I Am No King's

Chapter 343 – Alternative Plan, Again

[Really. The mastermind behind the royal palace attack last night was us. We did it because Queen Amana kidnapped my husband, Lugalgin Alhold, and kept him in the palace.]

Lina made the declaration excitedly at the press conference. Together with the Emir, Zortac, and other Feudal Lords, they tried to attract the sympathy of the people and show that this camp has power.

"Rina seems a lot more excited huh, Gin."

As Inanna said, Rina seemed more excited and confident. In fact, I could see the tip of her lips always rising, smiling.

Me and Inanna didn't attend the press conference. We were both in bed, settled in a hotel room. They said I needed a break because I just used control serum. Inanna accompanied me while taking care of me. Me and Inanna weren't naked, of course. We were wearing casual clothes, ready to be suddenly attacked.

On the other hand, I'm surprised the control serum didn't kill me. I mean, if the control serum weakens the immune system, it should, my whole body is covered in cancer. However, there was no change whatsoever. Does this mean the attenuation by the control serum is negligible? Are there factors that distinguish control serum from normal wounds?

I was very curious about the effect of the control serum on my body. However, I also did not want to conduct human experiments on my own body. Not at all. Am I looking for another incompetent for a guinea pig? Ah, naw. Don'tdon't. I may incite an incompetent grudge. Looking at Rina and I, incompetent that revenge is very dangerous.

I'm lucky that Inanna's the one who stayed with me. So, I can tell you all the things I heard from Amana's mother, Bilad's father, and Ira. I wish Inanna could listen to my story and not reject it right away. And, my hope is fulfilled. During the explanation, Inanna often nodded and said, "ah, yes, it makes sense,".

"Inanna, what's the reason you don't doubt Ira's opinion?"

"Just make it easy, Gin. You."

"Me?"

"From the beginning, you've always been the bad guy, right? You purposely trapped my mother and held my sister hostage for our safety. Then, you claim to be the sole murderer of the Cleinhad family. Then, during the cleansing of the royal family, you also showed yourself as a leader. The point is, right from the start, whether you're aware of it or not, you're always trying to direct everyone's hatred towards you."

"I mean, I did it all, right? I think it's normal."

"No, Gin. You're not normal. You do blame the system, but you don't necessarily make the system a scapegoat. You are aware and also admit wrong for your actions. If it were someone else, they would just blame the system and not want to be blamed as much as possible. Here, we can see how you take on the role of the bad guy."

"But ...."

I want to refute Inanna's words, but I can't. Inanna's words were on target. It seems, without realizing it, I've been trying to shift people's hatred towards me.

"Your story also explains why our helicopter reached the palace last night. I mean, there are thousands of kilometers from here to the palace. However, to that extent, we did not face any resistance or military attack. Ibla himself said that even if Rina's defense system was hacked, the military shouldn't be that slow."

Yep, as Inanna said. The helicopter they could reach the palace was an oddity. However, this oddity would make sense if Amana's mother moved behind the scenes. It could be that Amana's mother instructed there would be 1 spy helicopter that escaped from Anshan to the palace, or some other reason.

"So, Gin, what are you going to do?"

"I'm confused too, Inanna. That's why I'm telling you all this, not to the Emir let alone Rina."

"I can already guess what's on your mind. However, to be sure, I want to hear it from your mouth."

"Emir has been betrayed by Empress Rahayu, so she is biased when it comes to mother and child affairs. Rina herself has been grudged. They will both consider a good mother to be rare. My relationship with my mother is also not like mother and child, we are more to colleagues, pure take into account the pros and cons.

"Only you, Inanna, have a normal relationship, like a mother and a child, with your mother. Compared to the three of us, you are the one who can best see this situation by taking into account the motherly nature."

"Well, I don't deny it. However, I could have been biased, Gin. I could've looked too high at Amana's mother, right?"

Ung, since when did Inanna call Queen Amana as Mother Amana? Ah, it's not important for now.

"No problem. At least you can give a different point of view."

"All right, then." Inanna accepted my request. "If from my perspective, it's likely that Amana's mother wanted Lina to kill him without mercy. Amana's mother is willing to be a place of impingement and revenge for Rina for the safety and survival of her daughter. She would not want Lina to know this fact. Amana's mother will try to carry this secret to the burrow. You know why, right?"

"Yes. Rina who was currently driven by a grudge to her mother would be devastated, depressed. In fact, it was not impossible for him to directly choose suicide when he found out his grudge was just an empty grudge."

Yep, right. Lina's chances of depression and suicide are huge. In fact, too big. Although Rina, perhaps, had already realized that she depended on me, the main reason for surviving was still to take revenge. I'm just a secondary focus.

"Gin, you think, if we want to stop Amana's mother's plan, what percentage is likely to succeed?"

"Honestly, too small." I let out a breath. "Mother Amana must have prepared many scenarios to prevent her plan from failing. In fact, I can surmise that he already consumed the poison that killed Tera. Amana's mother must have tried to put herself in Tera's position to reduce her guilt."

If Rina succeeds in a coup and becomes Queen, Amana's mother will be executed. Even if Rina fails, Amana's mother can also die by stopping consuming the antidote. All the ending led to the death of Amana's mother. And, honestly, I felt sore when I saw the relationship of Rina and Amana's mother like this.

Honestly, my chest is tight and sore when it comes to killing good and competent people just because of someone else's fault. I really want to forgive Shu En and her son, but it won't be fair to Nanna and Suen. I don't want to kill Ms. Melinda either, but she's potentially a defector who could harm my family because of her loyalty.

Why are good people always among bad people? Wh why?

I twisted my body and buried my face into Inanna's chest, letting her defend me.

"Inanna, I'm confused."

"Hehehe. This may be the first time you've asked me personally, Gin. Before, you always asked me and the Emir for help."

"...."

"Hehehe, don't sulk, dong, Gin."

I'm not sulking! I'm just confused!

Inanna was lying down, letting my body crush her.

"As you said, Gin. At this time, Rina was grudged. His grudge will not be able to simply disappear. I'm the same myself. My grudge towards the Venerable King Mariander, who has sold me to you, has arguably not completely subsided."

I raised my head, looking at Inanna's face.

"No, I don't hate you, Gin." Inanna denies. "My revenge is not completely gone. However, the grudge is more vague, covered by the condition of mother and Ninshubur which I think is much better than before. And, of course, because of our marriage."

Thankfully. I'm not sure this heart can accept that Inanna said she harbored hatred for me because of King Arid.

"In my opinion, it's best to get Lina to know the facts slowly. Not until Amana's mother is dead. We can do it after Amana's mother is dead. At least, slowly, Rina's grudge could be replaced. However, I was worried about feelings that would take the place of resentment, between regret or guilt. I don't know if these two things are better than revenge or not."

"It doesn't have to be before Amana's mother dies, huh. Then, Inanna, how about this."

I started to explain the idea that came to my mind after hearing Inanna. Our position did not change, I hugged Inanna and overstressed her and she still stroked my head gently. However, Inanna's hand caress stopped when she heard my idea. His face became grim.

"Now I understand Ira's feelings, that palace servant."

Seriate

　

　

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