I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Empty Check

🌸Pov Alyssa🌸

For some reason this heart was not happy since the woman who was still the status of Rajesh's wife appeared in my life. Not because he had run over me, but because since his presence in our lives, whether it was Rajesh or mama, they would rather keep quiet.

They did keep a close eye on me and the little guy, but it looks like it was just a distraction.

"Alyssa, are you ready, son? Today you have been allowed to go home." mama Rina said while smiling happily.

But I know it's just on his lips. His heart and mind must still be attached to that classy woman who was much different from me. Mama and Rajesh did not know that night eavesdropped on their conversation.

They each discuss his meeting with a rich woman named Zoya. Apparently not only with me and Rajesh mas, Zoya also met with mama in the village hall field when sharing help with people in need.

Ah, what else is he? Rich yes, beautiful yes, good-natured yes, well yes, what am I??? But I don't want to give up just like that. What I have held, I will not let go only for the happiness of others.

I want to be happy too!! This kid too!!

"Alyssa. How do you dream?" mama's reprimanding me back.

"Eh yes ma. Alyssa is ready. Bagas let Alyssa be the fat ma." I said.

"Don't. You just take yourself. Bagas let the fat mama. The goods are to be brought by Rajesh. Let's wait for him for a second. He said he was still in administration. Making sure nothing is not done" said Mama as usual, treating me special.

"Yes ma." according to me.

Soon Rajesh arrived. With a woman named Siska. My eyes are looking for the whereabouts of Siska's boss. But it seems he didn't come.

Good one!! If I had hoped Zoya would always come to show her responsibility after bumping into me, but after knowing that she had a complicated relationship with Rajesh, it was better that she would not come.

My heart still aches when I remember Rajesh saying that she was his biggest regret. Likewise, when eavesdropping on mama who talked to Rajesh mas, she cried saying that Zoya already had a future husband.

It seems they are still not willing to let Zoya go. They don't think about my feelings. What would I be if Zoya came back into their lives? No!! Can't!!

"Mother Alyssa, sorry today Zoya's mother couldn't come. There are some meetings that can not be canceled or abandoned. Therefore he sent me to make sure your repatriation process is running properly. Zoya's mother also sends her greetings to you." Siska spoke so formally.

"It's okay. This is enough. Thank you." I said glad of course because there is no need to worry about seeing Rajesh mas clumsy like the other day.

At least that old love doesn't spring back. Their meeting will only re-fertilize the love in the heart of Rajesh.

"Zoya's mother also left this. Please accept." Siska held out a white envelope with both her hands.

"This what?" ask me with a heart not care.

"Please open up." Instead of telling me what it is, Siska made me even more curious.

My hands were also moved to open it. There was a card with neat handwriting reflecting how well the owner of this writing was an educated person.

I read the handwriting which is still about an apology and hope that what was given in the envelope can make me happy.

A blank check was behind the greeting card. My eyes are perfectly round looking at it. I'm not a rich man but I've seen this kind of stuff in Ferry's past, my ex-lover often gets it from his target woman.

But wait,,,,, wait, wait,,,,

"This what does it mean??" ask me with feelings of dislike and the mind guessing nebak.

"Mother Alyssa can fill her own nominal that mother wants. Try no less to meet the needs of the baby and his mother." Siska was very polite to explain.

Did ya?? Not to buy Rajesh back? Not to silence me so as not to bacot much and hand Rajesh mas to him again???

Siska was apparently good at reading my mind as well. He managed to negate my anxiety with his explanation. Actually, if you think again is it for what Zoya wants to return to Rajesh mas? Kan she already has a prospective husband who does not lose everything from Rajesh mas.

This hand was about to write some numbers but Rajesh took the pen from me. He shook his head slowly at me giving a sign like forbidding.

"Why?" my many.

"That's enough. What he gives us is enough. Don't take anything else."

"But, mas," I as a woman who knows how much we spend and how much Rajesh's cash income so far would want to protest.

Is there a windfall rejected??

"Let's Alyssa. No need to ask for anything. That's enough, son." Mama chimed in.

"Mama, this isn't Alyssa asking. It's been given. Besides, ma, Mama also knows our condition. Is it not mas??" I'm asking Rajesh and Mama to put their ego aside.

"Please welcome father, mother. If rejected later Zoya's mother must feel sad." Siska supports my wishes.

Tapi kemudian,,,

"She can be sad?" lirih mas Rajesh with curved eyebrows shows sadness.

"Definitely father. Zoya's mother gives this sincerely in the hope that this money can be used as well as possible if it is necessary to take as much as possible so that the education of this child will be guaranteed. Not a degrading intent, again not. But this is purely Zoya's mother's wish." explains Siska.

"alright. Good women don't have to be sad anymore. We'll take it. Alyssa, write down the numbers." Rajesh said.

"Jesh," Mama seems to be heavy-hearted.

"Don't add to his sadness any more ma. It's enough of all the sadness we've been giving all along. I can't give him any more grief by refusing this." Rajesh said.

My hands suddenly stiffened. The number that was in my head is now out of nowhere. I'm hurting again. Apparently Rajesh wants to accept because he still can't move on from his regrets about Zoya.

Zoyaaa,, why are you here again?? You messed up our happiness and our new life. Everything was fine but look now, you hurt me!!

"Has Alyssa written??" Siska.

As fast as lightning I write the origin of a number 1 in front and 9 zeros behind it. Let it be, he's rich. Cook this much objection?? Compared to our jaded happiness, that number is nothing.

Siska just smiled reading the figure and then photographed it with the intention of proofing it to her superior.

"All right then I'm sorry. I have provided a car and driver to take Alyssa's mother and family home. Once again I represent Zoya's mother apologizing as much as I can." Siska slightly bowed her body.

"Tell her our big thanks." said my mom with a trembling tone.

Ah it feels like I want Siska to leave immediately and take Zoya's name away as well. I'm sick.

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...Author does not want to give real certainty what Alyssa and Rajesh relationship is like 😀...

...With love,...

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