Dusk And Suffering

Dusk And Suffering
76. Dusk is Human



Dusk looks strong in front of his father and also his stepmother. However, Dusk is just an ordinary human who has a weak point. Once in the car, the woman cried, shedding all the tears she had been holding. Drowning his head in the steering wheel was the right choice for him.


To be honest Dusk was tired, he was tired of having to be so strong-witted in front of everyone. Putting on a happy and fine face as if he had no burden in mind. He is happy with his life now, but his status as a dark child remains a burden for him.


Dusk wants to be like a family or other human being, who despite having siblings, or step parents, they can know or even close. But in fact it was not as easy as he thought, the difficulties of his life apparently did not disappear along with his long-ago suffering.


"O Lord, am I selfish and ignorant if you would like this request of mine to be granted? I just want to be with Dad, I want to enjoy his love and affection. But here another I also felt the destruction in his wife's heart." The Dusk's shoulders were getting vibrating violently. The issue he hid was so stifling to the chest. It's not wrong, some people say one of the most painful things is to cry in silence.


Tok tok tok tok


"Senja, are you still inside? You okay?" akmal's voice called out to his son. His wife was standing next to him with a face that was hard to describe. There was no expression of anger, sadness, gloom, his expression was more ordinary.


Dusk hurriedly wiped his tears and set his breath before opening the car door. He didn't want anyone to know that he was crying.


"Yes my father's inside. What's up?" tanya Dusk faced the couple with a mask of happiness.


"You're crying?"


"No, this was just a gatel, and I kept rubbing it red. Daddy's with Auntie coming home?"


Although Clara was still reluctant to talk to him, Dusk still tried to assume the woman existed and tried to be nice to her. Because she knew Clara was actually a good person, it was just that her heart was still injured.


"Yes, I'm going to take Aunt Clara home first. You went straight to work? It's almost too late, why don't you go back and forth?"


"This is what I was trying to get back to, too, but there was a phone call so I got the call first. I went straight back, yeah. Same dad Tanye be careful. And, yes I send greetings to my sister, um what's her name?"


"Coral. He came a few days ago too...."


"Pa, let's go home."


I don't know what made Clara interrupt her husband's words. Whether he is getting hot, he who does not want to talk too long with Dusk or he does not want Akmal to tell his life Coral, I don't know.


"Yes, I went home first, yeah. Later I will send your greetings to the Coral. Be careful on the road."


Poor Aunt Clara, years of living with Dad but I thought of something else.


Dusk then re-enters the car as Akmal and Clara leave the restaurant parking lot. The woman drove the car quickly because the time was so tight with working hours. Time is cruel to Dusk. He continued to walk non-stop, not giving him a chance to linger more with the people he loved.


In the middle of the journey, the phone in the bag mendayu-dayu want to be achieved. Dusk did not receive the call as it was still on the road. However, because his phone did not stop ringing so many times that he was forced to move his hand to pick up the phone.


"Oh my God, I hit people's cars. Because of this fucking call I don't see a red light on." Dusk muttered as he again ignored his phone that was still ringing and put it in a bag.


When Dusk got out of the car, at that time also the owner of the car he hit approached him. Both of them seemed equally surprised because they were reunited the third time in an unpleasant atmosphere.


"If you can't bring a car with a driver," said Karang who was angry because his car was hit from behind.


"I don't know why God always brings us together in such a bad mood, but I really didn't, I'm sorry. I'll take responsibility, you can bring your car service, I'll take the cost."


"You insulted me? For car service, there is no need to ask for your money. I can do it myself."


"Yes I know, I understand, but I'm still guilty. The only way I can account for my mistake is to fix your car back, right? I know you can fix your own car, even you can buy another one if you want. I know that, but this is my responsibility. Let's go to your garage."


"No need."


"If you don't hold me accountable, why did you get off the car? You shouldn't have stayed in the car and didn't have to come down to me." Dusk who tried to account for his actions, but was not harried and felt the young man in front of him invited him to argue, making himself upset himself.


"Yes want to tell you, if again on the road is focused, his focus is on the road. Don't keep the secret here but the eyes wander everywhere."


"Alright, advice is welcome. Then let's continue our journey."


"Who told you? Didn't you just say you wanted to account for your mistakes?"


"Not that I also offered that you would pay for your car service, but you refused and took responsibility what you asked for."


"Take me to the office!" buy over


Without approval from Dusk, Karang circled his car and sat in the rear passenger seat. He dropped his ass there quietly and casually.


"Down you! I don't want to take you to the office, I also have to go back to the office, I also have a job. I hit you because I was in a hurry, too." Dusk immediately raised his protest as soon as he got into the car.


"One of the forms of responsibility of a person for his mistakes is to obey the will of his victims, going forward now the light is green."


Sure enough, a second after Karang said that, many honks from behind they look impatient waiting for the Dusk car to go.


"Well, what did I say? Let's walk!"


With a very forced dusk drive his car. Sometimes he looked at the rearview mirror in the car. Seeing the smiling face of the coral win over his battle this time made him even more upset.