I Am No King's

Chapter 115 – Tired

"Gin, relax...."

　

Suddenly, my head was pulled to the right, landing into a softness, warmth, and tenderness. Now, Inanna hugged me while leaning my head against her chest.

　

"Are you tired?"

　

I didn't answer. It's not that I don't want to answer, but I don't know what to answer. I don't know.

　

"When you are physically tired, indirectly your psychological and mental condition will also be carried away tired." Inanna stroked my head. "It seems, you start thinking about a lot of things because of tiredness. We're sorry that last night didn't let you rest."

　

I don't blame you guys. I-i don't know. I don't know.

　

If I trace what happened in the last few months, I realize it all started when I met them on that highway. Since then, events have emerged. Everything I wanted to leave came to the surface. Black market, Agade, Cleinhad family slayers, and so on.

　

If I were a person with a short wick, I might have gotten angry and blamed them both for everything that happened. But, fortunately, no. I am thankful that they are here for me. I can feel this calmness and warmth.

　

"Gin, thank you for helping us all this time."

　

Suddenly, I heard the Emir's voice from the left. Besides, I could feel his hand twisting around my stomach. He rubbed his face into my arm.

　

"If it wasn't for you, I might still be an obscure tomboy princess. Thanks to you, I can be the real me. I realized that if I had not become your future wife, you might have gotten rid of your father, mother, sister Yurika, and other royal families. After that, you can leave this kingdom, living with a new identity. I realize I'm just a burden and a chain in your life.

　

"I thank you for accepting all my selfishness, because you decided not to kill them. Besides, I also want to thank you for not taking me as a burden. You still love me with all your heart, without expecting anything in return. I thank you for not treating me as a princess. I thank you for treating me as an ordinary woman."

　

When the Emir said it, I remembered Yurika's words during the Emir's proposal, which said something similar. However, this time, I heard it from the Emir directly.

　

Inanna continued, "for me, Gin, you chose to protect me, mother, and Ninshubur. At that time, we were strangers in your life. However, you are willing to save us even thinking of a plan so that we can transfer citizenship.

　

"You also gave me the opportunity to get out of the royal sphere, not as a political prisoner, but as your future wife. I thank you for being willing to do all that and always supporting all the decisions I make."

　

Me, me, I don't know. Right now my mind is completely blank and confused. I didn't expect them to say any of this.

　

"Thank you, Gin."

　

Emir and Inanna said it together. When I heard them say those words, for some reason, I felt so calm, peaceful, as if all the burdens I carried disappeared.

　

Thank you, Emir. Thank you, Inanna.

　

***

　

"Emir, it seems we've relied too much on Lugalgin."

　

"Yes, you're right." The emir replied briefly. "And, apparently, my words became the last trigger."

　

"Haha. Normally, Lugalgin would answer you lightly with 'yes, yes, I understand.'. Not this time, though."

　

After all that, Lugalgin fell asleep. I gave my lap as his pillow.

　

In the past, the Emir must have protested, ambushed Lugalgin's head, and used his own lap for Lugalgin's pillow. But this time, he didn't do it. He sat on the sofa across the table quietly.

　

Without needing to say it, it seems, our feelings are the same. All this time, Lugalgin had been a reliable leader and head of the family. He thought of all the plans and ways out of all our problems.

　

But, unfortunately, because of it all, we forgot one crucial thing. We forget that even Lugalgin is not even 20 years old. He's still a teenager.

　

On the other hand, we who are one year older are too dependent on it. Apparently, exhausting him last night was an unexpected blessing. If he was not exhausted, perhaps he would never have realized all the burdens he was carrying.

　

People say, women are psychologically more mature than men despite the same age. Those of us who are physically older than Lugalgin should be more mature than him. We feel ashamed.

　

"I've contacted Ibla. He said he'd send Ur to keep watch."

　

"Goodoo. Because apparently, we're gonna stay in this room."

　

"In addition, Shu En says the three of us can take a day off tomorrow."

　

"Haha, I'm not sure Lugalgin will take that holiday."

　

"If you don't want to, we have to force him to want to. It's our duty as his future wife."

　

I looked down, looking at Lugalgin's slumbering face as she stroked her brown hair. Good night, Lugalgin, honey. We love you.

　

***

　

Huh huh?

　

I opened my eyes quickly, looking around. The sun begins to appear at the end of the horizon. Beside me, Emir and Inanna fell asleep. They still wear casual clothes, not pajamas let alone naked. The three of us slept on a mattress, between my office chair and the window.

　

　

All of a sudden, I felt a tremor from inside my jacket pocket. I took my smartphone and read the message inside.

　

I'm going home yes. Sorry if we were burdening you too much. We will try to be more useful.

　

I smiled a little. Without realizing it, I had already made the people around me feel guilty. Although in a state of sleep, my instincts are still strong. I could feel the threat and wake up.

　

However, apparently, Ur tried to keep no threat from coming, preventing me from waking up.

　

I also replied to Ur's message.

　

Thank you

　

"Unn... A gin? Are you awake?"

　

Inanna was the first to wake up. On the other hand, Emir, as always. Even though I said wake up, he still rubbed his eyes. Her hair was like a mother and Ninlil was neat even though she had just woken up. On the other hand, Emir, he has become like a lion.

　

"Sorry, did I wake you up?"

　

"It's okay. I usually get up at this time, too."

　

I smiled wryly. "It seems I've made you anxious."

　

"It's okay, Gin. We're the ones who have to apologize for burdening you." Inanna replied with a big smile. "Hows it? Is it fresh?"

　

"Yes, already. Now I can think of all this more calmly."

　

"Hahaha, next time we'll pay attention to your schedule if you ask for rations."

　

"Haha,"

　

I got up from the bed and walked to the window. Without asking, I can already conclude that this mattress was brought by Emir or Inanna from a nearby hotel room. As the largest mall that has hotels and conference rooms, a spare mattress is commonplace.

　

"Shu En said we could take the day off."

　

Ung. It feels like just last week I went to work.

　

"Shu En said your achievements during the week have been much greater than the Azzaha family for several years. You have reached an agreement with Akadia and Agade, two of the six pillars. In addition, you also have given instructions that make useless agents be put away. Not to mention recruitment. In this way, even if there's a little distraction, he says agent schneider has a brighter future."

　

"He's kidding, right?"

　

Inanna shook her head.

　

I reached an agreement with Akadia because there is a mother. Agade, no need to talk about it. Houses agents? Come on, anyone can do it. In fact, the one spreading the instructions and warnings was the schneider's own agent. I'm not working at all.

　

"He said, with you being the leader and making the decision, you've been working. Not to mention, he said, your mind seems to never rest, even work on Saturdays and Sundays. When the schneider agent takes a break, you're taking an approach to Akadia and Agade."

　

Ahh, umm, I don't know what else to say.

　

"Gin, just take your day off. How about you take us to the playground? Ever since we met, we haven't been on a date, have we?"

　

Now that you say it.

　

Seriate

　

　

\============================================================

　

　

Hello everybody.

　

Back, the author wants to thank the likes, comments, and support of the readers. All of this support means a lot to Author. For those who want to see the illustration, can check in ig @renigad.sp.author.

　

And, as always, the author will endorse the artist whose image is on the cover. Currently, the illustrator whose image is used as a cover is a pixiv, ⁇ or QYS3 illustrator. So, before, the author just took a walk in pixiv, looking for original content, trus pm artistnya. Because it is not the result of a commission, but public content, the author also does not spend money.

　

So, the promotion at the end is something that the author does voluntarily because the artist has allowed the author to use the image even though it has actually become public content. So, readers can open the pixiv page and like gallery in https://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=7210261 or follow his twitter in https://twitter.com/QYSThree. Both can also.

　

In addition to QYS3, the author has also obtained an eye souvenir from pokarii that can be posted at the end of the story.

　

Once again, thank you to all the readers who have liked and commented. Your support means a lot to the author. Thank you also for your quick words. The author is truly grateful.

　

See you in the next chapter