I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

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These days Zoya's condition is getting better. It shows a rapidly increasing condition. Family support and proper treatment is certainly one of the strongest causes.

Delvara is happy of course because what he has given to his sister is paying off. Don't be asked how much money Zoya has to spend on medical expenses. Comma months, had dropped and entered the ICU again, the recovery period is quite quite a lot of days, certainly not a small nominal.

But all that seemed to be reciprocated with a smile Zoya continues to be engraved on her beautiful face. Delvara felt nominal as if there was no appeal when he saw Zoya was able to stand and walk even though he still had to be accompanied.

Because Zoya's condition has improved, Delvara decided to return to work. It was time for him to rearrange and correct all the work of his men as long as he left.

"So, I'm not staying at work first. You're the same mom as Rati used to be here." said Delvara that morning.

"Yes brother. Brother just calm down. I'm perfectly healthy. If I need anything there is also a mama and mbok Rati who would help me. So quiet work brother, don't think about me. I'll be fine." Zoya assured.

"Smart kid." Delvara rattled Zoya's hair during the hospital to be short because it had to be shaved.

"Kakkkk,, messy is my hair." Zoya said.

"That's a bad hair guy." - sneered Delvara.

"Let's be cool, but I'm still pretty." Zoya defended herself.

"Yes, yesaaa. This sister is the most beautiful sister in the world. After mama but yaaa weeekkk." Delvara stuck out his tongue.

"Aaaa mamaaaaa,, Big Brother,," whined the spoiled Zoya.

"Del, already dong sedain his sister. It's time you left. Your office from here is far away. You will be late." Karin reminded.

"Oh yes. Del forgot ma. Remember, just leave the house." Delvara hurried to get his briefcase.

Delvara kissed the hand of the mother and also mbok Rati before leaving. Not to forget also kissed the little sister's forehead after Zoya also kissed her hand.

Delvara then disappeared behind the door after saying hello. There were three different generations of women in the room.

"When can Zoya go home, ma? Zoya kangen house. What is the condition of the house now?" Zoya.

"So far, what do you remember from home, son? Your room maybe??" ask Karin softly.

However, according to the doctor's advice, Zoya's memory must still be sharpened little by little in order for more memory to be remembered. So that doctors can also be more stable to provide further diagnosis.

"Lamp hello kitty purple color. Snow doll. photo of late papa. Photos of the three of us, mama, me and brother. Hello kitty sheets are also purple. Pillow shape face hello kitty purple too. Everything is almost dominated by purple" Zoya recalls.

"You remember it well, son. Mama's happy to hear it."

Zoya rubbed the corner of Karin's eyes wet with happy tears.

"What do you remember, you will meet again, son. My mother never changed anything in her room. None of his positions changed. Mama just covered it with a white cloth to keep it from getting dirty. Wash it too mama is reluctant because mama is always sure you will come back and you will be happy to see all yours is still in its place."

"Thank you ma. Zoya is getting impatient to go home. Zoya wants to start a new life. With mom, brother and mom Rati."

Hulah,,,,

Both Karin's heart and Rati's faithful heart listen as if it stopped beating. They wonder at once worried why Zoya only mentions their names. Why didn't Zoya mention Rajesh?

Tok tok,,, the,,,

Their hearts were jumping again when there was a knock at the door. Everyone looks towards the door.

"Yes nduk Indah." replied Rati and immediately rushed to open the door.

"Den Rajesh,,???" rati's throat seemed choked to see who was coming.

Rajesh with his brewok face that looks unkempt, clothes that also look shabby, panda eyes, basically unlike Rajesh who has always appeared stylish. Now he was standing in the doorway with a face full of hope to be allowed to enter.

"Please mbok. Let me go in to see my wife." she said in a plea-filled tone.

"But den,," mbok Rati certainly hesitated.

"Who's mbok? Doctor huh? Just tell her to come in." Zoya's voice sounded so cheerful.

"Den, den, den," Rati fails to prevent the beautiful Rajesh from entering her.

Rajesh was stifled to look at Zoya whose face immediately changed to look at her. So did Karin's face which also showed a look of shock at her arrival. Mbok Rati behind Rajesh can only blame himself for not being able to block Rajesh from entering.

"Beautiful, mmm, Zoya I mean. I'm sorry." said Rajesh while looking at Zoya's face even though her hair was no longer long.

"Sorry??" lirih Zoya with eyebrows linked and a worried face.

"I know, I've hurt you a lot. Even my parents did. I also know my mistakes to you are so many and maybe you are not that easy to apologize to me. But I still believe your heart is very good, so please, I beg you to forgive us." Rajesh cupped his ten fingers in front of his chest.

"Me," Zoya could not go on.

"Son, you want Mama and Rati's mom to leave you two here?" ask Karin who seems to be able to read the situation.

"No ma. You guys just stay here."

"Are you sure, son? Or did we just move to sit there?" point Karin at the sofa of the waiting room in that room.

"No ma. Don't stay in Zoya." Zoya grabs Karin's hand as if deeply afraid of being left behind by her.

Rajesh felt his heart ache to see for himself how deeply Zoya had been traumatized by what had happened so far. He even got so scared if he had to face and be left alone with him.

"That's why I created a trauma in your heart, Zoya. I'm sorry." Rajesh said again and this time accompanied by tears that had been blocked since when.

Zoya stared at him still with her eyebrows linked. Wordless.

"I might not know myself if I said this. But I just want to be honest with you, Zoya. I regret. I hope you still give me a chance to fix everything. I who have sinned so much I don't know the shame of still wanting you to remain,,,,"

"Who are you?? Why come and apologize and talk so much? You scared me!!!" cut Zoya fast because she has been very uncomfortable since the person who felt unknown to her entered.

"Zoya, don't you remember me??" Rajesh was shocked to realize that.

Not only Rajesh, Karin and Mbok Rati too. They are also surprised that Zoya does not remember Rajesh. Both confused. Should be happy with Zoya's memories of not fully returning or grieving???

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...In your opinion, Zoya really does not remember ato just pura nih??? How do you guys feel??...

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