Assalamu'Alaikum Love

Seduce God

...💝Yes Allah, do not let me live alone, and You are the best heir.” (QS. Al-Anbiya’ [21]: 89)💝...

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Silent night, accompanied by heavy rain and air that feels so cool.

There's a long prayer rug stretched out. Love with earnestness his heart was fulfilling his Qiyamul lail.

After the tahajud prayer, Cinta continued the Istikharah prayer.

If previously Love istikharah to strengthen his heart will be proposing Zayn, now Love asks God's instructions to strengthen the choice of his heart, marry Zayn or achieve his dream to join AIIBS.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّى أَسْتَخِيرُكَ بِعِلْمِك وَأَسْتَقْدِرُكَ بِقُدْرَتِكَ ، وَأَسْأَلُكَ مِنْ فَضْلِكَ الْعَظِيمِ ، فَإِنَّكَ تَقْدِرُ وَلاَ أَقْدِرُ وَتَعْلَمُ وَلاَ أَعْلَمُ وَأَنْتَ عَلاَّمُ الْغُيُوبِ ، اللَّهُمَّ إِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا الأَمْرَ*) خَيْرٌ لِى فِى عَاجِلِ أَمْرِى وَآجِلِهِ فَاقْدُرْهُ لِى وَيَسِّرْهُ لِى ثُمَّ بَارِكْ لِى فِيهِ ، وَإِنْ كُنْتَ تَعْلَمُ أَنَّ هَذَا الأَمْرَ *)شَرٌّ لِى فِى عَاجِلِ أَمْرِى وَآجِلِهِ فَاصْرِفْهُ عَنِّى وَاصْرِفْنِى عَنْهُ ، وَاقْدُرْ لِى الْخَيْرَ حَيْثُ كَانَ ثُمَّ أَرْضِنِى

“Yes Allah, I ask You for guidance of goodness with Your knowledge. I ask for strength with Your strength. O God, if You know that this matter is good for me in the near future or in the future, make it for me and make it easy for me and bless me in this matter." Prayer of Love in the heart.

"But if You know that this matter is bad for me, in the near future or in the future, keep me away from it and keep it away from me. Set for me goodness wherever it is and delight me with goodness”. Continue the prayer of Love in the heart after completing the prayer istikharahnya.

After closing with prayer witir and tidying his face. A love that cannot close its eyes, trying for a moment to sit on the edge of the window of his room.

Love opened a little window of the room to ascertain how heavy the rain was falling.

Splaassh....

The cool air and the wind swept over the face of Love, so delicious it felt to get a soft caress from the air that night.

The rain looks still heavy outside so it makes a little noise.

Love enjoyed the rain and the air that night.

“Yes Allah, then which Thy favor can I deny, indeed even the rain that falls is of Thy will.” Saying Love while enjoying a gust of rain dew soaked her cheeks.

"O Allah, may this rain that You send down make abnayk manfast for us all Your creatures that are on Your earth, O Allah" the prayer of Love in silence while enjoying the swift rain.

Suddenly Love remembered Zayn.

“Zayn, what are you doing right now, are you enjoying the rain tonight?” ask for love in your heart.

Love never thought in the end his heart melted in the struggle Zayn to take his heart.

Love never thought that in the end he accepted Zayn's proposal, but deep down in his heart was the name of Ammar who had long been imprinted in his heart.

“Bang Ammar...." Love calls it in the heart.

"I think after he comes back, he'll propose to me right away, but to this day I still always made him confused by the attitude he showed me” muttered Love heart while standing enjoying the rain from behind the window of his room.

“Bismillah..I leave everything to You O God, I am sure of the choice of my heart that You have set for me” said Love in heart.

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At Zayn's residence, in Zayn's soundproofed room.

Same thing with Love, now Zayn is also struggling and seducing God on his long prayer mat.

“Yaa Allah... Guide me to always remember You and love You so that You also give Your love to me” Zayn prayer after working on Qiyamullail and his istikharah of love.

“ O Allah.. I surrender to You, let time play its part, me and Love will be what it will be, how close, how far, and how in the future. For now I can only pray that You give the best guidance for me and also he” again Zayn prayer with his own voice.

“Yaa Allah, I am so grateful for Your grace that has moved the heart of Love to accept the proposal of the servant. If he chooses with me, I will fight for this love in prayer to You” Now Zayn's eyes begin to glaze over his prayer.

“Love... Behind His destiny, I await you in Faith, behind His secrets I seek self-improvement, and behind Rahman and his spirit I missed in prayer” now Zayn prayed in his heart because his lips felt unable to speak spoken again.

Zayn closed his eyes as his eyes had already condensed.

“I know God all this time my way was wrong, but now I realize loving him in silence and prayer is a way of asking for his love for You better” Zayn maish continues to raise his hand with his eyes closed.

“Yeah of God, I am sure my prayers You heard because You are All-Hearer of these prayers and my hope of love. Yet. I'm also sure You Know what's best for me, even if it means not being with him” now Zayn's tears can't be contained anymore to give birth to a river in Zayn's cheeks.

“Yes Allah... Give your guidance to him, lay down his heart for his choice, and let him not be disappointed what is sad, please please him with his choice and please open my heart to whatever will be his decision” Prayer Zayn solemnly.

The tears Zayn shed soaked the prayer mats that bore witness to Zayn's outpouring of hearts to the Khalik the Owner of Life and Owner of the Heart of His servants.

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The morning was now approaching, with a heart pounding Love tried to open her email to check the results of her interview test hearing the other day.

"O Allah, I am so pleased, Brother, whatever the result I believe all are beautiful plans of You, O Allah" Cimta said.

"The spirit of the Deck, Brother is also this deg-deg-an. Hope you pass the Deck" said Umm Hilma.

"Aamiin" answered honestly Love.

"Ada?" ask Umma Zilvia.

Love shook his head.

""Maybe it hasn't been aired on Dek" said Ummi Tuti.

"Yes, maybe" said Love.

Love who was ready to go to work, finally chose to immediately leave for PAUD where he taught this morning.

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