Final Student Records

The Light Behind the Storm

After three months of having a relationship with Alim, the relationship between Alim and Alifa began to be troubled. Alim seems to have a tendency to make problems out of the little things in their relationship. Alifa felt that from the beginning she had not wholeheartedly accepted Alim and as time went on, her doubts grew after seeing the nature of Alim which began to open up.

Initially, Alifa tried to ignore minor irregularities in Alim's behavior, hoping that it was only a temporary change or problem that could be solved. However, as time went on, problems grew more and more frequent and it became clear to Alifa that there was a fundamental difference between the two of them.

One of the problems that often arise is Alim often refers to the former Alifa, Khaleed. This made Alifa feel uncomfortable and disturbed. Offending former partners repeatedly is a sign that Alim is not fully focused on their relationship and still harbors feelings or dissatisfaction with Alifa's past.

Alim asked for time to walk alone with Alifa, but Alifa refused because she wanted to finish college because she would be gathered tomorrow. Alim was angry and possibly Khaleed.

Alifa replied while slightly frustrated, "Alim, I hope you understand that my college assignment is important and must be completed on time. Not that I rejected you because I preferred Khaleed. That's not the problem."

Alim let out a grunt. "Yes, anyway. If the same Khaleed, would immediately want to be invited to the road. If I'm mah, always rejected."

Alfie tried to explain. "That's not the case with Khaleed or anyone else. You know how much I want to spend time with you, but I need to focus on this college assignment. I don't want to get caught up in the pressure of not completing a task well. Try to understand my situation."

Alim is still upset. "But sometimes it feels like you're prioritizing other things more than me. I feel unappreciated."

Alifa tried to explain wisely. "Alim, our relationship is about supporting each other and understanding each other's needs. Right now, my need is to complete this college assignment. That doesn't mean I don't appreciate you. I'm just asking for your understanding right now."

Alim thought of the words of Alifa. "Okay, maybe I reacted too quickly and compared myself to Khaleed. I'm sorry. I'll try to better understand the situation and give you room to complete your task well."

Alifa breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank you, Alim. I appreciate your understanding. I hope we can support each other and understand each other's needs in the future."

The reason Alim kept carrying the name of Alifa's former, Khaleed, in their relationship was something that Alifa could not understand. It made her feel like there was an emotional imbalance affecting their relationship. Alifa feels that it shows the lack of maturity and readiness of Alim in a healthy relationship.

Alim's perpetual offending behavior towards Alifa caused Alifa pain and discomfort. He felt that it was a form of distrust and lack of respect from Alim towards their relationship. Over time, this further reinforces Alifa's doubts about Alim's seriousness and seriousness in their relationship.

After careful consideration, Alifa finally realizes that she cannot continue to live in a relationship filled with emotional imbalances and past allusions. He realized that his happiness was important and he had to respect himself by taking difficult, but appropriate decisions.

Finally, Alifa decided to end the relationship with Alim. He realized that a healthy and happy relationship should not be based on past discomfort and distortions. Although the breakup was painful, Alifa felt that it was an important step to maintain her happiness and emotional health.

After parting ways, Alifa gave herself time to heal and rediscover her happiness. He learns to forgive and let go of the past and open himself up to new opportunities and better relationships in the future.

Alifa realized that it was important to choose a partner who truly appreciated and loved her without burdening the relationship with an irrelevant past. He hopes to find true love, where the past is acceptable and their relationship can flourish in mutual trust and happiness.

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While working on college assignments, Alifa got a call from one of the Alim family members who asked to come home because Alifa had not been to their home for a long time.

Alifa's mood changed like a sudden rainstorm, as her aunt Alim contacted her.

"Oh, you haven't been home for a long time. Kangen, youh!" teteh Euis said in a sad tone.

"Sorry, Teteh. I'll try to come home as soon as my college assignment is over. I hope you can understand my situation now," Alifa said feeling a little overwhelmed.

Teteh Euis sighed. "Alright, Alifa. If you're not busy anymore, go to the house, yeah!" her door.

Alifa with mixed feelings replied, "Sure, Teteh. I have not forgotten my family. I'll try to take the time to visit soon. I'm sorry if I'm worrying you."

After hanging up the phone, Alifa felt a little confused and astonished by the call 'Teteh' given to Aunt Alim. He felt he did not understand the unique customs and culture of the Alim family. However, he did not want to make the matter more complicated by discussing it with Alim at this time. Alifa decided to focus more on college assignments and get it done well, while maintaining a good relationship with the Alim family.

He plans to look for an opportunity to talk to Alim about the differences in customs and culture in their families. Alifa believes that honest and understanding communication will help them understand each other better. Although at this time they are not talking to each other after the quarrel made Alim.

Even though the rain had subsided and the sky had brightened again, Alifa still felt lost in the darkness of her heart. Like dusk unable to brighten everything around her, the phone call from her aunt Alim only left a shadow of confusion in her mind.

However, like dewdrops adorning fresh leaves on a new morning, Alim's words rolled off the phone so lightly.

"I miss you" said Alim.

Like a gentle breeze sweeping through Alifa's heart, she felt swayed by those words. It was as if all the struggles and distances that had occurred between them, just an illusion that disappeared along with the autumn wind.

Alifa scrunched her forehead, as if trying to solve the puzzle presented by Alim. However, just as a mysterious old tree stood in the middle of the forest, he chose not to heed the message from Alim. His heart had been bound by the responsibilities of the lecture demanding his full attention.

In every tap of Alifa's finger on top of the keyboard, it was as if there was a stream flowing through her mind. He felt trials and trials that passed like an unstoppable current. Although Alim's words continued to approach his mind like waves rolling up the beach, he remained firm on the choices he had made.

As a light on a dark night, Alifa kept the brightness inside her by staying focused on her tasks. He ignored the news from Alim that came through short messages. Like the stars glittering in the dark sky, he chose to stare at the laptop screen and set foot on the path to success, leaving a mist of doubt behind him.

In his heart hidden behind his decision, Alifa felt a slowly creeping longing. Like the moon that adorns the night with its pale light, the presence of Alim still lingers in his mind. Despite being bound by college assignments, there was a million question marks spinning in Alifa's mind, herding her into an invisible darkness.

However, in the silence of the quiet room, Alifa knew that there was a time for everything. Like a tree that defends against the storm, it must also resist the temptation that comes its way. In the end, Alifa chose to postpone the passionate longing and still move forward firmly.

In the confusion that raged in Alifa's heart, she still embraced her determination tightly. Like a bird flying freely in the blue sky, it felt bound by its own responsibilities. Although Alim is still behind the scenes of a neglected phone, Alifa will not allow herself to be entangled by the tantalizing nostalgia.

So strong and straight step Alifa towards the peak of his life. Although Alim expressed his longing with sweet words playing around in his ears, Alifa had closed the door of his heart for a moment. Their togetherness may just be delayed, but in her persistent struggle, Alfa is convinced that the light that will shine on their path will come at the right time.

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