Dusk And Suffering

91. Changing Intention

Twilight still ruffled his waist, he was annoyed that Leo let his two children quarrel and he was even comfortable sitting on a tree with a mango in his hand.

"What's wrong? There is still one mango left. You split two, yeah. Later if you buy less, Om who buy a lot," Leo said to the two while thrusting one mango at the twins.

"It's not mangoes, Leo. Why do you let the kids fight to the beat?"

"Where do you know that they beat me up, will follow your way. If they fight in the wild while if there is a new cry is tranquilized, continue to find a way out of the problem. It's over, how do I know there's a fight."

Leo then squatted in front of them.

"Why did you hit? There is a wound, right? Where's the wound?" Leo turned his hands. They do not usually fight until the fight.

"There's no Om."

"Yes apologized to each other, this time there was no rejection. It doesn't matter who's wrong, who starts. Everyone has to apologize, no one has to teach violence. Because of you Om got scolded by Mama."

Alana put her lips together. Although he was forced to extend his hand to apologize first.

"Yes, eat! You guys get in." Like a child in general, they will obey if given something. They immediately ran into the house as soon as the mango in Alana's hand.

Corals glanced in all directions, he was a little awkward in this kind of position. Guilt is also increasingly spread in his body when he knows Dusk looks upset.

Coral just realized one thing, the face will and Alana who like a copy of Leo's face make the list of questions in the head Coral increased.

"Sorry, Ma'am. This is open one Bang Leo only. I was wrong too. I shouldn't want to go up on the tree. Talk there too."

Bang's? Wow, Leo is fast too.

"Yes, it's okay. Actually, I have no intention of blaming anyone. Just a little upset. You want to go home now?"

"Going home? Now only, Ma'am. I think I've had enough here. I was just waiting for Madam Dusk to finish taking a shower."

"Yes, you can play here whenever you want. Let's get the driver, yeah. Sorry I can't deliver. There's little need."

"I came home by myself to take a taxi online is okay, Ma'am."

" No! Same driver, I got something on him."

Coral just nodded resignedly, then walked into the house to say goodbye to Manda and the twins. A few hours meant something to him. The eyes of the heart that had been closed tightly, finally there was now a speck of gap that he opened.

"Don't till you're like me. Growing into a person who also has no compassion for others. You will regret it later. Don't be someone else to watch. If you just be yourself, everyone around you will love you for who you are. Do not because you have never seen a form of love, you become living without love. You know what it feels like to be unnoticed and loved by someone, so don't give that feeling to someone else either. If you know the pain, the people around you should not feel what you feel."

"Just give without being given?"

"Not those who give us, but God. Love is not only from humans, from God is much more important, later others will follow. You know, before I knew Dusk, I was a really stiff person. Not being able to enjoy life, I was so proud that God revoked the pleasure of seeing for up to a year. When I was at that point, I realized, they were all there when I was perfect, not when I needed eyes. From there I understood that I was misapplying my life. They only care because they are afraid of me. Even the people I loved all day, I chose to leave. So don't let you ruin yourself."

Coral thought, what Leo said has a point. Why should he vent his thirst for affection by not believing in love with his life? He could not get love from his parents, but he got love from his friends.

From Leo's story, he can open his mind a little. The wrong mindset will also have a big impact. Leo's story is worse than his. He still enjoys his childhood and adolescence with his peers. While Leo, from a young age he was no longer able to get along with anyone. He had to learn to work every time he came home from school, he was taught to work hard from an early age by his uncle. That's why Leo becomes rigid and cruel as an adult. That trait is formed from his self-acceptance due to the supposed loss of childhood.

"Stop, Sir. We've arrived. Would you like to stop by?" tawar Karang so up to home.

"Thank you, Den. I'll just go home."

"All right, I'm the one who thanks you. Greetings to Mother and Family." The coral got out of the car and entered the yard of his house as soon as the car breezed away.

As usual, the coral will enter the house without hoping for a greeting from anyone. He walked to the room to change clothes. But his steps stopped because his mother called him.

"Where have you been? Why don't you go home? Why is this your face?" Clara pretends to know nothing.

"It's okay. Just a little accident, I slept at a friend's house. Sorry if I didn't get to tell you. I'm going to the room first, I'm going to change clothes."

"Yes, put on your best shirt. Papa take us to lunch outside."

"In what order?"

"Nothing. This, sunday. Time for family."

"Well, did you realize you had a family?"

"Now, you don't. Don't make Papa go wrong. You don't get our attention, you protest, once we start changing for you, you don't respect our intentions."

I must follow Bang Leo said. I don't want to feel what Bang Leo is feeling. I am sorry and have lost everything.

"Yes. I want to."