I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

You're Zoya, right?

Beautifully stepped with a sling while carrying a bag containing lunch for Rajesh. Beautiful so doubtful whether he really needs to deliver this food to Rajesh.

And as he daydreams on the new street about 200 meters from Rajesh's house, he is startled by the sound of a car horn. Lovely thinks he's been on the wrong way or almost hit again.

Apparently not, he was still on the pedestrian path and the car stopped right in front of him. The owner who was none other than Delvara came out. Beautiful immediately lowered her gaze. He is also restless afraid of anyone seeing or being slandered.

"Good afternoon Beautiful. Where are you going hot like this on foot?" delvara asked with a probing look at the Innate Beautiful.

"Mmm,, me,, I, I,,,"

"Want me to drop off?" Delvara offered to offer himself.

"No need. Thank you." Thank you."Lovely quick shaking.

He did not let the young man take him. He's afraid. True indeed afraid of slander let alone a few pairs of eyes mother who happened to be in front of her house has started to glance at curious lyrics.

"Take it as my apology because the other day I thought that you were,, mmm,,," Delvara most heartily said.

"It's okay. No need to apologize. It is precisely I who should apologize for making you and my husband a little involved in the quarrel." Indah felt bad for Delvara because this young man must know a little about his household which is far from harmonious.

"Zoya," said Delvara, hoping the owner of the name could remember a little memory that might indeed belong to him.

"Sorry??" it looks beautiful even wonder.

"Oh sorry. Forgetit. Where are you really going? What is lunch for Rajesh? If so, let's go with me. I was also heading to his office" Delvara said, which was actually a lie.

He was not really going there because in fact he was just parked his car not far from Rajesh's house this afternoon just in hopes of meeting Indah. And apparently God intended them to meet again.

"really?" tanya Indah hesitates.

"Yes right. So you really want to go there?"

Lovely to doubt. In fact, he felt this was a proper coincidence. Want to admit that not knowing where Rajesh's office address is not going to be embarrassing? But the truth is, he doesn't know.

"Yes, it's ayok. Lunch will be hunted through Rajesh's lunch hour." take Delvara while glancing at his watch.

Delvara opened the front side door for Indah but the girl looked doubtful. The understanding Delvara also closed the door again and opened the back door of his 5-passenger car.

"Please." Delvara politely.

"Thank you." It's nice to have no doubt about sitting in the back.

Although finally like a driver and passengers, but Delvara is happy to finally be able to talk again with Beautiful. There was still great hope in her heart that the Beautiful was Zoya.

"Didn't you miss Rati?" delvara asked in a stale manner just to make Indah want to raise her face so that Delvara can see clearly what the face of Beautiful actually looks like.

"Eh, uh, Rati's mom? Mmm of course kangen. He's always been nice to me." Beautifully sad considering the middle-aged woman who had been considered her own grandmother and it even more made her lower her face.

"Would you meet Rati when? I can invite you to meet him." Delvara said again.

"Meet?? Where is Rati?" finally Indah lifted her face and Delvara's heart was racing to see the reflection of that face in her middle rearview.

A sense that returned difficult to describe again bothered him. There was pain and pain as if it hurt so much to see that face but also there was a sense of happiness like no longer wanting to part with it.

"Revelation!!!" lovely Pekik.

Ckiiittt,, Delvara quickly stepped on the brakes and sighed inwardly. Unceasingly he gave thanks for not crashing but also he blamed himself who was even fixated because Beautiful.

"What are you doing?" delvara asked after he pulled the car over.

"Not what. Sorry, maybe we shouldn't be in the same place. I'm sorry to go down." said Beautiful as if he knew what caused Delvara to lose focus.

"Wait Zoya!!!" prevent Delvara so Beautiful opening the car door.

Beautiful again made astonished by Delvara who had for the second time called him by another name. Beautiful forehead was also wrinkled sign did not understand.

"Zoya, you're Zoya, right? My sister?" Delvara asked with a sorrowful and longing gaze.

Beautiful looking at him and not flinching. For some reason in his heart he always felt comfortable near Delvara but his status as a wife did not allow it to happen even though Delvara was a friend of Rajesh.

"Zoya, this is brother. You don't know your sister? You don't remember brother?"

"Sorry, you're wrong. I'm not Zoya. I'm Beautiful. Excuse me." Beautiful back open the car door knob.

"Zoya my sister was in an accident 12 years ago. He fell into a river in the Bogor area and has not been found. Mama and I tried hard to find traces but the results were nil. And that made my mom have a mental breakdown. Mama misses her little daughter very much and hopes a miracle will come. A miracle that will bring back our little girl."

Delvara no longer forbid Indah to open the car door but she leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes while saying that sentence. And Beautiful, somehow he stopped opening the car door. He chose to listen to that story.

"We miss you Zoya. Go home. Remember to us. Use a little slit in your heart to remember us. We believe you're still alive." Delvara said.

Didn't feel Beautiful face was wet by her own tears. I don't know why he was so interested in that story. He could not even control his emotions to not cry.

Delvara let out a heavy and long sigh. Then look back where Indah still looks at her with her wet eyes.

"sorry. I'm taking you now to Rajesh's office. Sit right." said Delvara then restart the car engine and return down the road.

Lovely no longer refused or asked to leave. He was still drowning in the sadness of Delvara's short story that somehow stirred his soul.

Along the way Indah still weeps for a story that seems familiar to him but gradually he can normalize his feelings again when he remembers what happened to him 12 years ago when he woke up in the river and meet Wardoyo's grandfather.

"Maybe I got carried away because it happened that the story was similar to the one that hit me. I also woke up by the river but I don't remember anything. All I remember is Grandpa Wardoyo's warm crib. Cake,, Lovely kangen."

Clear bulir that fell back immediately he removed when he realized Delvara's car seemed to have reached its destination. And looking at the skyscraper that he believed to be where Rajesh worked, the beautiful guts were shriveled.

She felt unworthy to go there let alone introduce herself as Rajesh's wife.

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...Up midnight was author jabanin for the sake of my dear kelean 😘😘...

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