Dusk And Suffering

7. Dreams Repeatedly

Relax, Dusk is very quiet here. In a beautiful flower garden. The combination of colorful flowers, green leaves and shady trees really spoil his eyes.

Dusk walk on the path to the right left of the beautiful flowers are rubbing against the wind. He picked a red flower. Smelling the fragrant flower, inhaling it deeply, letting the fragrance of the flower enter and spread filled his pulmonary cavity.

"Alley!" call a man whose face is not clearly visible.

Dusk turned his head, narrowing his eyes to see who was calling him. Paying close attention, several times rubbed his eyes in order to see clearly see the face of the owner of the voice that called out to him. But what power, as much as Dusk tried that much he also failed.

"Save always that book, yeah. Take it wherever you go. Take care and take good care, don't disappear or I won't be able to find you" the man shouted.

"Actually who are you? Know my name from where? And, hey wait, don't go!" Dusk tried to chase after the white-clothed man. The more Dusk chased the further away the man. Though the man walked and he ran, but why the distance between them instead of decreasing even more noticeably increased.

"Hey, wait! Don't go!"

"Senja, Dusk you why else? Wake up, wake up!" Bu Patmi patted slowly the twilight cheeks that were soaked in sweat. His hands were still clutched tightly to the book he had read repeatedly.

Dusk opened his eyes quickly and breathed heavily. His eyes stared at the surroundings that were still in his Grandma's room. His hands were moved to wipe the sweat that made his face wet.

"Drink, drink first" Mrs Patmi gave a white glass with hands that were no longer as strong as they used to be.

"You're that man's dream again?" tanya Bu Patmi stroked the Grandchild's shoulder.

"Yes, Grandma. And always the same, he always told me that I should take good care of this book so that I could meet him later. Every time I go after him, he's gone. I cape, Grandma I've had ten years of that dream almost every day. Ever since this book I brought her, she's always been present in dreams. Is that Dad, Grandma? I don't know why I'm sure it's Dad. Unfortunately I can't see his face." Dusk is a dream that is hundreds of times present, but does not give any bright spot.

Time is so evil, it just passes by endlessly, without giving even a little chance to enjoy the twilight longer childhood.

"Since you brought this book you've always had nightmares. What is the actual content of this book?" ask Mrs Patmi curious.

"Grandma, I don't have nightmares. It's just mysterious to me. Did you ever read this book?" The twilight asked in wonder.

"How can Grandma read, the writing is small, not to read the same Grandma."

Dusk chuckled, "This book, it's been around since I was a kid."

"Where is the time to read that, if your mother often scolded you and did violence to you. If Grandma reads that, Grandma will ignore you. The book as thick as it was told to read," grumbled Bu Patmi while returning to lay down her older self.

"This book is exactly like my story, Grandma. The title is my name, When Dusk Greet." Dusk read the title of the book with a long look at the book in his hand. "Books that teach one's love to others without limits and conditions. Just as Dusk is affectionate and love equals Mother unconditionally, without limits and without recompense. But even so, his love will be carried to the grave. Anyway sad, Grandma this book, but happy ending. Dusk hoped that even though Dusk lived many tears and suffering, the end of Dusk life was also happy," please Dusk at the end of the sentence.

"For sure, every story in life is bound to have tears and laughter, colors are black and white. So does life, everything that happens whether we have the teaching, there is wisdom we can take. We can understand that wisdom or not. Do you like the book?"

"Like, this must be Dad's book. In any store, this book does not exist. This book must be one, and only Dusk has it. This book is for twilight. I also have information if there is no writer who uses the pen name of love worshipers. Then did Mom say that Dad was evil and ruined his future? In this book tells a lot of love, a lot of affection, but why do you do the opposite? Leaving Mom and me. As of... Ah, Grandma always does, always leaving me to sleep when I talk a lot." Dusk took a deep breath and re-energized himself when he saw the clock on his phone still showing the number two in the morning.

Trying to go back to sleep but it was very difficult, many times closed the eyes but ended by re-opening the eyes. The girl who grew up was twirling her body looking for a comfortable position to sleep, but which she could only get tired from repeatedly changing her body position.

"Dad, why did you just leave the address. Why don't you leave your picture and your name? Why are you present in mimpiki but not showing your face? Look it! I I've done what you told me to do by keeping and caring for this book, but you didn't show up to see me. Just watch out, I'll scold you if I meet you. I'm gonna be pissed, 'cause you left me and Mom. I'm going to hit you because you've made my mother suffer because of holding back on missing you." Dusk dripped tears that suddenly filled the eyes.

Dusk tired with the increasingly longer conditions squeezed him and made him tight. Until now he did not know the cause of his father just leave. He didn't know why his mother hated him and his father so much. He had to wait a while longer for his twenty-year birthday. All will be answered by that day, the day on which he was born and pick up what is suffering.