I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

I'm Sorry to Throw You Out
We're Getting Married Next Week



"Zoya, can we talk for a second?" alyssa asked made the dreamy Zoya stutter.


"Eh,, talk? Oh,,, yeah can. But where is it?" Zoya is not focused.


Rodie looked at him with a probing look. Ever since hearing Alyssa and her future husband tell the truth about Alyssa and Rajesh's true relationship, Zoya seems silent and completely disavowed. But seeing him unfocused and even tend to be nervous like this, Rodie can make sure Zoya daydreams or thinks about other things or people.


"Just be there." Alyssa pointed to a chair that was reserved for the jewelry store visitors to sit in wait.


Zoya looked at Rodie as if asking for permission and Rodie nodded in agreement. Zoya follows Alyssa's steps. Both prospective husbands finally chose to chat just and just smile because they understood, they did not know each other before.


"Zo, I want to give this back" Alyssa said, handing an envelope to Zoya.


"What's this?" Zoya did not open it.


"Every day this thing is troubling my mind. Therefore, every day I take where and in the hope that I can meet you. I tried asking Rajesh where your address is but Rajesh never told me. He seems afraid I'll tease you or be bad to you. I just want to give this back. Open it." pinta Alyssa.


Zoya also complies. Tearing the envelope slowly and his eyes rounded to see a check that read the number 1 billion.


"This???"


"Yes. It's a substitute for the blank check you sent me first. I've filled it with the same nominal I wrote in your check first. Receive Zo." back Alyssa asked.


"But me,,,"


"I know you gave it to me sincerely no matter how nominal I wrote. And I, at that time wrote a great nominal because I was so angry and suspicious of you. I thought you wanted to bribe me to hand Rajesh's mas to you. Turns out I was wrong. Therefore, I feel that it is so evil to take that amount from you. Now I have a Ferry mas who is already well-established his life. So I guess, I'd better give it back to you." said Alyssa.


"Alyssa,, me, I'm right, I'm right,,,"


"Please accept, Zo. Don't make me feel guilty and mean to you. You're a good man as Rajesh always says. He told me a lot about you." Alyssa smiled.


Zoya just gulped. I don't know why his heart was back in pain. Remembering her married life with Rajesh while trying hard to eradicate her first love again.


Yes, Rajesh is indeed the first man to be husband and his first love. For Zoya, although their marriage was the result of an arranged and covenant marriage, still as a wife, she was obliged to love her husband. But eventually that love never returned.


"He was so sorry for everything that happened between you. He always hoped that time would be turned back. He wants to be the best husband for you. He lives only for you, Zo. Waiting for a time when God will be kind to him. Give him a chance to right his wrongs against you first."


Alyssa half-whispers say it because she knows very well if this speech can be risky for Zoya and Rodie's relationship considering they are getting married.


"He decided to keep waiting for you, Zo. Deciding to be single just for you. He never gave up hope. He believes you are his soul mate. Even if it is not the soul mate of the world, it can be the soul mate of the afterlife." added Alyssa.


Zoya lowered her head and played her fingers. Plays an envelope in his hand. His soul was completely disturbed by this fact about Rajesh. All this time he was busy thinking badly of Rajesh. But Rajesh is busy loving her.


Zoya's view followed Alyssa's. He looked at both the charming figure that he had received his proposal. A loyal figure who always patiently awaits him for years even without clarity from him. The figure that has been some time ago began to gradually shift Rajesh's position in the recesses of Zoya's heart, although to be honest it has not been completely.


"Don't you want to give Rajesh another chance, Zo? His heart was so broken because of your divorce. But his soul is getting better. He's not the Rajesh you knew before, Zo. He's changed. He has repented. In fact, I can assure you that he is a good priest for any woman, especially you. Can't you go back to him?? " ask Alyssa again making Zoya's view now straight towards Alyssa.


"Looking at you, looking at the man, makes me believe that your love for him is not as great as it is for Rajesh. You are so shocked to hear this truth. You're starting to doubt, aren't you, Zo??" press Alyssa again because Zoya never answered her.


"Will you cancel your marriage with her and return to Rajesh?? She loves you, Zo. You love each other too. Why should two people who love each other stay apart?? Isn't that Zo??"


Alyssa is determined to get Zoya back to Rajesh. Understand it because Alyssa knows exactly what Rajesh's life has been like. How the man loves Zoya. How to make his heart never divided. Seeing how good a Rajesh is makes Alyssa convinced that Rajesh is worth considering.


"Zo, please, please. Go back to Rajesh's mas." pinta Alyssa.


Zoya smiles. Then his gaze turned to Rodie who at the same time also looked at him. Both of them smiled even though Rodie's smile looked uncharacteristic. The man looked sad even though his lips were smiling.


"We're getting married next week. The Hotel B. Come with your future husband too." said Zoya who immediately made Alyssa limp.


That answer was enough to answer all of Alyssa's questions and requests. Alyssa was sad for it.


"If there's nothing else you want to talk about, I'll excuse you. We have to continue our activities." said Zoya.


Alyssa was silent and did not answer. Just stay down listless. Feeling useless for not being able to get Zoya back to Rajesh. Alyssa just wants to repay her bud to Rajesh and she knows that there is nothing more Rajesh wants than Zoya.


"This check, I accept. But I give it back to you as your wedding gift from me. Accept it. Don't return it." said Zoya then made Alyssa unable to say the word again.


In his heart he is busy condemning god's destiny for Zoya and Rajesh. Two people who love each other but cannot be together. Alyssa even remained silent in place staring at Zoya's back which was getting away from her.


"Have you?" rodie asked as Zoya approached him.


"It has. Let's just go. There are many other places to visit, right?" zoya asks Rodie that they should also fit their wedding dress today.


Rodie nodded then took the time to say goodbye to Ferry who seemed to have understood what the results of the conversation Alyssa and Zoya because he saw Alyssa who was so sad in her place at this time.


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