I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Good Morning

...🌸POV Rajesh🌸...

"Good morning, may your day be filled with love."

I sent back the remark for the 180th time. Yes, I have been through 180 days with the ritual of sending good morning greetings every morning and 240 days I closed with the ritual of sending good night greetings every night.

At first I only dared to be the cover shadow of the day but his good reception made me more greedy to be a beginner the day too.

I hope I'm the only one who sends him messages like this every day. May no other man equal my steps, Aamiin.

Given the charm of beauty Paras Indah, her cleverness in taking care of the family business, her skills, her kindness, and all sorts of things that I felt I could only get in her,,,, it doesn't feel like much if it scares me.

Afraid of a rival, afraid that someone might want her, too, afraid that her husband's last message might not work.

Rodie, that guy really disappeared without a trace. Although honestly I was happy with her disappearance but still I regret the way she left. Why without news?? Why should it be with a status that is not resolved? I knew too well that my Lovely would never want to be the wife who sued for divorce unless her husband was as much of a jerk as I was.

I feel both happy and guilty to Rodie, I'm happy to be given the chance but I also feel guilty because the man decided to give up. Even though I didn't agree to it, even though I still couldn't believe the last incident on their wedding day,,, even though the man still had time to come to see me for the second time just to convince me that I was more worthy of accompanying Indah,, Still.

A wisp of guilt tucked into this heart. Especially every time I see his face. Remembering the illness he was told. Recalling her shortness of breath. My God, is he still alive??

Where are you Rodie? Why is it so hard to trace your tracks. Even your woman, why doesn't even my best friend Delvara have access to a lot of information? Where are you guys really??

"Good morning to you too."

Notif my cell phone message reads and I can read it is a reply message from Indah. A smiley emoticon he also tucked behind him. The heart that initially fretted about Rodie, now could only smile.

For some reason even though it is just a short message reply like that, it feels to be the best mood booster every day for me. Moreover, every reply, Indah always called me by the call "Mas".

It feels cool, feels peaceful and is highly respected.

"Will you be busy today?"

Wait, how is there another message from him?? I rubbed my eyes repeatedly and couldn't believe my own vision. Really, this is a message from Beautiful.

It was not usual for him to send me another message let alone to ask if I was busy or not. What's up, huh? This is called an increase again. I cannot waste it.

Brush mas Rajesh,,, hehehe,,,, the,,,

"Busy a little bit. What was? Is there anything I can help you with?" I returned without lying to him because I always had a job.

You need to know,, my business has expanded widely. I'm no longer a home-based tempe chips entrepreneur who can only rent a small land house for a production house. I am also not a boss who is only able to pay my workers with minimal numbers anymore. Thank God, I can make sure all my workers get the appropriate salary and the best benefits that have been the right of every worker.

The production house I no longer use because I have been able to buy a land that I then set up my mainstay tempe processed production factory.

"Oh yeah, I just wanted to take lunch. But if you're busy, it might be delayed next time."

"If lunch could. It just so happens that I am not busy. Just tell me where the place will let me just slide there." I reply quickly because I don't want to miss this moment.

"I'm waiting at home. I'll cook for myself. It just so happens that I'm off today so I can relax at home and cook."

Again a smile emoji accompanies and makes my eyes auto glare at reading it. Lunch with him in his own cooking? I don't know why this heart has jumped a leap of joy. Just a lunch invitation can make me want to dress up all day.

Geez, it's me.

It seems to forget what Rajesh was like. Rajesh, who has not only one or two women, Rajesh, who never feels groggy or loses his confidence in front of all the women, is,,, Rajesh who can stay with his index finger alone can get any woman he wants, even with just his finger is able to hack into the corner of the pleasure hole of any woman he wants,,, even with his finger,,, Rajesh the player, Rajesh the jerk to be exact.

Now that figure is gone. There lives Rajesh who feels how stubborn his heart is when he falls in love for the first time. Rajesh who arrived felt groggy just to be invited to lunch. Rajesh who arrived felt very unworthy to get it considering Indah is still holy while he had done bed activities with Nadine.

Ah, until there I really felt unworthy. What can I offer for him? A girl as good as Lovely can only trash like me?? Worth it?? Should I refuse her lunch?

No, don't do it Rajesh!! You will disappoint him for the umpteenth time if you reject him this time. Isn't she very excited about cooking for you? Didn't you always want to touch his cooking? Didn't you always insult her? Would you like to do that again now???

Now it's time for you to make up for all your mistakes Rajesh!!

"alright. I'm gonna come. Thank you for the lunch invitation." I added an emoji of two fused hands that is often used to represent a word of gratitude as well as respect.

"I wait for you. Happy activity. May all business be facilitated. Aamiin's."

"Aamiinu. Thank you." My finger trembled typing it.

Fixed, my heart is falling. Fall all the way to the branch branch is prayed like that by Indah. Happy and sad to remember first even I never thank or just answer with the word Aamiin every time he prayed for me.

I used to see him wake up in the middle of the night. Kowtow to HIM for forgiveness and most of all pray for me. All the best prayers that once felt have not been answered at all.

And now, it's my job to try to grant all of her good prayers for me over the years.

Help me Lord, always show me the way to RidhoMU. Do not let your servant get lost again. Aamiin,, uh,,,

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...Good morning by noon, yes, good activities may all our affairs be facilitated,, 🙏😇🤲...

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