Dusk And Suffering

82. Warm Chat

"I believe."

There was no reason for Dusk not to believe in the man in front of him. All the treatment and changes that the last few months, is enough for Leo to get the trust of Dusk.

The beauty of those eyes, the eyes that were fixedly and deeply staring at him successfully made Dusk tremble. The eyes were much different from when they were still a roof.

"Thank God then. I'm glad I got something valuable from you."

"You want to take our kids?" I don't know what made Dusk ask that. He believes in Leo's change, but his fear is still haunting.

Leo laughed, "Yes not. I won't take them, I'll come to you."

"meaning?"

"Later you'll know what I mean. I was actually a little suspicious when I first met them. A face similar to mine, Alan's behavior that makes me remember the past. It's kind of like Alan's behavior to me, yeah. You feel lost anyway, when I really disappeared a few years ago. Once I can see, we'll never see each other, yeah."

"Why also do I feel lost, no one," led by Dusk without guilt and sin.

"But I'm sure you'll always remember me, you won't be able to slap it."

"How can you not remember that every day the face I see is like you."

"In addition, this bracelet must also always remind me, right? Too many memories I carved turned out to be." Leo chuckled amusedly.

"You're sorry about me?"

"If you have no reason not to believe me, I have no reason not to forgive you. I was disappointed, but I wasn't angry. There is a reason for every action of a person. I'm not justifying your actions, but I realize you are so because of me. You allowed me to come here only I'm happy. You allowed me to meet them I'm grateful. Don't talk about it and think about it anymore. Everything is open, we just go. You ever introduce papa with them? I noticed they never mentioned papa when they met me. What they're talking about is always mom and oma."

A little twilight lowered his head. He was silent for a moment to string the word to be the right sentence as an answer. The answer is not painful.

"I never told you about you. They ask papa many times where, his friends have papa why they don't, they want to see papa." Dusk replied with a trembling mouth holding back the sobbing. As much as possible he tried not to cry in front of Leo.

"But I always answer 'Mama will meet your father someday' I always explain to them that you are gone. Every time they ask me about you, my face looks sad and moody. And since then they never asked about you again. Because they assume that asking about you will only bring sadness to his mother. I'm not really sad, but I get mixed up every time they ask you. Between feelings of guilt, resentment, annoyance, everything becomes one."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I also cut a wound in your heart. Sorry, yes. Don't cry. I promise you the pain I once loved, I will never repeat it again" said Leo wiping his wet twilight cheeks. "Udah malem, I'm home, yeah. I'll come here tomorrow night. Don't go anywhere, don't let the kids go if I haven't come. You also do not walk much, let it heal quickly. Let Sunday go together. Don't tell me I'm their papa."

"Why?"

"Let me get them first, let me tell you. You don't mind, do you?"

"No. If I object, it means I'm selfish."

The twilight still he was sculpting, he was astonished by the treatment he had just received. The ones that were shuffled by hair, but the ones that were a mess of heart, were at least words that were fitting for Dusk at the moment without him noticing.

The twilight hand felt his chest. He heard the same heartbeat as Leo's one a few hours ago. Heart rate as he was in the man's arms.

"God, I don't think I'm feeling well. I'd better get some sleep now."

***

"Where are you going to the reef?"

Akmal who was in the living room together with his wife saw the Coral that was dressed neatly as if he was about to leave.

"Walking for a second. I haven't hung out in months, so hanging out can't."

"It's not okay, but now you're the company's leader. You have to keep your own good name and reputation."

"I don't want to be a leader if I have to bother like this. Hanging out won't make my name ugly. Just doang ngopi doang sama temen, is an owner of the company should not coffee? It's so hard on his life."

"Not so, it does not pantes if a businessman is hanging out is not clear."

"It's only natural that I'm still a hobby of hanging out. I was in college twenty-two years old, still young. The age of so much fun to gather the same cement, not like me who is struggling with the file. I'd like to refresh my brain, too, Pa."

"Who says that age is so much fun to gather with his friends? Many people out there who at that age have lived a heavy burden of life. You're just saddled with the company's been moaning all the time."

"Hard I moaned, I was forced to be with Papa. My life doesn't go my way."

Akmal immediately stood up, actually he was tired of fighting constantly with his son. But if the Coral is not given firmness, then it will not have a bright future. Akmal does not want if the future of his son is not clear.

"Now, Papa like this is also for your future. What do you want to be if you just follow your wishes? Yes, if your wishes are good and clear. This is your wish to go over. Looks like Papa really has to bring you together with your brother, so you can learn a lot from him."

Clara had been silent for a moment standing up to her husband. Just this afternoon the couple agreed not to discuss Dusk first in front of the Coral. Akmal intends to bring them together.

"Pa, what the fuck are you, anyway?" clara protests.

"Oh so all this time Papa compared me to the life of other Papa children? An obscure child is just proud."

Plaque!