I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Ok! We're Married!!

There will be no need to wait long as Alyssa said the other day, the divorce between Rajesh and Zoya has reached the limit of determination. The divorce papers have been sent despite Rajesh choosing to ignore all court calls.

It is not what is called cowardice, it is not what is called running from responsibility, the important thing is that the heart is not increasingly made to bleed blood with the divorce. At least that's what came to Rajesh's mind.

"Massss, I'm so cool."

Alyssa immediately hugged Rajesh's lunglai body. It certainly got a rejection from Rajesh who had been trying hard to keep it from ever happening excessive physical contact between himself and Alyssa. At least until they are legal as husband and wife.

"Alyssa what are you? Alyssa. It's not good to see the neighbors."

"Let's go mas. After all, what I hug now is no longer a husband of people, right? You are officially widowed and soon we will get married. So I guess the neighbors are familiar with it too." Alyssa remained spoiled for Rajesh.

"But Alyssa,,," Rajesh was about to protest but was interrupted by some neighbors passing in front of his house and seeing the scene and commenting.

"Wah wah mbak Alyssa same mas Rajesh is getting more friendly. Not married already this semester, how are you going on the first and next night huh?? Just make us jealous" said a negligent mother carrying her baby.

"It's fast to marry you let more and more nempellll." timpal the other with a more tidy makeup.

"Hehehe, yes mother. Any minute. Don't forget to come." Alyssa was proud.

"It must be Alyssa. Yes, we said it first. You two please continue to be friendly." said the mother berdaster.

"Heart mom." Alyssa's message even though she knew the mad mother only lived 3 plots of the house from where she lived.

"That's mas. Just relax. Those people already know that we're getting married. So this way it doesn't hurt either. Just hugging. It even looks romantic. Shaman. Happy."

"Take off Alyssa!!" this time Rajesh snapped and made Alyssa let go of his embrace.

Alyssa took a step back with her lips quivering and her eyes began to get wet with tears welling up. He was surprised to be yelled at and sad to get a knock. He continued to walk backwards with his cheeks already soaked by his own tears. Then running into his room makes Rajesh feel anxious again and again remember the last time when Alyssa desperately tried to kill herself.

"Alyssa,, listen. I'm sorry that I was rude and yelled at you. I hope you understand Alyssa. I just want us to do this kind of thing later when we're legally married" Rajesh said behind Alyssa's bedroom door.

"What are you waiting for?? Let's get married!!" alyssa shouted from inside her room.

"Yes we must be married. I also promised to marry you. But getting married is not just a word. It needs to be prepared and sit down together to discuss it as well. Well if you just stand behind this door, won't it even hinder??"

"Are you guilty of me??" Alyssa opened the door and looked up at me.

"Not Alyssa. I'm worried about you. I don't want you why else. Poor Bagas." Rajesh explained.

"OKs. Then we sit down and talk." Alyssa is now taking control and organizing.

He walked past Rajesh who was still standing in front of his room. Alyssa headed to the wooden chair in the living room of the house. Rajesh heaved a heavy sigh and followed Alyssa's steps. Take a sitting position facing.

"What are the preparations?"

"Mas, listen to me. I'm not asking you to marry me legally and legally. Wh why?? Just marry me religiously. I know you don't have much time to take care of all that because every day your time runs out to work. I also know that waiting for funds for the reception even though it only takes months for you to collect money. Therefore, I do not ask for strange ma. Just call the old man in this village to help get us married, call some neighbors to be witnesses. It's already that. I'm not asking for a grandiose one."

Good as it sounds. So airy to accept all the shortcomings of Rajesh. But the name is just pity, not love, the good thing and even the more torturing Rajesh heart.

"Boy!! Whenever you talk about marriage, you are always silent. Your face never shows you are happy. Can you really keep your promise??" alyssa.

"Oh, well, what's this about? Noisier until it sounds outside." Mama Rina who just returned from delivering clothes ironed to the owners.

During this time Mama Rina apparently helped the economy of their small family by becoming a laundry worker scrubbing clothes neighbors who do not have time to do it. Rajesh has never banned but Mama Rina still do it under the pretext of boredom at home continues to be unemployed. Finally Rajesh can no longer prohibit remembering himself also has not been able to buy at least a small television that can be watched to drive away deserted and bored.

I don't know why, despite working hard it still feels less.

"This is ma, Rajesh. Every time we talk about marriage, it is always like this. Shut up and moody. Alyssa will feel the truth all this time Rajesh deliberately stalling and reneging on promises." accuse Alyssa.

"Alyssa, it's not good to talk so carelessly. Mama knows mama's son. If he had promised to be kept. Maybe Rajesh still has work on his mind. Is that right, Jesh??"

Mama Rina tried to dampen Alyssa's emotions even though she knew what Alyssa complained was also felt. But at least Mama Rina understood why Rajesh's reaction was always so. His son was only half, not half even but there was absolutely no real heart in Alyssa.

Just pity, just that.

"Mama also belain mas Rajesh continues. Salah Alyssa also, ngadu kok same mother. Yes obviously defended." sneered Alyssa.

Mama Rina just let out a heavy sigh. And this time again he was faced with a difficult position. Asking Rajesh who has not healed his inner wounds because of his widow status to immediately obey Alyssa to get married is the same as killing Rajesh slowly. But not following Alyssa is the same as making the problem more complicated.

"Come Alyssa. Mama just need to rest. You guys just talk about it good. Anyway mama agreed just agree to whatever step you guys will take as long as it's good for all of us." mama Rina gave up too.

"That's right, mama's the same kid again the same behavior. Likes to avoid problems." again Alyssa sneered.

"Alyssa!!! If you're upset with me, just get angry or hurt me. Not mama!! You want what?? Married married?? Ok!! Now we are married. I will go to Mr. Ustad's house to ask him to come here." said Rajesh.

"Really mas???" alyssa's eyes sparkled ignoring Rajesh's anger.

Rajesh did not answer again and immediately went out of the house to the house of Mr. Ustad accompanied by a sad look of Mama Rina.

"May you be happy son, forgive mama."

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