I'm Sorry to Throw You Out

Mama Rina

Alyssa's condition after a night stay at the puskesmas was not immediately recovered 100% but Alyssa was not feeling well and did not want to make Rajesh lose a lot of money to finance it.

Thank goodness the health center also does not complicate. Be Alyssa allowed outpatient only.

"Trus where are you going now? You are a kara." said Rajesh who already knows a lot about Alyssa who is an orphan and no relatives.

Only got Ferry who was originally good but now kicked it too.

"I, I don't know." Alyssa was confused as well.

"Stay in my house first." Rajesh made Alyssa feel even more unwell.

"It's okay. Just stay a while in our house. It's just a hut, it doesn't deserve to be called a house. But at least it can protect you from rain and heat for a while." Rajesh said.

Alyssa did not immediately answer the offer given by Rajesh to her. Of course Alyssa feels bad and continues to bother Rajesh even though Rajesh looks absolutely not complaining.

Alyssa has no destination or place to live at the moment, and Rajesh's contract is her only option.

"You yeah? Let auntie have a friend." this time Mama Rina spoke up.

Alyssa immediately raised her face that had been bowed earlier. Honestly, the existence of Mama Rina was also a consideration earlier. Alyssa felt bad that only Rajesh offered.

"No, my mother also asked you to stay. Want huh?" again, Rajesh offers.

"alright. But I promise it won't be long. I will try to find work and as much as possible immediately move so as not to continue to trouble you." promised Alyssa.

Both Rajesh and Mama Rina just nodded and smiled. They welcome new members to their home.

Hey wait,, what's up with Mama Rina? Why did it arrive well?? 😆 Well the author will flashback to the incident when the night Rajesh brings Alyssa to the puskesmas yaaa,,,,,, the,,,,

...Flashback mode on 🌸...

...Pov Mama Rina,,, I,,,...

I looked at Rajesh's departure with the girl I thought was the ghost of a neighbor who killed himself. The longer the bodies of the two disguised were swallowed by the torrent of rain.

I did not feel my tears begin to wash over my face. I don't know why I suddenly felt sick and embarrassed. It hurts to see the harshness of the life I had with Rajesh, and, after all the extravagant luxuries of my adoptive father, Wardoyo, now there is nothing left for me and Rajesh but breadcrumbs.

Our lives are ruined,, uh not ours, rather Rajesh's life is ruined. Instead of following all my will and the scenarios I made with Gunawan, the man who was originally kind and willing to accept all my shortcomings and past, who had betrayed me kept silent.

I was also devastated by Gunawan's betrayal, but as a mother, I felt even more devastated when I had to watch my only son now live in his guilt. He felt so guilty that he made the girl the only reason to do good to anyone now.

My son can only live in hope. Never got forgiveness from Indah,, good daughter-in-law that I had wasted.

"I'm sorry Mama yes Jesh, really mama does not want to make you miserable like this. It's all beyond my mother's prediction." I can only make it worse.

It seems like it's time for me to change the course of my life too. The karma for the sake of karma we got was enough to open my eyes. We are guilty. We've been mean to good good girls who sincerely serve us.

"Beautiful,,,"

That name I call with lips shaking. My body also feels weak. Remembering her innocent, patient face that never escaped from a smile despite how hard I treated her.

God, treasures have made me a cruel man. Forgive me god,,,,, please,,,,

That night I let Rajesh not come home. I know she must not have the heart to leave that girl at the puskesmas. Let me follow you there tomorrow morning. Besides, tonight I want to spill all my heart on my own.

...Flashback mode off 🌸...

"Come on Alyssa, come on in, son."

Mama Rina extended her hand inviting Alyssa into the small contract. Alyssa welcomed the helping hand and smiled.

"Thank you aunt, thank you Rajesh. You guys have allowed me to stay here. Without you, I might not have survived" Alyssa said.

"That's it. As human beings, we should help each other. Now let's show your bedroom. Let you rest. Your condition is still weak Alyssa. Aunty does not want you to drop." said Mama Rina wisely.

Alyssa is just a manut. Following the footsteps of Mama Rina headed to a room that was originally Rajesh's room. Apparently, Mama Rina had already cleaned it up before following her to the puskesmas. Jiggering the narrow room into a room worthy of Alyssa.

Rajesh was silent and did not protest. In his heart he wondered why his mother had suddenly changed. But the corner of his heart welcomed the change with a feeling of gratitude as well as was was was.

"May your kindness this time be based on sincerity. Not because there's a want." Rajesh's mind.

"Jesh, it's okay if you give Alyssa your room. Later on and on, you sleep in your mom's room."

Upon returning from escorting Alyssa to her room, Rina's mother takes Rajesh out and discusses him. The small house certainly makes Alyssa can hear it if Mama Rina does not invite Rajesh out.

"Yes, it's okay. It's just, "Rajesh doesn't continue.

He still had doubts about his mother.

"Why Jesh? Are you uncomfortable in your room with your mom? Mom forgot that you also need a private room. Hmmm how, yes, did you ask permission from Alyssa to share a room with her? Or, you can sleep in that front hall alone." mama Rina pointed to a worn sofa in the front room that functioned for the living room.

"Don't ma. Mama's just Rajesh."

"You sure, son??" for the first time, Mama Rina calls Rajesh, and it leaves Rajesh stunned.

"Ma," said Rajesh, with an incredulous look at what he had just heard.

"Mama just wants to change Jesh. Mama realized all this time mama has not been a good mama for you. Will you help your mom learn to be a good person? At least in this way, the sin of your mother's sin against your grandfather and also Beautiful can be slightly erased." mama Rina lowered her head while playing her fingers.

"Maaa, Rajesh is very happy. Praise be to Rabb. You have also given your guidance to Mama."

Rajesh hugged Mama Rina with deep joy. Both of them had cried for a moment but then also the same wipe away their tears afraid of being seen by people or Alyssa.

In essence, Rajesh welcomes the happy penance of Mama Rina.

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...Sorry yes gangs rarely up,,, author's oath again a lot to do in the real world 🥴🥴...

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