Final Student Records

Final Student Records
Alifa



In the days that followed, Alifa continued to work hard to complete her research, trying to introduce the importance of computerized record-keeping systems for small businesses. He is happy to be able to contribute and save costs so as not to be too wasteful of paper.


However, in the midst of his spirit, Alifa felt that the wounds of his soul were opened again when the quarrel with Alim continued to occur. Alifa felt not fully understood and the sadness made her go from boarding without a definite purpose. He walked on foot, followed an indeterminate path, feeling lonely and having nowhere to go. His tears were flowing, his mind full of anxiety.


On her journey to find a home to live in and settle in, Alifa learns to trust herself and appreciate her life journey. He realized that fear and uncertainty were part of life. With complete confidence, he promised to continue to struggle in search of a place called the true home, where his heart truly felt comfortable and loved.


As Alifa continued on the journey, a sense of emptiness and loss of direction made her very emotional. He wept bitterly while grumbling about his complicated feelings and his complexity with Alim. At that time, Alifa became the center of attention around him.


"Why, Alim, can't you ever understand me? He knows how my mental state is. It should be at a time like this, he could be home for me to go home. It's mah, no. Even the burden of the mind." He cried all the way until he was seen by the people he passed.


In that emptiness and loss of direction, Alim should have been a refuge for Alifa, but in reality Alim continued to test Alfah's patience with the quarrels that did not end. Feelings of disappointment and sadness filled Alifa's heart.


Amidst the anxiety, Alifa sought to find peace within herself. He tried to reflect and look for answers to unanswered questions. However, this predicament is not easy for Alifa, as the wounds of the past continue to haunt her.


"I think I can make peace with the past, in fact people who have been involved in the past and one of the causes of my mental health is disturbed even make a tantrum. Can't make me live quietly? Not to mention the problem of drama on campus, continued the attitude of Alim who likes childish. I'm tired, God! I'm tired!" Alifa was crying.


Not felt, it turns out that the footsteps of Alifa is far away. He was tired of walking too. Finally, after arriving at the highway, Alifa called one of her close friends who was usually asked for help.


"Darma! Where are you again?" I asked with irregular breaths. My sweat is dripping from the sun.


"Again at home. Why, Fa?" ask Darma who already knows Alifa's bad habits. The feeling is no longer good.


"May you please pick me up at the fruit palace, won't you? I fight again with Alim." Alifa wiped away her endless sweat.


"Yes, wait there" replied Darma who never refused to help whenever Alifa needed.


Alifa also looked around, many people passed by there with their respective busyness. Many are struggling for their lives in order to make ends meet, pursue dreams, and others. Because basically, everyone is struggling with their own problems.


A few minutes later, Darma finally arrived. He stopped the bike, right in front of Alifa. Alifa's face looked lethargic and pale.


"Why are you fighting again?" tanya Darma was concerned.


"Let me tell you about it on the trip. Yuk, we get out of here first" pinta Alifa jaded.


Darma. Alifa riding the motor. Then, after the position of Alifa's prick is correct, safe, and comfortable, Darma forwarded his motor at medium speed.


When the motorbike was run, Alifa began to tell about some of the problems that were being faced, including someone in his past who constantly disturbed his life. Darma listened carefully.


During the trip, while telling stories, tears of Alifa dripped back. Darma tries to calm Alifa down, so her focus is divided, watching the road while listening to Alifa's curses.


Until arriving at the boarding house of Alifa, Darma did not leave before Alifa was completely calm. He was the best friend of Alifa, who was always there for Alifa. That's why Alifa felt that someone was protecting her.


Alifa smiled.


"Well, so dong. If a smile is good. It's just my friend who always shows his cheer." Darma smiled as if satisfied because he could restore Alifa's smile.


"Thank you, Darma. You are my best friend. Friends should, yes. Best friend who is always there whenever I need. Patience in the face of his friends who like the mood swing. Thanks, thanks a lot anyway."


Darma came home with relief. Alifa went straight to her room.


Despite the difficulties, Alifa remained persistent in her life. He seeks to understand and accept himself, as well as to find ways to make peace with the past and his relationship with Alim.


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When night fell, Alfah sat under the stars, speaking in his heart with new hopes and desires. He tried to convince himself that there was light at the end of every dark. Perhaps one day, Alifa will find true peace, either with Alim or in a different way.


With a lighter heart, Alifa continued her journey. He knows that there are still many challenges to be faced, but he believes that each step will bring him closer to his true home. Alifa learned to cherish every moment, for in it lies the strength to go on and find the place that will eventually be home to her heart.


Alifa closed her eyes, let go of all the tiredness and forgot the problems that were unceasingly approaching her life. However, he must try to stay strong to prove to his parents, especially his father that he can be the proud son of the father like his brother; Humaira.


With unanimous determination, Alifa faced every obstacle with a burning fighting spirit. He took lessons from his older brother, Humaira, who had become a role model in the family. Although her heart trembled and hesitated at times, Alifa never gave up. He knows that the journey to success is not easy, but he is committed to trying as hard as possible.


Behind closed eyes, Alifa pondered about her dreams and goals. He imagined the moments where he would be able to lift his head proudly and give happiness to his father. In each of his breaths, he felt a new spirit burning, reminding himself that he had incredible potential.


Slowly but surely, Alifa proved herself through her efforts and dedication. He gathered the courage to talk to his father about his dreams and goals, expressing his desire to be someone meaningful in life. Despite the tension and doubt, the conversation strengthened Alifa's determination to move forward.


Every time he closed his eyes, Alifa not only let go of fatigue, but also visualized the glorious future he was striving for. He realized that this journey was an inseparable part of his personal growth and prepared for anything that came with an upright head and a confident heart.


On this long journey, Alifa found irreplaceable support from her family and friends. They gave him the encouragement and encouragement he needed to keep fighting. She also learned to manage the feelings of anxiety and doubt that sometimes arise, by remembering her brother Humaira's wise words, about the importance of keeping positive thoughts.


As he stepped forward with a strong determination, slowly but surely Alifa managed to achieve small achievements that brought greater hope. Every time he overcame an obstacle, he felt closer to his goal. Although there are times when being tired almost destroys his spirit, he remembers how important it is to stick to his dreams and goals.


One day, Alifa will feel between excitement and tension as time proves to her father that she can succeed in her potential. In that emotional moment, Alifa imagined it would reveal all that had been achieved, all the effort and sacrifice that had been given. Just then, his father's eyes were filled with pride and dignity, as he realized how great Alifa's efforts to become a strong and resilient child were.


Alifa will feel a deep relief after getting compliments from her father. He will also realize that the journey taken so far is part of the path to maturity and growth, not only as an individual, but also as a child who wants to make both parents proud. In each of his breaths, he knew that the struggle was not over, but he was ready to face whatever was to come with unshakable conviction and determination.


Eventually, Alifa fell into a deep sleep after the illusion led her to the expected dreams.


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