I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Last Voice

...🌸POV Rodie🌸...

I left the Zoya family mansion with a broken heart. As soon as possible I turn this body so that my dear wife does not need to see the tears of my sorrow that immediately fell apart at the same moment when this body turned its back.

Sick,, very sick I feel. It was even more painful than when undergoing some of my heart treatment modes.

Perih,, the pain that feels more painful than the incantation slices. But not only that I feel right now, not only wounds but also happy feelings. Happy for loved ones who I can finally let go without having to know my pain.

I quickened my pace when this weakest part of my body seemed to start reacting. I don't want to collapse in front of him. I don't want everyone to know what's the secret behind my scenario.

Before entering the car and before really can not see it again, I took the time to look back.

The face was still pointing at me,, the lips were smiling, the pair of eyes were staring at me with a gaze I could hardly understand.

"I'm sorry dear Zoya, for all the disappointment and shame you're bearing right now. But trust me, I have prepared a rainbow for you. It's time you removed all your guinea pigs. It's time to smile at the side of the good man of your heart's choice. At that time you may have pinned your heart for him, but now, your choice is right. Even I support you choosing him because he has changed. He deserves to love you, baby."

I say it all in my heart and I convey it through our eyes. I hope he understands. I hope he understands what next step he has to take. May my sacrifice not be in vain. And to make sure, I have to go back to Rajesh.

The man should know that we're getting a divorce. So that his heart would no longer hesitate to approach Zoya. So that he also has a greater determination to protect her.

I run my fancy four-wheel drive to his residence with a heart that almost can no longer make me live. My time is not much. As Angie said, my best friend and heart doctor. The great woman whose lover left her after knowing she was pregnant was the one who had been taking care of me in the neighboring country. Angie said the last step of my treatment she took yesterday was only 1%.

Never mind, I don't want to expect much more for this weak body. I just hope that for now God will still give me a little time to make sure that the two people who have been separated for so long can know that the opportunity to get back together is open width width.

"Hey,,,,"

Rajesh quickly caught my weak body that was about to fall when I arrived at his doorstep.

"Thank you and I'm sorry. I'm just tired." I said after he helped me sit down and gave me a glass of water.

"It's too much of a show to be exact." she said with a sad and disappointed face to me.

"I told you it wasn't a charade. That's what really happened. Well, I admit I'm sick, but that's not the only reason I'm leaving. Angie is my real reason. I can't take my responsibility for her and my baby. And I don't want to make both of them wives. I'm not a polygamy-type support guy." I assured him.

Rajesh silently listened though there were still streaks of disbelief emanating from his face. And I had to convince him.

"There has to be one that I sacrificed and that is Zoya. I know you don't like it or even accept that I made it a victim. I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have done that with Angie when I was fighting for Zoya, too. But Angie is also my best friend and I don't want to run away from my wrongdoings either. I was drunk that night. I was so stressed with my pain that I foolishly chose alcohol as a solution. Until finally that hot night happened because Angie was with me. Rape her. It's why she's pregnant."

Until there I stopped talking. This heart is getting weaker. This chest is getting crowded. These lips are also getting stiffer to tell all these lies but I need to be strong for a moment more.

Lord, borrow a little more time and life, please.

That sincere request I said after this heart feels strong. I hope this time he doesn't refuse.

"Me," Rajesh was not sure what to say.

"I'll take care of everything soon. Soon because Zoya asked for it. He didn't want Angie to wait too long to get the status I deserved. Zoya wanted me to marry her after our divorce." I added to her belief.

Rajesh was still staring at me.

"Delvara forgave you too, didn't she? Mama Karin also I see never had a grudge against you. And most importantly, Zoya loves you. What else makes you unsure??" my many.

"You. You're the one who's making me unsure." she replied and it was crushing for me.

Now I am silent. But I still don't want to make him more distrustful. So I finished my charade.

"That's it. I'm tired of explaining it to you. Tell you what, it's up to you. I've clearly told you everything. I'm gonna keep marrying Angie and we're gonna get away from your lives. I'm not gonna stay here anymore. Go ahead if you choose to linger long leaving it alone. She's none of my business anymore once I'm done with our divorce."

I put together those evil words to further reinforce my lies.

"Now, excuse me. There's still a lot to do. I can't spend all my time just convincing you."

With the rest of the energy from my weak body, I got up from my seat. Leaving him still sitting still with a face that already seemed to believe me.

Good, hopefully after this he will act immediately. No more silence in doubt. No longer silent waiting for a miracle because right now I am the one who is more appropriate in that position. I am waiting for the last miracle.

This car I drove back quickly to my residence where there was Angie, my personal doctor who was waiting for me and had actually called me many times but I ignored it. He must be worried about my condition which he knows exactly is not very good.

Last night I was taken care of because I dropped. But this morning, I unplugged all the medical devices that were stuck in my body to do the last thing I had to do. I don't want to die before I see Zoya and Rajesh's family.

"Rodieeee,," Angie's voice was the last thing I'd heard before this body melted away and the whole world was dark.

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