Assalamu'Alaikum Love

A Lonely Place in the Heart

The love that is still covered with thumping feelings tries to stay calm and listen carefully to what Buya Mahfud wants to say.

“Next Buya also wants to convey something important to you about the existence of Ilham and Zayn here” said Buya.

Deg deg deg…

Again the heart of Love thumped fast he could not control.

“Love my son listen to Buya well ya nak” said Buya.

“Good Buya” replied Love with nervous feeling.

“So finished the Ashar prayer at the Mosque, Ilham came to Buya and expressed his intention to preach you, but just Ilham conveyed his intention, he said, Zayn also came with the same intention that again wanted to menghitbahmu” explained Buya Mahfud.

The dug dug dug dug dug….

The heart of Love thumped violently when it heard what Buya said.

His heart was about to jump out. Cold sweat was suddenly felt Love attacking his body.

“Buya as a parent can only advise and for decisions about this sermon Buya still leave it to you nak” said Buya.

Love is faced with a new problem. The two men in front of her faced Buya to propose to her.

“There are currently two men with the same intention to preach you, Buya is sure these two men are sholeh and responsible men. All the decisions are with you, son, who will you accept the proposal" said Buya.

"Buya only hopes that whoever is the choice of Love can be breastfed and not hold grudges or heartache, because basically the soul mate is the will of God, all has been written in his alawhul mahfudz, we as servants only try and try to find in a sensible way by the process of repairing ourselves and strengthening ourselves for the soul mate that has been prepared Allah” Buya message.

Love is silent and still down, his head feels heavy faced with a new problem that requires him to again choose between two difficult choices.

Inspiration, the man who has always been the protector of Love since childhood, the man who is always there for Love, a man who gave a lot of love and love to Love from childhood until today.

Love did not expect a man in front of him who had been considered like his own biological brother was apparently had the intention to make it as his life companion.

Maybe this is the form of the promise of Inspiration to him when they were children, when they were very early age, Cinta was 7 years old while Ilham 11 12 years old.

🌸Flashback On

“Bang, Kak Tuti and Bang Salim kayak Raja and Ratu ya” said Cinta to Ilham when watching Umma Tuti and her husband sit on a guarantee.

“Iya, Love adeknya Bang Ilham is also beautiful like the princess wear this makhota” said Ilham while holding the crown bando on the veil of Love.

“If Cinta gets married, will Cinta also be like Kak Tuti ya Kak, beautiful like Queen, and will Cinta get handsome King also like Bang Salim?” ask the love that does not understand the meaning of a marriage.

“InsyaAllah, if the Deck of Love has good morals, God willing later God also sent a handsome King who sholeh also for Adek, God willing, so Love must maintain self-respect and have good morals yes so that can be a handsome King who is good morals also” Ilham's advice that does grow with a more mature mind at an early age.

Love is indeed very close to Inspiration, where Love always follows Inspiration, maybe because since the Baby Inspiration is very close to Love until Love really feels comfortable near Inspiration, and Love will feel lost if far from Inspiration, even to tears if you do not see Inspiration all day.

“Iya Bang, Cinta will be the son of sholeha, the, but Bang what if Cinta has become a child of Sholeha but the handsome King did not come to Cinta” questions children of age Love who still want to know a lot also he continues to catapult to Ilham.

“Abang will find the handsome and noble King for his Princess Abang Ilham until I meet” Ilham replied with a smile.

“Abang sonorous ride a horse yes, kayak told the stories, Love come yes Bang do not alone in the forest later Abang lost, love is lost, Cinta nggk want Abang to go from far away from Cinta” said Cinta nyerocos while holding the arm of Ilham small.

“Hahhaha, nowadays people ride a motorbike or Dek car, do not use horses anymore” said Ilham while gently rubbing the head of Little Love.

“There is Bang Kuda, Buya also sometimes ride the Horse if go-go” replied Love protest.

“Iya Bang, Buya's car no writings Mitsu****Horse, Buya Horse riding will mean” bright Love on Inspiration.

“Hahahahaa, you are indeed a smart girl” said Ilham pinched the small cheek of Little Love.

“Hhehehe” Love also joined the group.

“Bang Ilham, if for example the handsome King who sholeh did not meet, how dong Bang?” ask Love with a slightly sad face

“Emhh, Brother will continue to pray to God that the handsome King will come by himself on a white horse to pick up Princess Cinta”, Ilham said.

“Then he did not come too, how dong, right Love orphan instead of Princess actually” said Love looked down sad.

“If you do not meet and do not come too, Brother who will be a handsome King and his white horse to bring Princess Love to the land of clouds” replied Ilham so that his sister was not sad anymore.

“Really Bang???” tanya Cinta widened her eyes to look at Ilham.

Ilham nodded his head, for some reason at that time there was another feeling in the heart of Inspiration. Inspiration that had only wanted to entertain the younger brother even so deg deg.

“Promise yes Bang, Brother will be a handsome King who is noble and noble character for Love if no kind King comes for this orphan” said Love who understands well that Love and some children who live in the house of affection are children who are abandoned by their parents.

“Promise, Brother dear Love so Love do not be sad again yes, yuuuk we take ice cream there” invite Ilham.

"Yes Bang, promise yes Bang Abang will be a handsome King who sholeh for Love" demanded Love.

"God willing" Ilham smiled to see his sister who spoke while insistent and showed her little finger to invite Ilham to make a promise to wear pinky as his friends often do at school.

"Bang Ilham, Abang do not live in Love like Father and Mother of Love who abandoned Love Yes Bang" pinta Cinta which is very close to Inspiration.

For Love Inspiration is his super hero. What else when new sitting on the bench SD Cinta is often bullied by friends her age, ridiculed orphans, children, abandoned children and asanya, mocked, and that's when Inspiration always comes to be a hero who always protects Love.

Since childhood Love greatly admires the Inspiration Bang, even little Love had thought later he would want to marry Ilham so that Inspiration continues to be his protector.

Likewise with Inspiration, since he made his promise to Love, the more adolescent and mature, the deeper the feeling of Inspiration in Love. The affection that regards Love as a sister turns into the affection of an adult male in an adult female.

🌸Flashback Off

Both Love and Inspiration bowed to remember their childhoods who were always together. Not only is Love remembered by their promises, but Inspiration also is so.

Unknowingly the clear circle of the two eyelids of the two men also fell.

Love is on the verge of confusion with difficult choices this time, even harder than previous choices.

If all this time Love is faced with the choice of accepting or rejecting Zayn's proposal, Love can decide without the slightest hesitation to reject Zayn.

When over a week ago he was faced with a choice between Zayn and AIIBS, although it feels heavy but in the end Cinta is convinced by her choice to accept Zayn's proposal even though in the end Cinta again cancels it because it was mentally attacked by Aleta's mistress.

Not to mention with Lala and mistress Ela who contacted him when Zayn decided to cancel the engagement of his beloved daughter, even though all this time mistress Ela was very good at Love, but she was very good at love, but this time Miss Ela was very disappointed with the attitude and actions of Love.

Various allegations that were not true that had been questioned by Miss Ela that made Love feel cornered, Love had explained but I don't know what was conveyed by Madame Aleta until Miss Ela also felt really disappointed in Cinta.

Love is really on the verge of confusion, the choice this time is really heavy, between Ilham and Zayn, two men who actually have their own place in the heart of Love with different portions.

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