I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Sorry to hurt you

Arriving at the hospital, which was a short distance away from the scene, Alyssa immediately received help. Remain the preachers who are immersed in their own minds.

Siska did not dare to say much to see Zoya who was still silent. Rajesh was also silent. Only Rodie who was busy tinkering at his cellphone drove out boredom.

"His mother Alyysa??" call a doctor who comes out of the room where Alyssa is being treated.

"How's doc doing?" Rajesh stood up immediately.

Makes the pain in Zoya's heart back sore. I don't know what he's feeling right now. Zoya is clearly in pain. Wretched him?? Seeing a Rajesh who turns out to be able and good at being a standby husband. He can also be warm and affectionate to his wife. And all that he did not get when he became his wife first.

"She said move on?? Come on Zoya, control your heart." Zoya's brain commands her heart but it feels in vain.

Zoya still feels pain.

"Lucky patient was immediately brought here. Although we were eventually forced to remove the baby because the bleeding effect could be risky if you choose to continue the pregnancy normally" explained the woman's doctor.

"Then how are the mother and baby?" rajesh asked again in an anxious tone and again it made a special pain in the recesses of Zoya's heart.

"Mother and baby survived. Son of a man. Normal without any defects." the doctor's face was also seen sumringah.

"Alhamdulillah."

The same sentence came out from the lips of all who escorted except Zoya. Whether he should be grateful or not. He himself was confused with his own heart and soul. Until finally he was no longer strong.

Zoya rises. Standing up and rushing walked quickly regardless of Siska's call which was astonished by her attitude this time around.

"Mom, where are you going??" back Siska screams but Zoya does not touch him, he still runs fast.

"Let me follow Siska" said Rodie who also felt strange with Zoya's attitude.

"Good sir. I was here to take care of the administration and everything the patient needed." said Siska.

Rodie nodded then immediately followed the footsteps of Zoya who had somehow disappeared to where. Rodie lost track.

Meanwhile Rajesh is still out of place even though doctors have allowed him to see Alyssa and her baby. Rajesh stays glued to the direction where Zoya has been.

"Sir, father." call Siska.

"Yes? What's up?" ask Rajesh lirih.

"It's my boss's business card and mine too. In the meantime, all costs related to patients will be borne by us. Then in the future, you can contact me or directly my boss can also pack if there is an additional cost or anything related to patient health. This is our responsibility for the carelessness of my superiors earlier sir. Again on behalf of my superiors, I apologize for the incident. We were completely unintentional."

Siska spoke at length and Rajesh did not flinch.

"Sir,," said Siska.

"thank you. Can I ask you one more time?" ask Rajesh.

"Could sir. What can I help you with?" Siska doesn't mind.

"Please accompany the mother and baby for a moment. I need a minute outside. Thank you." Thank you." Rajesh is leaving.

"Sir, but, but," Siska was astonished by everyone's attitude today.

"That's weird. Where is his wife even entrusted with me? Kirain husband standby hmmm,, fortunately my husband is not like that." senggul Siska but still do what was asked by Rajesh earlier.

"Congratulations on the birth of her son Alyssa's mother. Introduce me Siska. Zoya's mother's personal assistant accidentally bumped into you earlier. Zoya's mother still has needs outside, coming soon to deliver her own apology." Siska came in and spoke politely.

"Oh mother's husband was also still need for a while. He asked me to accompany Alyssa's mother first." replied Siska.

"Oh, thank you. Sorry to bother you." Alyssa looked disappointed as well as unwell to Siska.

"Mommy has a complaint? Or need my help? Don't hesitate." said Siska.

"none. Thank you." Thank you." Alyssa refused.

Furthermore Siska no longer talks or asks much. He prefers to see the adorable baby Alyssa. Siska only talks about the baby to melt the atmosphere. Siska knows, the new mother must be happy to be invited to discuss the baby.

Meanwhile at the door of the musholla available at the hospital, Rajesh stared at Zoya sayu. Actually full of longing but not able to just touch.

"Beautiful,, me,,,"

"Oh God, it turns out you're here Zo. I'm looking for you where you are." And just a word out of Rajesh's lips, Rodie has come to interrupt.

"Lho, you're the patient's husband? Why even here? Is there anything that is still unacceptable from what we have done until you find it?" rodie asked half-accusedly.

"I am, no, no," Rajesh is confused as to what to answer.

"Rodie, this is Rajesh, which I told you about. And mas, this is Rodie. My lover." Zoya mediates by making a shocking statement.

Zoya, who also holds Rodie's arm, makes the statement stronger and more painful in Rajesh's heart. Rajesh thought hard how could the wife who is also statistically registered as his wife but straightforwardly introduced another man as her lover.

"Oh this is the guy. Hello Rajesh, Oh yes, congratulations on the birth of your son." Rodie extended his hand.

"thank you. Then I go back to Alyssa's room. He must need me. Excuse me." Rajesh immediately withdrew from there before his tears spilled so much that he had a wound on his heart.

Zoya looked at Rajesh's departure blankly. Does not feel the clear round hair begins to fall soaked in the white cheeks.

"Sorry, if I hurt you with my statement." - Zoya.

"Zo, are you okay?" Rodie sympathized and tightened his grasp.

"Rodie,, please release. You know I'm just a charade. And you also know today you have repeatedly done things that I do not like." said Zoya.

"Sorry Zo. About my hug at the scene, it was spontaneous I did just to give you support. I'm sorry for that. Although I repeatedly expressed my feelings for you, but I was not taking any chances on the narrowness. And this, sorry, too." Rodie let go of his hand.

"I'm just trying to keep up with your acting in front of him. I don't want him to see you weak like this. I don't want that guy to feel like he's winning again and again because he still makes you cry" Rodie said.

"I should be the one apologizing for this. I've trapped you in my cipher. Sorry for involving you." Zoya is not feeling good about Rodie.

"Not what. You know, I'd do anything for you. If it's just a skit like this,, it doesn't bother me at all even I'm glad you keep doing it as long as my role is your lover. Even just a charade I'm happy you consider Zo's lover."

Zoya stares at Rodie's bead eyes which she never seems to imply a lie. But again and again, Zoya has not found an answer whether Rodie is a good substitute for Rajesh?

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...The author is even upset to love Zoya for whom??...

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