Dusk And Suffering

34. Branching Mind

Three days passed.

The same day that Akmal was shot. An atmosphere of grief also enveloped Aldi. The mother who came home suddenly without complaint made her two children feel shocked and lost of course.

"I'm completely alone, sister," said Manda sitting on the living room couch after the funeral.

"There is still, Brother. Yes, I am calm. You remember Mom's message. Try to be at peace with the past, starting from forgiving yourself. After that, the people around you. Go into that room! I go home first, you rest in the room, and think about what I said. You only have me now, if not by whom would I go?"

Manda just silently looked at the back of the Big Brother who was slowly lost swallowed by the visibility. The brother's last sentence made him think hard and his memory inevitably returned to the past. The time where the attention and affection of his only sibling was so great.

Manda never lacked affection despite his life from childhood there is no figure of a father who accompanies every development. The affection of his Mother and Sister is enough to make Manda a cheerful and kind girl. However, all of his nature was lost along with the removal of the crown that he was hard-earned to keep.

The woman got up from her seat and walked into the room. He sat himself on the edge of the bed. Dreaming and thinking about his fate ahead. He only had one brother, what if his brother left him first.

"No-no. Can't, come on Manda don't think no."

Manda laid her body on the bed. Trying to sleep when the sun is the spirit stung the earth. The pain and pain in his back is still there and comes suddenly, the more here, the intensity of the pain just often comes.

It did not take long for the woman to have intercourse with the dreamland, the tired feeling of crying made her fall asleep faster.

***

Dusk sat in the garden behind the house that he had occupied for the last few days. He was sitting quietly enjoying the heat of the day so hot, but the breeze that flew through his hair felt so soothing.

She misses her mother and grandmother. How are they doing? Did they know that he was locked in such a luxurious house? Considering his mother makes Dusk feel himself no less dirty. Now he understands why his mother hates him so much, having a relationship without a marriage is despicable. Even though they both get coercion, still two women's children and Mother feel very humiliated.

Dusk began to think what if there would be a life growing in his womb? What's he supposed to do? If that happens, he and his son will be separated, because Leo just wants his son.

In another thought suddenly Dusk remembered his father. Why have it been so many days since the shooting that his father no longer came to his rescue? Dusk Head suddenly dizzy from thinking about many things. Her father, her mother, her grandmother not to mention her lover who would either survive with her or not.

The great hope of Dusk to be free from this poisonous palace, he had to finish things. One of them is about his father. The father who left her with her mother for decades. Why did it just appear now and when he was in the confinement of a cruel man.

"Senja, we're going to the hospital now!" let Leo stand not far from the seat of Dusk, put both hands in the pocket of his pants. Adding an authoritative and handsome impression, but unfortunately not with his behavior.

"For what? We want to look at Dad?" Somehow Dusk raised such a question, even though at the time of the shooting, Leo had clearly hinted that he could not meet Akmal.

"Yes you're no longer in the hospital. Why are you still thinking about him? Maybe he's down now because the media is reporting on his past. Your father was known to many. Success at a young age with the results of his own efforts makes people interested to know him more deeply. He was a motivator, once a guest star at a major event. You don't know, do you? Too bad. Don't think about your father anymore, let him be happy with his son and wife. Don't ruin their happiness. Find your own happiness and you can start from now."

Leo laughed softly, "Where is it possible? You won't let me go until you give me a child. That's why we're going to the hospital now, we're going to program the twins" Leo whispered in his twilight ear as he said the last sentence.

Leo looked at the face of Dusk up close. And he felt his heart suddenly shaken not knowing what the cause.

***

"Eh his father the Coral of the time ever merkosa women continue to be left behind to escape."

"Yes, I also heard the news on TV. My father who knows Karang so does not want to be friends with him anymore."

Since arriving at the school yard earlier, Karang's ears were unceasingly hearing the babbling of his friends. Ears and eyes until heated up because since then no pause to hear the words that hurt.

Corals can't stand the scorn that he gets worse when he gets to class. Without any more ba bi bu, the teenager returned to the outside of the classroom at a rapid pace. For the first time, Karang skipped school.

The coral continued to walk out of the school without a hitch. He no longer cared about the look of wonder and dislike of any students who passed him.

I don't know where the Coral is going, which is clear he continues to step along the legs that are getting away from school. He's not afraid of being rude, or maybe he didn't have time to think about it. With anger and resentment at the top of his head, he wiped away the rough cheeks that had just been touched by his own tears.

His feet occasionally kicked the pebbles that blocked his path. To vent all the frustration that exists. Until he realized one thing. He walked too far, he didn't even know where he was now.

"Ah, let. After all, I walked straight, not turning. Must know the way back to school. Soon after the hour I returned home I went back there," muttered Karang looked around to find a drink seller.

His eyes fell on the cup. Her dry throat had been struggling to get liquid immediately. He was in a hurry to cross the street.

"Yetoo." He almost got hit by a car. Fortunately the Coral reflex and the rider are good enough to not harm both.

"You're all right? Is there a wound?"

"Nothing, Brother. Sorry I was in a hurry because I was thirsty. I'm sorry."

"Yes, it's okay. I'll help you cross that, yeah."

Corals peeling. In his heart he thought like he had seen this woman but where?