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That afternoon Cinta was allowed to go home, before the family came home to say goodbye to Zayn.
âZayn thank you for all your help, sorry also because of me, you so hurtâ said Love say goodbye to Zayn.
âI am hurt not because of your fault so no need to apologize, I hope you are healthy always and happy alwaysâ said Zayn regardless of Love, and vice versa.
âYou are so, may you recover quickly and healthy as ready whenâ said Love.
âFor my question this morning, I hope that you will give me an answer later if you already have an answer for me, I have less than a month to wait for your answer, hopefully when I ask for the last time later, you will give a sincere answer from your Istiqarah and hopefully I am also given a clearness with whatever you answerâ said Zayn almost fell in tears.
Love just keeps looking down in front of Zayn, for some reason now every see Zayn even though from a distance his heart is always pounding. Love doesn't understand what it really feels.
âThen I say yes, Assalamuâalaikumâ said Love.
âWaâalaikumussalam warohmatullahi wabarokatuhâ replied Zayn glanced at Love then again subdued his opponent.
Family love finally broke down.
Now there is Zayn who is accompanied by Kak Prinka, while Diki has to go to the company because there is emergency work that must be handled immediately.
Zayn is seen reading the Qurâan, despite being lying in the hospital, Zayn continues his speech and continues his speech. Later if he is out of the hospital, Zayn can immediately deposit the shipment of Al-Qurâannya on Ustadz Ayubi.
âSadaqallahuladziim..â said Zayn then kissed the Qurâannya.
âAlhamdulillahâ said Zayn with tears on his face.
Brother Prinka who saw that then approached Zayn.
âZayn, you're crying, why ?â asked Prinka with anxious feelings.
âOwhh... This, I'm okay Brother, just moved by the words of God contained in this verse and letter, even though I have repeatedly readâ said Zayn smiled.
âWhat words and Letters, what sentences are you so moved by?â ask Prinka seriously.
â Letter An-Nur verse 30 and 31â replied Zayn.
âWhat does it sound like?â again asked Prinka curious.
âTell men of faith, that they keep their views and keep ***********, which is thus more sacred to them. Indeed, Allah is All-Knowing of what they do, Qurâan letter An-Nur verse 30â Zayn paused to take a breath then continued the next translation.
âTell women of faith that they keep their views and maintain *********** and do not show her adornment (her law) except as it is commonly seen, and let them cover her veil to the second, and show not her adornment except to their husbands, or their fathers, or the fathers of their husbands, or their sons, or the sons of their husbands, or their brothers, or the sons of their brothers, or the sons of their sisters, or the daughters of their sisters, or the women of Islam, or the children they had, or the servants of men who have no desire or desire for them or children who do not understand the woman's law.And let them not smite her feet so that the jewels they hide and repent to you all to Allah, O you who believe, so that you may be fortunate Zayn recites the meaning of QS An-Nur verse 31.
âWhat does it mean?â again asked Prinka curious.
âIn this verse Allah commands those who believe, both men and women, to guard their views from the forbidden. If this happens accidentally, then Muslims must immediately turn their eyes and this is a form of worship to Allah, and another in the letter ordered the Muslim women to close the aurat as mentioned that it is obligatory to close the veil until the second, this means that Muslim women must be hijab-wearing or veiled covering the auratny from the tip of the hair to the tip of the foot, do not show aurat that is not worth seeing.â Answer Zayn straightforwardly.
âI've heard that study when Cinta discussed it, that Muslim women are obliged to close the aurat, and the woman's aurat is all her limbs from head to toe , ' he said , all are precious jewels for women that should not be revealed, except palms and faces, there is even a cover up to his face even though it is not an obligation but it is a form that the woman is so valuable to be guarded honor, Allah is so glorifying Muslim womanahâ said Kak Prinka.
âThat's why I made little effort to emigrate, I was afraid that my whole body was devoured by the fires of hell by indulging and smearing my aura, enough of it all this time, and I do not want because my sin can add to the burden of the sin of Mami and Papi in the last dayâ said Kak Prinka shed tears.
âAlhamdulillah, I am happy to hear the hijrah Brother by starting to dress according to the advice of the Quranâanâ replied Zayn smiling.
âMay our hijrah diridhoi Allah yes Zayn, so I want to continue to be guided by Cinta and Umma Salamah and others as well so that I can istiqomahâ said Kak Prinka who has now started wearing a long headscarf and robe clothes despite still following fashion and trends of the present.
âAamiin Yes Allah, may our hijrah be accompanied by the intention of Lillahitaâalaâ replied Zayn.
âAamiin Yes Allah. Oiya Zayn turned to the question of looking at it earlier, is it sinful if we do not divert our opponent, I mean like looking at our opposite sex?â ask Brother Prinka shyly
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Kak Prinka's heart was pounding hearing the name of Ustadz Ayubi mentioned.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim." said Brother Prinka in his heart.
âThen what kind of view does it mean?â ask again, Brother Prinka.
âEvery night while conversing with ustadz Ayubi, I asked the meaning of the verse, and the parable mentioned ustadz Ayubi was more or less like this, that it was actually a Muslim who saw the beauty of a woman, then he bowed and closed his eyes, so Allah replaced it with a worship service, said Ustadz Ayubi a history that is the History of Ahmad from Abu Umamahâ replied Zayn.
Hearing the name ustadz Ayubi called again, rustling blood flow Kak Prinka with a heart explosion that makes it uncomfortable.
âAstaghfirullahaladzim..â again as soon as Brother Prinka beristighfar.
âThat is, Muslim men who are sholeh should not look at a woman and vice versa?â kak Prinka asked increasingly interested in the discussion they were talking about.
âYes, like that, the view of a man to a woman who is not his mahram without the need that allows to look at him then it is unlawful for his law and worth his sin, and vice versa.â replied Zayn.
âAstaghfirullahaladzim..â said Kak Prinka stroking his chest.
âIs that so Zayn?â ask Brother Prinka.
âYes, sometimes the adultery is initiated by the forbidden view, the vision will cause delusion and forbidden desire in the mind and heartâ replied Zayn unconsciously his tears dripped.
âYou're crying again, why ?â ask Brother Prinka.
âLajar Cinta never want to look at me, it turns out this is the reason. And sure enough when the padangan it happens there is a roar that is stirring within, the, because the curiosity finally wants to keep chasing him to make him uncomfortable and better avoidâ, said Zayn stopped for a moment to sigh.
âImagine how long I have always disturbed him with this gaze that contains the sin of adultery eyes and heart, he has often remembered but I still do not understand. I sin not only for me but also has made him join disturbedâ said Zayn with clear crystal that came back out of the corner of the tail of his eyes.
âZayn...â said Kak Prinka was moved.
Zayn looked at Brother Prinka.
âDo you still love Love so much?â ask Brother Prinka.
âI hope this is true-bnera Love from God, I fear this is just an orgasm that contains sin and vile slanderâ replied Zayn sighing.
âI heard from Ela, Mami will match you with Lala, is that true?â ask Brother Prinka.
Zayn nodded his head with tears back down his cheeks.
âSorry Brother, I became like a crybaby, I just felt myself sinful for loving Love without involving God fully, as if to force it, he said, maybe he rejected me because of the wrong way to love me and not in accordance syariââ said Zayn.
âYou are not crybaby, if the word Love ever says, someone who regrets his wrongdoing and self-pity then by asking for forgiveness and repenting even with the cry of his tears begging God for forgiveness, he will repent, and may Allah accept his repentance and forgive his guilt and his forgivenessâ said Brother Prinka holding the hand of Zayn, the nephew whom he loved dearly.
âIf I change and want to love him according syariâah, will he give me a chance huh Kak?â Zayn glanced at his giant face.
âGod willing, only Allah Almighty Knows the Most Reversing His servantâ replied Brother Prinka patting the back of Zayn's hand to strengthen.
âI want to find the meaning of loving because of God, not just speech but right in deedâ said Zayn.
âMay Love be the soul mate God has prepared for you, but if he is not your match then understand that Allah has prepared another Muslim woman who is better for you that can make you closer to Allah instead of running away and leaving Allah, just back off so that we deserve to be the best mate of Allahâ choice said Kak Prinka repeating the phrase Love once spoken Love while filling the study of teenagers with Kak Prinka and daughters of friends kak Prinka Study.
Zayn mused over the last sentence of Kak Prinka, if Love is not his soul mate, Zayn must sincerely take it off because as Kak Prinka said, Kak Prinka, Allah will replace the lost and the lost with something better and bring blessing to His servant.
âLove, if we are indeed destined to love with halal love under the auspices of the love of God, then I will be patient waiting for the time to come for us to be united by God, but if not, then I will be patient, so I ask You, O God, may You widen my heart to accept Your provision and love You more so that You O God give me true love which brings me more and more to Your love againâ Zayn closed his eyes with a circle- the clear water still flows like a tributary in the indentation of his face that is blessed by God with a face sculpture that is so dazzling.
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