I Am No King's

Chapter 219 – I Still

"How's Inanna?"

"The injury is not too bad. Surgery to remove the projectile and rocket shrapnel that entered his body was also completed. But....."

"But?"

Moments after Rina and her sister left, Yuan picked me up and Mulisu. He did it when he got word from Ibla that I attacked Apollo. I actually doubted his decision a little. If he was attacked in the middle of the road how? I had to make a rescue operation. Thankfully, that didn't happen. But it's useless to think like that. I can only trust Yuan.

Yuan didn't drive us to my house, but straight to the hospital. And not just a hospital. Yuan drove us to my father's hospital, where I was treated earlier. Yuan decided to send Inanna to the hospital that father managed because the enemies in that place must have been fewer than elsewhere. Dan, I agree.

Mulisu and I headed straight for the 4th floor while Yuan stopped by the pharmacy. Though wondering why he went to the pharmacy, I ignored him.

Within a short time I had arrived at the room in question. This room was different from the space previously used to take care of me. The room that Inanna occupied was a normal inpatient room with 1 window leading out of the building.

However, just as I was about to enter, the Emir stood in front of the door, preventing me.

"But what, Emir?"

"Gi-Gin's...." The emir lowered his gaze. "I'm sorry, Gin. I can't help or help Inanna. If you want to hate someone. Hate me. Don't hate Inanna. Please. I'm...."

"Emir." I put my hand on the Emir's shoulder. "It wasn't your fault. It's nobody's fault. You don't have to blame yourself."

"But... but.. because of me..... Inanna....."

With sobs, the Emir tried to answer. However, he was unable to finish his words.

When I heard the Emir's report that the surgery was over, and from the tape, I could already estimate what happened to Inanna.

I turned my eyes to Mulisu. "Mulisu, please calm the Emir. I'm going in first."

"Good."

Mulisu complied and pulled the Emir away from the door. He hugged the Emir, immersed him in the chest.

On the other hand, I went into the ward. Like other nurseries, it has a bathroom near the entrance, a patient mattress in the middle, a sofa at the end near the window, and a balcony. Despite the day, the curtains on the windows are closed, making the lighting dependent on the lights.

On top of the bed, a female figure lying with an infusion on her left hand was seen. Part of his body was covered in a blanket, from his chest down. The hands and chest are not covered by a blanket.

On top of the blanket, Inanna's skin was not completely white anymore. On the left side of the face, neck, and maybe up to the shoulder, the skin looks red. In fact, I'm not sure if his skin is still stuck. Seen muscle fibers in part of his body. In addition to the burn on the left side of the face, his left hair and eyebrows are no longer there.

My gaze turned to Inanna's chest. His chest was still going up and down normally and his Breath did not sound strange. I breathed a little relief because the problem experienced by Inanna was just appearance. But, of course, I'm not going to say this blatantly.

For women, face and appearance are everything. A wound on the face, like Inanna, can be a disgrace and shame for them. But I don't care about it.

I walked slowly beside Inanna. Slowly and gently, I stroked Inanna's hair, observing this sleeping beauty's face.

If you want to blame someone, maybe I'm the one who deserves the blame. I left Emir and Inanna at home just like that just because I wanted to calm my mind. Yeah, I was the one who was wrong. However, blaming yourself will not yield results. So, right now, I can only accept the circumstances and try better going forward.

"Gin?"

A soft voice sounded.

"I woke you? Sorry yes."

"Don't look!"

At once, Inanna pulled a blanket over her body.

"I'm not the Inanna you know. I've changed. My face is no longer beautiful. Now I'm just a bad person."

"Moon,"

"Don't look!"

Inanna pulled the blanket stronger.

Under normal circumstances, I would try to persuade Inanna with the sweet word. However, when people are sick, they tend not to listen well. Your mind will focus only on the negative. At times like this, action and gestures will have a better effect.

I opened my hands and hugged Inanna who was in the blanket, grabbed her, put her on my body.

"Gin?"

Now, I have to choose my words well. I can't say hurt, ugly, not pretty, or anything else. Absolutely can't. So, my choice is only one.

"I love you, Inanna."

"I still love you, Inanna."

"But, these scars are disgusting. I'm even–"

"I still am and will continue to love you, Inanna."

"Uuu...."

"I love you, Inanna."

Inanna said all that from under the blanket, trying to dodge my words. On the other hand, I said the only word that could come out.

In fact, only burns can be overcome with a little plastic surgery. No need to take a headache. But, of course, I won't say this bluntly. I'm not the main character of an insensitive comic.

"Hik.....Lugalgin, I'm sorry....."

"It's okay. It's okay."

A loud voice sounded from under the blanket. I just shut up and say "it's okay" or "i love you,". Kind of cringy, but that's okay. She is my own future wife.

Inanna had no reason to apologize. I should have been the one apologizing. However, refuting or debating it at this moment is not a wise thing. So, I'll just accept his words.

A few moments passed. Actually, I still want to hug Inanna, calm her down. However, it seems, I can't do it any longer.

"Gin?"

Inanna felt my arms loose and she opened her blanket, revealing a face with wet eyes and cheeks.

I walked backwards. The pain from the generating serum reappeared. The pain that appeared this time was different from before. If it was before, the pain was very severe but in exchange I was able to gain control. This time, the pain was not that severe and I still had no control.

I'm not sure what the cause is. All I know is this effect is just like getting hurt in a fight. Therefore, adrenaline can suppress this pain. However, because now I feel relieved after seeing Inanna, the adrenaline flowing in my body was also drastically straight.

"Ohuk!"

I closed my mouth, making the blood that appeared land on the hand.

"GENT!" Inanna got off the bed and came to me. "Writch! The emir! Anyone, please!"

The sound of an open door entering the ear. What I felt was not the existence of Mulisu or the Emir, but Yuan.

"Yuan?"

In a short time, I felt two syringe pistols already landed on my neck.

"They're sleeping pills and dope."

Ah, thank you, Yuan.

Seriate

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