Dusk And Suffering

97. Fill the Heart of Dusk

Leo immediately rose from half his stomach. They both look wrong. Not long after heard the steps of his two children who entered the room.

"Where is Leo going? I'm the same Alan Kangen knows. That's why he's like he's running out of breath?" alana asked confused.

"Why did you finish?" added Alan.

Pestilent.

That word first appeared in Leo's heart. A small mistake that had a big impact, forgetting to close the door of the Dusk room was the dumbest mistake in the history of Leo's life.

"Huh? Em is indeed Om ran out. Om just got here. From the terrace to the second floor Om run, so ngosan."

"Why then?" Alan has not yet received an answer. He will never leave while what he asks is unanswered.

"Bersihin this there's a little dirt in your eyes. That's it."

Alana looked at Leo closely, she did not say, just kept quiet. But the eyes he threw seemed to intimidate him.

"Om lying."

"No. Why should I lie? Just ask Mama." Leo was getting nervous.

His smooth forehead began to be decorated with a speck of sweat that suddenly appeared. Plus the views of his two children who are still centered on him.

"Why do you see Om like that? Change clothes there."

"No, it's a lie" Alana said. "Say Mama if you want to see that person honestly is not the same as us, we only need to look at him after he said something. If he gets nervous and goes back to saying something first then that means he's lying and that's now happening to Om Leo."

"Ah, you guys, not all that. Don't hear everything Mama says. Not everything Mama heard was right, was it?"

"But suddenly sweating after answering is the hallmark of someone when lying," said Alan who increasingly cornered Leo.

Dusk only pretended to be stupid by glancing in the direction. He let Leo struggle alone to answer the questions of his two children, the frustration that has not ended coupled with the tiring but delicious activities that make Dusk need to teach the man a lesson.

"His kids is a mama who's a pinter, let's change clothes first, yuk. I'm gonna help you."

Alan and Alana looked at each other for a moment then a second later they compactly shook their heads. They covered away with questions still hanging in the head.

"What do you think Leo said about Mama? The time to clean the eyes that have the belek is that close? Where I saw there was no lipstick around Om Leo's mouth" whispered Alana as she continued to walk out of the room.

They decided to walk faster after a short chat that made their way slow like snails.

A sigh of relief was heard in Leo's mouth when their bodies were no longer visible in the room. Closing his eyes for a moment then turning to the woman clenching her mouth held back a laugh.

"Laughter when you laugh" said Leo cynically.

"Him own playing nyosor, like not having the sin of his life. Have disappeared a month after meeting for more."

"But you're happy, right? Don't lie, your face is red like a tomato."

"Your lips are red too."

Hearing the twilight speech makes Leo reflex to touch his lips. He saw the woman's lips were slightly red because of the lipstick. He stood up and walked to the dresser not far from the bed.

"Why do you have the pain of wearing all lipstick?" leo protested as soon as he saw the Dusk lipstick live in his mouth.

"Let's not look very pale. The lipsticks are thin, which stick there is also bit. What's wrong, aren't you, why be wrong with me? No one asked you to make it indecent like that."

"But, did you bales, it means you also dong, you also enjoy what I give."

Dusk cast a face for a moment. Leo who cleaned his mouth while glancing at the woman seemed to smile triumphant over the debate. It's okay he looks defeated in front of his children, but the important thing is to beat Dusk is a big victory for him.

Leo returned to take his body to the bed that belonged to Dusk. Back to sitting there. Dusk tried to sit down as soon as the man was back nearby. The body that was so weak suddenly had energy after a slightly hot scene burned his adrenaline.

Dusk stared at the strange Leo who was also staring at him intensely. The look that the man threw out looked different than usual. Whether what makes it different, Dusk does not know for sure the cause.

"So I want to talk seriously." Leo's speech certainly makes anyone who hears it already dig dug ser. Dusk shifted his body a little so nervous.

"What?"

"When is our relationship unclear? We have something to tie, the child you raised is my son. I told you I love the same. I've also said that I don't care if you don't answer directly, I'm patiently waiting, but that doesn't mean you pull this out. You've been hanging my feelings for too long. Not that I'm impatient, but I also need clarity, Dusk. I also want to take care and watch our children grow. I want to give my love to them without pause. I also want the world to know that I'm his papa. I'm sad Twilight, when I have to go home from here I enjoy being alone again, whereas actually I have a child."

"Leo you know for yourself the state of my family, right? I didn't mean to hang your feelings. But you know my family isn't whole. I want to marry you too, but if one of my family is absent I don't want to, Leo. Until now Karang does not want, he is not willing to meet with me. The reef has changed for the better, much better, but my presence has not been accepted by him. Just be patient until I get her heart. I want our wedding day to be complete. There's Dad, there's Mom, there's Dad's family. I was just waiting for that moment to arrive, the moment where Karang knew me as his brother. Not as the woman he considers Big Brother."

Pouring out the contents of the heart that he had been saving himself made Dusk sliced sore. His eyes were dewy and were about to shed a clear liquid from both corners of his sense of sight.

It is not easy for Dusk to resist the same desires as Leo. The love that grows over time and also their togetherness that has been often intertwined makes Dusk slowly anchor his heart to the figure of Leo.