FAKE WIFE
S2 chapter 44
"So, everything you've done so far has been a lie?"
Fathia's tears are back. The feared thing finally happened. "It's not so, Mom!"
Full of emotions Aka left Fathia just like that. With a firm step he entered the study and slammed the door. It takes time to accept this reality.
Fathia's body gasped in shock at the sound of the door closing so loudly. Many times he took a breath to feel better, to explain everything to his husband again. If Aka is emotional, then she should be able to explain with a calm mood. It's a little hard what else has to hold a tear dam in the fertilizer so as not to spill over but he will try.
Fathia rubbed her wet cheeks and folded her face and placed it on the shelf of the prayer mat. With a definite step he followed Aka. Opened the door to her husband's office and tried to get closer. The man was standing facing the large glass that led to the garden in front of the workspace.
"I'm sorry that I lied to you all along, Mom. But all you have to know is that all my attention to you is true. Not a lie!" he stood behind Aka.
"I don't believe it! You could still be lying. After all you've been smart to make a show in front of me, my parents even my entire extended family managed to trick you!" argue with emotion.
"Mas" called Fathia to pull her husband's shoulder so they could face each other. "As long as we've been together have I ever lied to you? It's just this problem, Mom. Because I'm afraid you're going to throw me away" said Fathia cupping Aka's cheek. With a single tear she tried to convince her husband.
Aka flicked the soft, white hand from him as if she did not want to be touched again. "Then why are you doing all this? You think life is drama or soap opera? It's easy to play Alodie as if I'm a fool! And stupidly again I believe in everything," said Aka growled.he also shook his head and smiled mocking himself.
"Because I love you, Mom!" pekik Fathia's.
"Love? It's bullshit!" tampik Aka's.
"Now what do you want?" ask her with a hard jaw.
"I want us to stay together, Mas. I'm sure you can definitely forgive me and we stay together with my real identity. Do you love me?" fathia asked with hopeful eyes and a longed heart.
Aka shook her head and took a few steps back. He still could not accept being fooled and deceived just like that. Now this foreign woman asked him to stay together. "Sorry, all I know is I just love my wife, Alodie!"
"What?" lirih Fathia limply held onto her chest that felt so tight. It was like being hit by a big stone that was broken into pieces, leaving a pain that was so overwhelming. His feet no longer stood on the floor. His bones no longer support the whole body to stand.
"Your work is like mine, Mas. This is not fair to me! You also took part in this change in my face. Though at the beginning I had time to explain to you, but you did not even want to listen to Me.Then why now you pretend not to remember about it and instead blame me completely, Mas?" Fathia's tears were trying to resuscitate her husband.
"I was wrong to cheat you all this time but I also need a second chance. You should also be aware, Mas although I am pretending to be Alodie but I am a wife who respects you as a husband and serves you wholeheartedly. Isn't there a little room in your heart for me, Mas?"
"All I know is that you are Alodie, my wife. So I just love my wife. What else now I know is the fact that you are just a fake wife, there is definitely no love," said Aka definitely .
Once again Fathia tried to convince her husband's heart. He could truly feel that Aka had loved him all this time. But why is it so difficult to be understood by this man. "Look at me, and try to feel it! The attention, affection and love I've given you all along is sincere to you, Mas!" her mother cupped Aka's cheek.
Not a single word of the fake wife is able to make his heart touched or even feel a little love for a woman who is so willing to beg for the taste in front of him. Not even pity was Fathia when she pleaded with all humility. Aka continued to dodge and did not want to look at him anymore. Once again he shook his head and said he was not sure of his heart for the fake wife. "Can you go and leave me alone?"
Instantly all the wounds and pain she felt were united within the chest. Tore apart his heart and was thrown out by the reality. The destruction of all hope left only a deep sense of disappointment. Makes Fathia unable to survive anymore.
Not only the heart is crumbling dimly but the whole body also feels the pain that has spread.
Afraid the longer he's here will be as sweet as swallowing bitterness the better he goes. Fathia had already prepared herself and steadied her heart to face this possibility. In the room he picked up a suitcase that had been filled with several clothes. Stand for a moment staring at the room. A room that bears silent witness to everything they have passed together. Happy, hard, sad, happy even in this room they shed all love and make it one.
Still sobbing Fathia returned to meet Aka in the study. "Tomorrow, your real wife Alodie will come. I wish you happiness with him, Mom. Sorry if I made you hurt, disappointed and angry," said Fathia staring at Aka's back. "Tell me sorry to mom and dad. They are good in-laws and I love them like my own parents."
Aka not flinching a bit. He was still at home looking at the rain that fell soaking the leaves and flowers in the garden. His heart froze because of the cold weather. Don't know if he should be sad or angry? Confused in his own heart. Maybe because emotions are still controlling.
Fathia puts her phone on the desk Aka plays a song that so represents her feelings now.
...🎶🎼🎹...
...I've been trying to hold on...
...About the love I feel...
...I love you not love...
...I can't keep holding on...
"For the last time, may I hug you, Mas?" asked Fathia trying to shrink the tears.
...🎶🎼🎹...
...Realize I have no right to keep forcing you...
...Forcing you to love me wholeheartedly...
...I'm trying to forget you...
...But accept my last request...
Long awaited no answer to come out of her husband's mouth. Finally Fathia ventured closer. Doubtful he stuck out his arms around Aka's waist and finally anchored himself tightly to the wide, warm back.
...🎶🎼🎹...
...Take my hand, baby...
...Close to me hugged myself...
...Kiss my forehead for the last one...
"I'm leaving, Mas!" isak Fathia's.
...🎶🎼🎹...
...I'll disappear away from you...
...Not even a single hair was visible...
...But where will you get hurt...
...Find me, I'm there for you...
Releasing his embrace and stretching the embrace to go far. "I love you" he said without a voice.
...🎶🎼🎹...
...I don't hate you...
...I hope you do too...
...Don't want you to be far away...
...But fate wants us to separate...
With heavy but strong strides Fathia dragged the black suitcase away leaving Aka and all their happy memories. Heavy rain welcomed Fathia's move to leave the house that had given her a happy household with Aka.
Goodbye love, goodbye dear and goodbye memories. Remember our memories and hopefully it will awaken you to the presence of my love. If that time comes then miss and convey it to the starry night sky. Ask him to tell me that you love me too.
...🎶🎹🎼...
...Take my hand, baby...
...Close to me hugged myself...
...Kiss my forehead for the last one...
...I'll disappear away from you...
...Not even a single hair was visible...
...But where will you get hurt...
...Find me, I'm there for you...
...Take my hand, baby...
...Close to me hugged myself...
...Kiss my forehead for the last one...
...I'll disappear away from you...
...Not even a single hair was visible...
...But where will you get hurt...
...Find me, I'm there for you...
...But where will you get hurt...
...Find me, I'm there for you...
...🥀🥀🥀 Lyodra - Last message 🥀🥀🥀...
