I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Not a Wingless Angel

After Rajesh returned from the hospital, Rati immediately apologized to Delvara for not feeling good about looking after Zoya.

"It's not wrong, mbok. It is the basis of Rajesh that is indeed forcing." said Delvara.

"But it's beautiful so this is again good. It's been nice to be home soon, but instead stay again." lirih mbok Rati.

"What is mbok. Let Zoya also get better treatment. Going home also still has to be here and back control right?" entertain Delvara to stop Rati blaming herself.

"Yes very good. Yes, if so then the mbok pay to the bathroom first yes. Kebelet." said Rati embarrassed.

"Yes mbok." Delvara agreed and approached Karin who was sitting on the edge of Zoya's gurney.

"Ma," he called out as he gently touched the mother's shoulder.

Karin looked around for a moment holding the son's hand. His eyes looked back at the face of the beautiful princess who was still asleep.

"Your sister doesn't remember it. Didn't recognize. I don't know, you have to be happy or sad about the situation. One side of mom is hoping she can remember everything and finish or decide what her next move is. But your sister doesn't even recognize him. When is Del? That status should be straightened out, explained, decided. Can't keep this up."

Karin then sighed harshly. So did Delvara. Honest in my heart, Delvara felt like this was even better. Zoya doesn't remember Rajesh and thus doesn't have to bother separating them. But Karin's words have a point.

Their status needs clarity.

"As my mother said. Pray for the best for Zoya. He is strong ma. That is why God pointed at him. He could've gotten through it." Delvara could only speak so.

"Well, it can only be so." replied Karin also ran out of words.

"We're out yuk ma. Let Zoya rest first ma." take Delvara later.

Karin nodded. Assisted by Delvara, he got up from his seat and the two headed to the room where guests were visiting. Still in that part of the room but blocked the wall.

Zoya opened her eyes slowly. Letting the teardrop that had been held back from earlier roll just like that.

"I'm sorry Rajesh, I'm forced not to admit you. It's too sick to be your wife. And I'm not ready to continue that. I know running away from problems is not the best solution. But at least, let me be happy for a moment with my sister and mother. With people who really love me."

Zoya remembers who Rajesh is. It's just that he's not ready. Not ready to be the wife of the man who used to be the love of his monkey because the man is much different from the old one.

Her monkey love used to be so good at making her happy and smiling. But Rajesh who is now, or who a few months earlier was as her husband is only good at insulting and incising wounds in his heart. Even physically.

"I'm sorry Zoya ya ma, sister. Zoya just wants to be with you guys first. It's not Zoya's heart's intention to lie to you. But Zoya is afraid that if Zoya is honest, Mas Rajesh will use his status to force Zoya to come with him." Zoya's inner voice while wiping away her tears.

"Nduk Indah, why is it crying?? Is anyone sick? Let mbok call mama just as good ya." mbok Rati who came out of the bathroom apparently knew Zoya was crying.

"Mbok, no. Let it. It's beautiful." stop Zoya.

"But how to cry?" tanya mbok Rati did not believe it just like that.

"It doesn't hurt mbok. Really. Beautiful just,, just, just," Zoya did not go on saying.

"Just feeling sick by den Rajesh?" guess mbok Rati.

"Mbok,, Beautiful," Zoya like to ngeles and look for a more appropriate word to explain but mbok Rati again cut her speech.

Zoya nodded. Wiping back his tears again came out endlessly.

"Beautiful doesn't want to lie to mom and sister. But Indah doesn't want them to grieve over the beautiful wounds." he said.

"Are we not family? Your smile, is our smile. Your wounds, also our wounds. There is no need to hide anything from us. We won't force you back to him if you're not ready. We even with open arms hold you always if you really don't want to be with her anymore."

Zoya surprised. Apparently Delvara heard everything he said to Rati earlier. Delvara was already standing there out of nowhere.

"Sister,, sorry. But isn't your brother good friends with her? I don't want to be the destroyer of your friendship." said Zoya.

"He's a big brother's friend. Friend instead. But it's all over. It's not anymore." said Delvara.

"What's my cause?" Zoya feels guilty.

"That's it. Don't think. He deserves to be shunned. Oh yes, and the lawyer who took care of all the assets of Wardoyo's grandfather, our grandfather, has also started to take care of all the transfer of assets on behalf of my mother as the original heir."

"Original heir?? Mama??" Zoya who does not understand the real story becomes confused.

"Yes dear. Wardoyo's grandfather who took care of you since childhood was your great-grandfather. Mama's biological grandfather. Your grandmother, Hesti, is Wardoyo's lost grandfather's lover. So all this time, instead of your mom and brother, you've been luckier to get the affection of your great-grandfather." Karin went forward to explain.

"Could that really?? Mbok?? Do you know all this?" ask Zoya who knows that Mbok Rati was a friend of Wardoyo's grandfather.

"True cah ayu. This is your mother Wardoyo's granddaughter. His grandmother was Hesti. The woman Wardoyo loved the most. Which he had previously impregnated. One thing you need to know is why Wardoyo loves you so much, because you remind him of Hesti. He always wished you were his descendants. Because Wardoyo prepared everything including your wedding with the Rajesh den. And all the agreements. It's all Wardoyo does just that he feels you deserve more than mistress."

Rati explained at length and Zoya tried to understand it even though it still failed.

"Good still don't understand mbok. The lady is also Grandpa's granddaughter. Right also to get grandfather's legacy." said Zoya confused.

"Not nduk. That lady is not Wardoyo's grandson. He was only the son of Wardoyo's previous aides. Wardoyo decided to take care of her and validate her status in order to be able to accompany her in her old age. But the more here, the madam changed her attitude. He's kind to you just because he wants to get all of Wardoyo's legacy. That's why he forced den Rajesh to marry you."

It's finally clear to Zoya. Both Rajesh and his family are just using it for Wardoyo's grandfather's legacy.

"Then, Zoya thinks deciding not to remember is the right thing. At least for now until Zoya herself can forgive him. Forgive Zoya ma, this mama's daughter is not a wingless angel. Zoya felt the pain of being treated like this all along. This pain is also for Zoya's great-grandfather who has been so good to them but did not get a good reply also from them." said Zoya emotion.

"Mama can't force you to do it." Though disappointed her daughter holds a grudge but Karin can take it.

"Sister, make sure he and his business are destroyed. Zoya wants to know what she is without money" Zoya tells Delvara.

"Sister did it without you asking. Brother has broken the rope of cooperation with him. All the stocks have been pulled." said Delvara greeted Zoya's smile.

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...Turns out Zoya is more immersion people 😂 You must be on seneng ya 🤨...

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