I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

All right, I'll Marry Him! But,,,,, it's,,,,

"I beg Rajesh. Don't think anymore. Marry her. For him, for you and for me."

Rodie cupped ten of his fingers in front of his chest with a wailing face. He is very afraid Rajesh will change his mind to see him alive and in conditions that look very sad. Tyrannical cheeks, thin body, sunken eyes and half the body parts paralyzed.

Rodie doesn't want to be pitied by anyone including Rajesh. He was determined to release Zoya for Rajesh and he did not want to just see her like this, all in vain.

"Well, I'll marry her! But,, on only one condition." Rajesh's voice makes Rodie's eyes squeak.

"Condition?" Rodie repeated the word.

"I want you to meet him. Give him the answers to all his questions about your disappearance during this time. I want you to be honest with him about everything that's happened to you."

Apparently that's a condition requested by Rajesh. Rodie lowered his head and repeatedly shook his head weakly. That requirement is very difficult to fulfill. All this time he had difficulty disappearing and held back his longing for the adorable woman to make her never know what she was going through.

Rodie doesn't want Zoya to cry for him or pity him. For Rodie it's more painful than being bullied by Zoya. Rodie always thought that it was better to make Zoya hate her. That's why it disappeared on purpose. To make Zoya angry and hate her. So that there are no tears of sadness in both eyes that always make Rodie fascinated.

"I want him to decide, who to choose. If indeed by looking at you he becomes your choice, then even though it feels heavy in this heart, I will still release him for you. Same thing you did. But if he still chose me, then at least he did it after he really sincerely parted with you. I no longer want to build a household without feeling relieved. I no longer want to marry by burdening or hurting one another. I want openness."

Rajesh hasn't changed his mind. He kept asking Rodie no longer hide from Zoya.

"I'll be dead soon Rajesh. She'll be sad." Rodie said.

"That's sure. But it will be even sadder if one day he knows the truth about you from someone else or maybe after you leave. He will bear the guilt of the rest of his life. Guilt for your lies. Isn't that unfair to him? You're the one who's lying but he's the one who has to bear his guilt."

Rodie covered his ears and shook his head many times. He did not want to hear all the possibilities Rajesh had said even though he confirmed them.

"Choose, I go down alone and leave her in a thousand questions as you did her, or, or, you come down with me. We meet him together and tell him everything. Give me all the answers to the questions all along." Rajesh is intimidating.

Rodie started crying. It was a tough choice for him.

"Fight Rodie, don't keep running or hiding. Let's write down our own soul mate line this time. Let us equally try to pick up our soul mate. And let's have a man's soul and chest, we accept whatever the decision is."

This time Rajesh sat down in front of Rodie. Holding those two weak knees and hoping for the owner of the body to melt. Rajesh is really not able to marry Zoya after seeing the condition of his rival. He will not feel victorious and vice versa if he continues to marry Zoya without meeting the two first.

Although just by imagining if Zoya's decision turned out to be back on Rodie had made all parts of his heart feel sad, but still he had to do.

"Me, me, me," Rodie couldn't say a word.

"I can't stay here long. Remember, I was just going to the toilet. It shouldn't have been this long. I don't want him looking for me and he's the one who found us here. It would hit his heart even more. You want that to happen?" ask Rajesh gently.

And along with that indeed both heard the call addressed to Rajesh. It was Angie's voice.

"Rajesh, Rajesh, where are you?"

Right it was Angie downstairs who seemed to be looking for Rajesh. Angie must have been so scared that Rajesh found Rodie instead.

"Mas, where are you?" furthermore, Zoya's voice is heard and makes two men who love her love each other look at each other for a moment.

Rodie felt his longing for the sound had been treated all along. It was so sad but then sad considering the current situation and condition. I wanted Rodie to say it but his tongue was a joke. Want to immediately run and hug the owner of the voice but what power,, both legs were unable to be invited to cooperate.

The conditions are too miserable for Zoya to see,,,,, uh,,,

Downstairs, meanwhile,, the,,,

"Meet?" zoya asks Angie who is still confused because she did not find Rajesh in the guest toilet.

"No. Honey, did you tell me the direction to the toilet?" Angie makes sure to Daniel who is also confused looking.

"Right honey,," Daniel answered for sure.

"Is he going upstairs? But why did Rajesh go upstairs? It's not going there in the direction of the toilet." Zoya looked towards the second floor.

Angie and Daniel get nervous. They fear Zoya asks to be escorted upstairs and instead find out Rodie's whereabouts.

"Is there a toilet above? Maybe the toilet below is being damaged so Rajesh mas upwards. Angie, can I go up?" this time Zoya actually asked permission to check above.

"Eh,, ng,, ja,, don't." bans Angie nervously.

"I'm just worried about Rajesh, Angie. Afraid of him why. It's weird that he's been in the toilet for so long, right? Going home first is impossible, too. The door is just there. We must have seen it and there's no way he'd leave me here." Zoya reveals her reason for asking permission to go upstairs.

"Yes, I know. But,, um, um," Angie couldn't explain why she forbade it.

"Let me just check above." Daniel advanced.

"Thank you Daniel." Zoya turned and nodded respectfully.

But not yet Daniel stepped, the three of them were shocked by Rajesh's voice.

"We're here,,,"

Even more surprising is that Rajesh is not alone but rather with a skinny man sitting in a wheelchair driven by Rajesh. His face kept on looking down.

Angie couldn't hold back her tears. Daniel hugged her. Both of them knew who was in the wheelchair. But not with Zoya. Zoya wonders who Rajesh is helping.

"Mas, who is that?" tanyakanya.

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