Final Student Records

Squeezed Memories

During the lecture, Alifa felt as if she was in a story full of tropes. Within his small world, there was a man dancing around in his mind, trying to enter the space of his heart once again. However, Alifa's mood was interrupted by the presence of a man who was like a butterfly, he unceasingly surrounded the flower that had yet to bloom.

Whenever Alifa sat in the lecture hall, the man was always the center of attention, as if to be the main character in the endless drama. His striking attitude, always trying to attract the attention of Alifa, like a flower that seduces bees with its sweet aroma.

However, the attention given by the man was not a pleasant sight for Alifa. Like a frog that constantly jumps up and down, he feels uncomfortable and uncomfortable. He wants solitude and calmness, not the excessive attention expressed by the man.

Alifa could not help but remember the past. In his mind, there was once again a male figure that once filled his heart. He was like a shadow wandering through his mind, reminding him of the warm feeling and love they once shared together. However, the comparison between the man and the bully at this moment made Alifa even more fixated on her own thoughts.

Lecture becomes a battlefield for Alifa, among the butterflies that surround the blossoming flowers and the shadow of the man that once filled her heart space. He hopes to find peace in this chaos, where his mind can refocus on science and learning, without distractions and haunting memories of the past.

The man who harassed Alifa in the lecture was often called Alim, as if he had extensive knowledge of the art of relationships. However, his attempt to touch the heart of Alifa, as if struck by an impartial wind. Alifa was not at all interested in Alim's seduction and attempts to get his attention.

Alim tried to approach Alifa with a call to acquaintance, as if to open a new page in the story of their lives. However, a thin smile was drawn on Alifa's face, describing her inability to get to know more about the figure of a man who impressed caper and handsome.

To Alifa, Alim is just like a book packed with an interesting cover, but the contents are empty. He felt no interest in engaging in introductions that were nothing more than pseudo-impression performances. Alifa wanted something more real, deeper than just physical appearance and sweet seduction thrown by Alim.

Although Alifa showed her utter disobedience, Alim continued to try to tease and annoy, like ants ceaselessly crawling sweet foods. However, Alifa persisted with her stance, not wanting to be caught in a web of deceitful seduction.

Alifa knows that behind attractive outward appearances, sometimes hidden personalities are superficial and lacking in substance. He wants more than that, wanting to engage his heart and mind in a real, meaningful relationship.

In the course of the lecture that continued, Alifa held fast to her decision to keep her distance from Alim, as if to separate herself from the wind that brought a false impression and only produced disappointment. Alifa chose to wait for a true figure, who could fill the space of her heart with genuine warmth and honesty.

In the heart of Alifa, there is an inner dialogue that questions why everything feels like dejavu, as if he is re-exploring a story that has been passed. His mind was filled with question marks that fumbled, fumbling about what would happen next. He asked himself, will another story appear after this act? Meanwhile, Alim's constant presence disturbs him, making the question even more urgent.

In the silence of his mind, Alifa tried to find a reason why Alim could not stop bothering him. In the grunt of his heart, he questioned why Alim continued to seek attention, as if to be a starving animal that always wanted to be seen.

Alifa shook her head in disappointment, not liking Alim's overly attention-seeking attitude. Alifa frowned when she saw the man's installment behavior that her hair began to whiten even though she was not far from Alifa.

"What the hell, man? It's not clear what his life is!" grunts with sour face.

Alifa was disturbed by the attitude of Alim who likes to spread charm in the classroom, as if he was a player in a play that never ends. He felt uncomfortable with the way Alim tried to attract the attention of those around him, like a magician who kept trying to give charm to his audience with striking tricks.

Alim's presence in the class was like a boomerang that returned again and again, disturbing Alifa's calmness and causing irritation in him. Alifa wants a calm atmosphere and focus on learning, not a show of charm that blurs her focus.

In the constant buzzing of heart, Alifa was determined to keep her distance and not be influenced by Alim who liked to play his part. He hoped that the next story would bring true clarity and warmth, away from meaningless games.

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Alifa sat alone, letting her mind drift away from the hustle and bustle of Alim's distraction. In silence, he lets himself be dissolved in flashes of memories, stringing up a moment of nostalgia about his relationship in the gray-white with Khaleed.

Like a soft cloud adorning the blue sky, the memory of Khaleed appeared in Alifa's mind. They once shared moments filled with beauty and warmth. Their relationship exudes a unifying force, like a white color that represents purity, as well as a gray that reflects diversity and complexity.

In the mind of Alifa, the times with Khaleed became a fertile field with beautiful flowers of memory. They lived an unforgettable story, building a strong bond between them like solid pillars.

However, that nostalgic glint only lasted for a moment. Alifa returned to a bitter reality, reminded of the presence of Alim who constantly bothered her. He felt as if he was trapped in an endless labyrinth, surrounded by the shadow of Alim that disturbed his calm.

Alifa took care of herself, trying to strengthen her resolve to keep her distance from Alim who was constantly seeking attention. He hopes that, between the gray white age and the distractions that exist, there will be a new story that fills his heart with priceless peace and happiness.

Suddenly Alfa's heartbeat raced rapidly, as if he had just completed a grueling marathon run. The thought that had been trapped in the labyrinth of feeling disturbed by Alim and the memories with Khaleed, now became crumbling. It was as if the newly released classic in his shadow was being smashed by the low boisterous sounds of Farah, Atiqah, and Hanin.

Farah, Atiqah, and Hanin's clear-sounding voice managed to snatch the beautiful story that Alifa had built in her mind. They entered his stage of mind like an unexpected actor, replacing the roles of Alim and Khaleed who had dominated the screen of Alifa's mind.

"Alifa, hear the latest news?" asked Farah enthusiastically.

"There's a new movie tonight. We should go watch it together!" exclaim Atiqah with spirit.

Hanin joined in, "I've read the reviews, he said the film was amazing. We can't miss this opportunity!"

The dialogue between them seemed to disperse the shadow of Alim who continued to disturb Alifa. The voices bring Alifa back to reality, realizing that life is moving on and there are friends who want togetherness and joy.

Alifa's heart rate that was racing quickly, slowly subsided. He realized that life is not only about the problems it faces, but also about moments with friends that can bring joy and pleasure.

In the cheerfulness that appeared, Alifa uttered with a smile, "Sure, we will go watch the movie together. Thank you, friends, for reminding me of the beautiful things around us."

They also continued the conversation that would not run out if it had been chatting, chatting about the plan to watch the film and surprising Alifa with funny stories. Alifa's mind was now filled with excitement, as if Alim and Khaleed had been displaced by the presence of friends who provided warmth and joy in her life.

Not wanting to waste any more time, Alifa, Farah, Atiqah, and Hanin moved away from where Alifa who had just been trapped in the labyrinth of her feelings, leaving behind a space that felt so heavy and enigmatic. They walked together, like a company that found its way out of the darkness.

"Alifa, you look relieved now. What's going on?" ask Atiqah with great attention.

Alifa smiled, looking at her three friends with gratitude. "You have helped take my mind off all the hassle. You are a ray in the darkness, a true friend who has always been there for me."

Hanin clasped Alifa's hand tightly. "We'll always be there for you, Alifa. We all support each other and take care of each other."

Farah added, "When you feel trapped in a maze of feelings, don't forget that you have friends ready to help lead you down the right path."

As they walked together, Alifa felt the weight on her shoulders getting lighter. The mind that was once chaotic and vacillating, now becomes clearer and calmer. They talked, laughed, and strengthened one another like lanterns lighting the way in darkness.

On this journey, Alifa felt herself connected to the warmth and support provided by Farah, Atiqah, and Hanin. They were a source of strength and inspiration that helped Alifa rise from his downturn.

Alifa heaved a sigh of relief, sensing that her future had luminous again. He knows that with the presence of his true friends, he can face all obstacles and pass through the labyrinth of feelings with confidence.

"Thank you, guys. You are the equalizer in my life, who brings joy and strength. We will continue on this journey together" Alifa said expectantly.

They stepped forward, exploring the world with unshakable spirit and togetherness. Alifa felt lucky to have friends like them, who not only changed her fate, but also enriched her life with beautiful stories and priceless happiness.

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