Assalamu'Alaikum Love

I'm Titip Love Only On You

Love wanders far away, busy with its own thoughts.

“Love... Love...” call Ammar.

“Iya” replied Love is shocked.

“You daydream” ask Ammar.

“No, I was just thinking of something” replied Nervous love.

“You do not need to answer it now, maybe you are still surprised to find all this, Brother will wait for your answer, Brother hope before the fitri day later you have given your answer to Brother, because Abang will prepare everything” said Ammar.

Love was speechless again, her mouth locked. If in the past the proposal Ammar very Cinta hope without hesitation will immediately accept it, but this time there is something that stuck in his heart.

“Oiya, there is one more thing you want to tell me for you to know, actually Brother...” Ammar's words stopped.

Suddenly Love's cell phone rang making Ammar stop continuing his speech.

“Sorry Bang, I picked up the phone first” said Love.

Ammar nodded his head.

Love also picked up the phone call, it turns out that Azizah who called reported that Umma Salamah suddenly fainted and is now being taken to Tamara Hospital. The panic-stricken face of love was captured by Ammar.

“What's up?” ask Ammar.

“Bang, sorry it looks like I have to go now” replied Love.

“Why, what is it?” ask Ammar to panic.

“Umma, Umma passed out and was taken to the hospital, I want to go to Bang” hospital said Cinta.

“Then let Abang antar” bargain Ammar then stand from his seat.

“No need to Bang, Bang Ilham and Azizah have been waiting in front. I go first Bang, please tell the other colleagues I go home first Bang. Assalamu’alaikum” pamit Cinta.

“wa’alaikumussalam warohamtulli wabarokatuh” replied Ammar.

Love hastened to leave Ammar alone.

***

Three days after Ammar's application to Cinta, it means exactly one week also the application of Zayn and Ilham.

Both Cinta, Zayn, Ilham and Ammar, each of them perform Istikharah prayers to strengthen their hearts.

Seyogya istikharah not only to determine the choice between two or more choices, but basically istikharah done to strengthen the heart for the choices that have been set.

Yesterday afternoon Buya should have given the answer to Cinta to Ilham and Zayn, but because of the condition of Umma Salamah who just came out of the hospital, until their plans are delayed and Buya also set right on Eid al-Fitr Day, the three of them will be reunited.

Tonight is a night of prayer, where tomorrow all the Muslims of the world will celebrate the Eid al-Fitr Day 1 Shawwal 1443 H. Although there is sadness because they will part with the holy month of Ramadan, but all still rejoice and rejoice in welcoming the day of fitri, and tucked into prayer that next year they will be reunited with the month of Ramadan.

Buya Mahfud has made an appointment on a fitri day tomorrow, after eid prayer, Buya will return to sit Zayn, Ilham and Love. Buya hope Love has fixed her choice.

That night, all rejoiced in saying takber and toyyibah sentences. The takbir parade also adorns the night of Palembang.

Zayn and Ilham accompanied his sisters at the parade that night, both so compact, there was not the slightest feeling between the two felt competing. Both are sure of any and whoever the choice of Love that means is indeed the soul mate that God is pleased for Love.

That night Ammar sent a message to Love.

“Love, Brother see you are also in the Great Mosque, did you see wrong?” ask Ammar.

“Iya Bang, I again accompany the children of aksih house dear here” replied Cinta.

“Can we meet for a minute?” ask Ammar.

“Sorry Bang can't seem because we've come home" Love replied.

“All right, it's okay, but on this night of Fitri and in this house of God, may you hear your answer?” ask Ammar.

Deg deg deg….

The heart of Love is beating.

Love who has thought of the answer also immediately answered Ammar's question through a short message.

This week Love considers a lot of men who will Love choose to be his companion.

When Love is on the verge of a worry between choosing Zayn or Ilham, suddenly Ammar comes with the same intention.

The real love is already steady with her choice suddenly gets a threat from mistress Aleta which makes her think once again to choose Zayn.

While Ilham, deep in the heart of Love is so comfortable in Inspiration, maybe Inspiration has indeed been sent by God to be his soul mate.

But accidentally when Cinta met with Mbak Lia when they break open together with mbak Lia, Bobi, Rian, Mia and Dira, Cinta found the fact that mbak mbak Mbak Lia had long liked Ilham, that night Love overhears a conversation between Lia and a woman who turns out to be the assistant of her Mami Lia.

Love did not expect it turns out that Lia was not a woman from the ordinary, mbak Lia deliberately worked as part of information at MLA because he wanted to know the figure of Ilham, hoping that Ilham would fall in love with him, so that he would not be happy with her, because just like Mbak Cinta, when the college days Love admires Ammar, then Lia who is one generation with Inspiration actually loves Inspiration in silence.

Love couldn't have chosen Zayn because he didn't want to destroy Zayn's relationship with his family. Love is also unable to choose Inspiration because it will hurt the heart mbak Lia.

That night, with a variety of considerations finally Love chose Ammar to be the choice of her heart mooring and maybe this is the path of Love to achieve her dreams.

AIIBS, Love did not expect there to be a second chance for him, according to Love maybe this is his opportunity and this opportunity must be grateful.

“InsyaAllah, I am willing to Bang” replied Love smiled even though in the bottom of his heart was still a little doubtful.

Ammar also sparkled happy eyes, Ammar sure love will certainly accept his proposal.

“Thank you, God willing soon I will come propose to your family. Thank you Cinta” replied Ammar.

Love just smiles thinly at the message.

“Yes, maybe this is good, Bismillah” said Love with teary eyes.

“Kak, Sis, see we are on youtube, Bang Ilham and Kak Ammar cool make the video yes Kak” said Anis who is always agile.

“Iya, nagis” reply Love.

Love did not expect Zayn and Ilham to be so compact, even though they bia said rivals to get the heart of Love.

“MasyaAllah... You guys are great, sholeh and good, may Allah give the best soul mate to you both” murmured heart of Love without until her tears fall.

As soon as Love erases it so that it is not seen by her sisters.

They are now on the bus to return home to Rumah Kasih.

“Kakak rarely open-open IG anyway, but try Kak see” Love also open its IG application.

Cinta saw many photos and videos of Ilham and Zayn edits posted on the account #RumahkuSyurgaku, the account belongs to Rumah Kasih.

I don't know if there's any wind, what's the curiosity in Love. Love tried to type the name Ammar in the search, appeared the account Named #AmmarAbdillah.

Love clicked on the account and was exposed to many photos and videos that had been uploaded by Ammar.

How shocked Love was when he saw a photo of Ammar with a woman whose face looked like a woman of Arab descent.

Love's heart was beating uncontrollably at the many photos of Ammar with the woman, especially the photo looks very intimate, they join hands and even embrace with laughter and a happy smile.

Love saw a photo where Ammar and the woman wore a white suit while showing a circular ring in both.

There are writings and commentaries stating a truth under the photo.

“Ammar 💖 Ruqayyah, Mecca, 20 02 2020”

“Barokallahulakuma Westaroka’alaikuma Wajama’abainakuma Fii Khoiir Ammar 💖Ruqayyah” one of the comments on the photo.

Falling in tears Love sees the reality that is in front of him.

“Astaghfirullahaladziim...” Love shuts her mouth so her tears don't break.

Love restrains her sister Anis sitting next to her unsuspecting, Love pretends to sleep by closing her eyes.

After arriving at the house of affection, Cinta immediately went to her favorite place if she was feeling sad, in a flower garden near Masjid Al-Furqon.

All the adult men and teenage children who live in the house of affection BER’tikaf inside the mosque, while the children are still busy playing fireworks while chanting takbir.

Love sat alone in the flower garden alone, her tears breaking between the sound of children and I looked at the takbir inside the mosque.

“Yaa Allah, I have to how else, why does everything feel so heavy. Why is it that when I have made my choice you always present new facts, I must how, astaghfirullahaladzim..” Say love with her cry.

“Wudhu, then salat” sounds a voice known to Love.

Love looked to the source of the voice that gave her advice just now.

“Zayn...” Love is shocked to see the presence of Zayn.

“Don't cry anymore, it's a happy night welcoming day nan Fitri. Remove your tears, wash your face, wudhu then pray so that your heart is calm” Zayn suggested while giving his handkerchief to Love.

Love took that handkerchief.

“I remember what Mama said back then, she said the first time she came to the house of affection. Mama met a beautiful girl crying in a flower garden chair while reading the Qur’an. After being asked by Mama ternayat the girl was complaining to Allah so that later she would be reunited with her biological parents, was the girl you?” ask Zayn.

Love nodded her head slowly.

“Alhamdulillah, it turns out you are the girl Mama always told me about. You know when I heard Mama's story I was very curious about the girl's figure, and when I saw you at home for the first time at the recitation to commemorate the passing of Mama and Papa, you know Love at that time I immediately fell in love with you” said Zayn.

“I can't express my feelings, and how good to express them correctly. I looked for it in cyberspace, and asked Diki a little, but maybe because I was stiff, still my way was monotonous and silly" Zayn said with a small laugh.

"You know, actually I was very embarrassed after doing it, but for some reason I rekindled the absurdity again until you finally realized my way was wrong and appropriate for a Muslim woman like you”, said Zayn.

“I finally told Bang Syaamil and Ustadz Ayubi, they gave me a lot of advice and a way to solidify themselves to get a good soul mate too, the advice they gave turned out to be powerful, he said, but unfortunately chaos comes again to test” explained Zayn.

“Love, tomorrow is the day you will give your answer to me and Inspiration. I hope you can find the right answer and not burden your heart. I will try sincerely with your choice, but if there is a chance for me, please do not hesitate to fight with me.” Zayn.

“Now go inside and rest” said Zayn.

“Why are you here?” ask Love.

“To be honest I was waiting for you, hoping that you would come to this security, because all I know is that if you are upset or sad you will usually come here, so I tried to wait for you and it turned out to be true, get off the bus you come directly here while crying also” said Zayn.

“When I came here there was no one here” said Love.

“Yes that's because I hid there when you headed here, if you see me here earlier you will be immediately embarrassed to be seen by me when crying, hhhehe” goda Zayn.

“You have indeed seen me and managed to make me ashamed” grumbled Love.

“Then forgive me” said Zayn.

“Now where are you going?” ask Love.

“I'tikaf inside the mosque, this is my first 1st Shawwal moment as a convert, this is, so I want to spend my time with the people of Sholeh here to get to know God more closely and all God is meridhoi every step of my life, said Zayn.

Heart of Love really feel calm when chatting with Zayn, somehow Zayn always managed to make Love calm with his sentences.

“Love, happy always” said Zayn.

“You too. Then I say back home, thank you for the advice and have reminded me. Assalamu’alaikum” Greetings Love.

“Wa’alaikumussalam warohamtulli wabarokatuh” replied Zayn.

For a moment before parting, Love stared deeply at Zayn's bead of eyes, as soon as the two met.

"Zayn, no matter how hard I avoid my heart still leads to you, no matter how hard I refuse and stay away from you, it is you who are always present when I fall and comfort me, forgive all my faults, forgive my doubts, I pray that happiness is always with you" a prayer of Love in heart for Zayn.

"Astaghfirullahaladziim." said the two when they realized that they were staring at each other with a sense that has not been halal.

"Excuse me" as they said it while bowing their respective views with a thumping feeling.

"I go first" said Love then stepped away from Zayn.

Love was with a calm heart again accompanied his sisters who had started flocking in for a break.

Zayn looked at Love from behind until the shadow of Love disappeared.

“Love, I sincerely let you go if indeed I am not the choice of your heart, may you return excited to pursue your dream to join AIIBS. I just want you to be happy, as much as I can help you, sorry because I you have to lose your chance to AIIBS because of Oma Aleta, but this time I guarantee Oma will no longer be able to thwart your dreams” Zayn murmured inwardly.

***

In the prayer of one third of the night to the dawn of Fitri, there are sincere prayers delivered by the servants of God whose hearts tremble waiting for the beauty of love towards the status of the toyyibah halalan relationship.

..."Oh Allah... I leave this love only to You, keep my heart and heart from disappointment, until that time comes. If he is indeed the soul mate that You keep for me, then unite us in Your blessing and Ridho" ...

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