I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Limited to Iba

🌸Pov Rajesh🌸

I can't believe Alyssa wrote down the number in a blank check given by Indah. I don't think Alyssa is that sadistic about asking for that amount of money. The Alyssa I've known all along is neither a matre woman nor a duitan eye. She even includes women who can be invited to live hard.

I drove him to the bank to cash the money just realized and knew he asked for 1 billion. And of course it surprised me and tended to criticize him.

"It's outrageous her name is Alyssa. It's extortion." I protested.

"Hardening?? Who said mas? I'm not the one who wants to start. He himself came and asked and forced me to fill it. Yes, I filled it. After all, in this way you do not need to work morning until night to meet the needs of all of us. I thought of you." - Alyssa.

Right,, that's right. With that money, I could work one of a kind. There is no need for additional work at night to go online. I also had plenty of time for Alyssa, Bagas and Mama.

But isn't that still outrageous? Although for the beautiful family, such money is nothing compared to their wealth which mushroomed where.

"Mas, I know you're still in your remorse and guilt for him. But mas,, remember, he's happy. He's found your replacement too. So be it, mas, do not continue to dissolve in the pool of sins of the past. Think about our future. Me, you, Bagas and mama."

Big,, Plaaakkk,,,, uh,,,

Alyssa slapped me with her sentence. He reminded me of my promise to him. The promise that was said along with our togetherness during this time. The promise I actually said in a state of doubtful heart.

Alyssa is indeed a good girl in spite of the bad memories of the rape incident on her. But it wasn't a flaw for me because it wasn't Alyssa's will or fault. It was pure tragedy. I never considered it a bad thing. That is what makes me feel sorry for him.

As we were together, my mother placed her hopes on me and Alyssa. Mama wants me to accept Alyssa as my life partner. Replacing the real beautiful will never be replaced.

Mama kept begging me with the reason to want to see me happy. Mama says she's sad every time I see me taking care of myself. Mama said, one day my mother will also die and who will accompany me later if I am not married and have children?? What a thought that never hurts at all, right? And I don't want to make my mother continue to feel guilty about my slump. Therefore, I agree with my mother's wishes.

I agreed to open my heart to Alyssa. At first everything went well. Our relationship is getting closer. I received all the bad memories of Alyssa even until we found out that Alyssa was pregnant with the fruit of the rape. Knowing it wasn't making me back off it made me think that Alyssa's hag was worth protecting.

The baby that will be born from his womb must have status. He deserves a confession. He's a tiny creature who, if he could choose, would not have chosen to be born out of such a terrible tragedy. The thought of Alyssa and her baby always made me feel, destiny did point to me as a father.

Therefore, both Alyssa and I had planned to get married once the baby was born. It was impossible for me to marry her while she was still pregnant. So we patiently waited for the birth of the baby.

Waiting for the birth of the baby did not feel like a mental burden to me or Alyssa and mom. Because even though the neighbors knew there was a pregnant woman without a husband living with us, the local neighborhood head already knew the origin of Alyssa's pregnancy. In fact, all the neighbors supported my good intentions of marrying her.

The support of the surrounding residents makes Alyssa able to undergo her pregnancy in peace. I hope that our first child will grow up perfectly in her mother's womb.

Until here, everything feels fine and as expected.

But who would have thought? Destiny came back to play me like that. When I began to be sure to appoint Alyssa as my life companion even though it was not 100%, still because of empathy alone, even though only limited to pity not love,,,,,, but,,, Why did God bring me back to my true love?? The true owner of this heart, the,,,

God, what do I do now?

Should the baby be a source of ridicule later because it was born from the womb of his mother who did not even know whose seed Bagas was? The mob rape left a big question mark in Alyssa's psychic. He did not know which man was pregnant because they all spilled hot lava in Alyssa's womb.

Should Alyssa and Bagas who originally got the support of the citizens, someday will be a laughing stock and gossip because I just throw it away, cancel our wedding plans?? Howm I??

"Mas, you're still loyal to your promise, aren't you? His presence won't change our plans, will it??" alyssa asked with her glassy eyes and it made the passage of sorrow in my heart extend.

That question I can't even answer. These lips feel stale.

"Bagas needs you. Me either. Please."

Now the clear rounders fell on Alyssa's cheeks and fell on her ten fingers covered in front of her chest. It hurts and hurts my heart to see that poor woman and beg me like that.

I'm approaching Alyssa. I held his ten fingers. Alyssa looked at me expectantly.

"We'll still marry Alyssa, but can you give me a little extra time? Honestly, I can't marry you under these circumstances. Give me time to kill all the flavors in Alyssa's heart."

Now change me who begged him. Alyssa downcast. And I can feel the tears coming down my finger, too.

"I know you never loved me. Especially Bagas. You are just compassionate to us. It's okay, mas. We are quite self-aware." said Alyssa exclaimed.

Then he broke away from me. Stepping away from me while wiping away her tears. Enter and lock yourself with Bagas in the restroom I've been giving him all along.

"Alyssa, I'm sorry. But please, please, understand." I said at the door of his room.

"Yes mas. I-i understand. I'm not who I am. I am just a burden to you. I'm just a disgrace."

Furthermore, all that was heard was the cry of Bagas who was like there was no stopping. And it worries me a little if her mother acts determined. Not to mention the few times I called Alyssa did not answer.

"Alyssa,, Alyssa open the door. Don't lock it like this. Alyysa you're okay, right??" I'm starting to worry about Alyssa why.

Although this feeling is only limited to pity him, but still I do not want anything to happen to him.

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...Alyssa what is it??...

...With love,...

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