to forgive and give opportunity to the father.

Delvara shook his head a few times. It is difficult to accept with logic but it is so the mother.

"Mama wants to see your sister first. Looks like he woke up." pointed Karin at Zoya who looked to be twitching slowly.

Delvara. Letting the mother first meet the sister because they are still restricted to meet him even though he was in the room. The doctor just does not want too many who invite Zoya to talk so as not to make her too tired or even drop again.

"Eat first good light." mbok Rati came with a box of rice that had been ordered earlier.

"Thank you mbok. Have you eaten?" ask him while accepting the fate box.

"Good pardon. The mbok can not stand hunger and must still eat so as not to follow the pain. If the mbok sick later even troublesome cah nice and cah ayu." said mbok Rati.

"Thank you, mbok. I've been thinking about us."

"Don't talk so good. The mbok who should be grateful is good because it has brought the mbok. If there is no good light, I don't know what the mbok will be."

Delvara smiled and started eating. Mbok Rati faithfully accompanied beside him.

"Well, who wants to talk to me?" delvara asked after he finished eating.

"This good thing is the most know the contents of the heart of the mbok." mbok Rati blushed embarrassed.

"Hehehe, what's wrong, mbok?" delvara asked after drinking water that had been extended by Mbok Rati.

"Why Nadine? Mbok meet him?"

"Ng,, anu,,,"

"Why mbok? Just talk. I'm the same Nadine, and there's no relationship. So whatever happened to him, actually I don't care" Delvara said casually.

Since seeing what Nadine did with Rajesh in Rajesh's office, he immediately threw all the love in Delvara's chest for Nadine.

"Si mbok see non Nadine kok friendly with mister Gunawan huh? Isn't non-Nadine married to Rajesh? But how is the same message, Mr Gunawan?" mbok Rati was afraid to say it.

"Mbok sure it's Gunawan? When did you see him?" search Delvara.

"When a good day. In this hospital too but they're out of polythey."

"Remember poli?? Who's pregnant?" delvara's eyes narrowed.

"It seems non Nadine. You see, Mr. Gunawan looks stroking elus non Nadine stomach is good. Smell at his stomach again. But his stomach is still flat. The mbok just arrived to feel sorry for Rajesh. Actually he's a good boy. But only wrong education from the mistress. Always instigated by the mistress. Back when he was a child, Rajesh mas was always the same as mbok so mbok know his true nature." recalls mbok Rati.

Delvara. Thinks. His brain turned around trying to digest all the words of Rati earlier.

"Nadine's pregnant? It's only natural that he's married. But why did Gunawan drive him? Why not Rajesh? Why friendly? Why kiss Nadine's stomach? Although it's nice to have a grandchild, kissing a daughter-in-law's stomach is excessive." Delvara thought.

"Del,, your sister is looking for you, son." Karin's gentle reprimand blew away all of Delvara's thoughts.

"Eh yes ma." immediately Delvara got up and met Zoya.

"Hi sister's most beautiful sister. How are you today?" greet Delvara.

"Good brother. I miss big sister." said Zoya Lirih.

"Where's the brother. It's just here." Delvara clasped Zoya's hands gently.

"Sister, Zoya, I think it's like I'm starting to remember something."

"Do not force. Slow down, yes. I don't want you to drop again. Afraid to know if you see you drop again. I don't want you to go again."

"I'm sorry to make my mom and sister worried." Zoya smiled weakly.

"Don't say that. It's only natural that we're so because we love you."

Zoya nodded then her eyes looked at the shriveled figure of Rati who was looking at her from a distance. Zoya smiles.

"Mbok Rati, here. Beautiful kangen." she said even though weak.

And it was a success to make all of them throw a glance at each other. They are happy and scared. Fearful a Beautiful will remember and ask where Rajesh is.

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...Hi make othor who had a thankless holiday yesterday. You see othor again celebration day in Bali hehehe. So it was still busy with the family yesterday....

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