
"THAT'S WHY I'M THINKING!"
[....]
[....]
No reply was heard, either from Ibla or Mulisu. Apparently, they didn't expect that I would yell at them.
I was still silent, seeing the one thing in my right hand that I had just taken from the top of the arsenal's crate, the syringe gun. In addition to the syringe attached to the gun, there are 4 other syringes of different sizes. The syringe is filled with a silver-colored liquid, a control-generating serum.
However, after I thought carefully, am I really going to use it? Am I going to take all that risk to save Emir and Inanna? I've never even used this serum to find or rescue a single Sargon orphanage child. Are Inanna and Emir really more valuable than those kids? Or the....
[Gins. Can you please enable the video calling feature?]
The emir?
Without a second thought, I obeyed the Emir. I lowered the phone from my ear and pointed it forward. With the right ring finger still free, I received the Emir's call.
Finally, on the screen appeared the projection of the Emir's face.
[Gin, forgive us for not being able to understand you. Forgive us for not being able to be your place to pour out all your sorrow and anxiety. I want you to know that we're trying our hardest to be that figure. And, forgive us for putting you in this difficult situation. I understand very well that the chances of us getting out of here safely is zero percent. So, I'll shout–Gin, please don't cry.]
Eh?
Unbeknownst to me, tears have flowed down my cheeks.
....crying? For as long as I can remember, I only cried when I found Erina or got information about the death of an orphanage child. I did not expect to cry when I heard the Emir's words.
C'mon Gin! The Emir has done all this and you still think the risks are?
I gritted my teeth, trying to strengthen my heart. When I took this syringe gun unconsciously, my instincts and subconscious had already told me that Emir and Inanna were important to me. I shouldn't be confused anymore! Yes, I will not avenge their deaths! I will prevent their deaths!
"DOLUHH!!!"
I screamed loudly, venting out all this resentment and anger. Not only did I scream, I even banged my head violently to the side of the arsenal chest, right at the elbow of the chest.
[[[Gin?]]
Their voices sounded at the same time. The Emir may be surprised to see what I do. However, it seemed, Ibla and Mulisu could only guess from the loud sounds heard.
Blood drips down the floor slowly. My view has changed a little. My right eye was covered in red.
Yep. I realized what I was doing was a bit cliche, hurting myself to make a decision. However, I never thought, doing this felt so refreshing and soothing. It was as if all my doubts had come out along with this blood.
"Sorry everyone. But, listen to me carefully." I got up and went back to face the Emir's projection. "I'm the one who's gonna stop this attack."
[Eh?]
[What do you mean? You are just incompetent!]
[Gin! Don't be crazy!]
While Ibla was surprised, Mulisu said a fact that I was only an incompetent. Emir.I didn't think he'd say that.
"I'll explain everything later, once it's done. Now, Ibla, Mulisu I need your help. Activate your video calls."
Actually, I could have explained it quickly at the beginning. However, it will be difficult to explain them and make them believe. It would be easier if it happened.
Projections in the air increased by two squares on the left side of the Emir. Now, Mulisu is seen in the middle and Ibla on the left.
"Ibla, I want you to secure a route from my warehouse to that golf course."
[You mean securing?]
"Turn off all electronics in my lane."
[For?]
"Already! Don't ask too many questions! Do it soon!"
"Ba-good!"
"Mulisu, I want you to go to that golf course by plane. Right now."
[Ready!]
"But your goal is not to exterminate them. I just want you to stand guard and look at me."
[...wake up and look?]
"A few minutes ahead, I won't be able to communicate with anyone. Therefore, I need you, Mulisu. For penj–"
[I'll wait for an explanation in the back.]
I understand that there is something I cannot say right now. I'm lucky because he trusts me more than Ibla. He deserves to be my partner.
I turned my eyes to the right, to the Emir. Emir's eyes began to glaze over. I didn't know she was crying because I saw me crying or something. However, clearly, now, I as a prospective husband have an obligation to calm him down.
"Emir, wait for me. I'll save you."
[Good. I will wait for you.]
Emir smiled broadly, as usual. I saw the light behind him.
Yeah, correct. I'm willing to do all this to protect that smile. I don't want to lose that smile.
"Well everyone, I'll turn off the phone."
[[[Good.]]
After hearing their answer, I hung up the phone.
I went to the end of the room and took a cloth. After making it into a lump, I bit it.
Now, my gaze focused on the syringe gun in front of me. In the past, when I first used this thing, a dose of 0.5 ml would give me 7 days. The second use, a dose of 0.5 ml gave me 3 days. If the comparison is straight, this time, the time I will get is 30 hours. But I don't need 30 hours. All I need is 5 minutes.
However, using this 0.5 ml syringe, the value I can get is one-fifty of 0.5 ml, which will give me between 30 to 40 minutes. After doing that calculation, I replaced the syringe in the gun and replaced it with a size of 0.25 ml. At least one-fifty 0.25 ml can give me 15 to 20 minutes. More than enough.
I removed almost all the serum present in this 0.25 ml syringe, leaving it on 1 small line. Strictly and firmly, I attached the tip of the syringe gun to the right neck.
Hello, the pain.
I pulled the syringe gun trigger. I haven't had time to separate this gun from the neck, the effect has spread throughout the body.
My whole body feels so hot as it burns. My whole body feels convulsed, stiff. My flesh and skin were being torn apart by wild beasts. All the bones inside my body were screaming, like they were all broken simultaneously.
All my body was screaming. I also want to scream. Without the cloth in my mouth, my tongue might have been broken.
It's hard for me to move. Almost all of these senses in the body focus on pain that travels throughout the body. Both of my hands clasped the end of the arsenal coffin, trying to vent the pain. However, it is useless. The body still feels it.
AHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Seriate
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