A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

Sudden Proposal

Before making my proposal I asked Tian to calm himself first, because at this moment he was very, very tense, even his hands were sweaty and cold. Let grandfather talk first with mom and brother, so that everything is under control. Because usually if the old same old talk, it will be more relaxed and calm and become sacred. I was not allowed to take even the slightest step from him, even he was grasping my hand very tightly at this moment.

I felt her nervousness and fear, what if my mom and I didn't approve of it? What if I oppose this proposal? Perhaps his current thoughts were more or less like that. Finally I chose to sit next to him because it could not be anywhere, I clasped his hand back so that he was calmer, but why the tension was even nular.

"..." he looked at me in shock when he got a response from me who clasped his hand back

"Father don't be nervous so dong.. nular to me know!" My annoyance stared back at him

"Ka...kamu.. will accept this proposal, right?" Ask stammered

"I'm up to my mom just the same! If they don't approve even if I say it's also free, you should melt the hearts of my parents before applying!" I said pissed

"Yes Kan... I'm afraid you've been robbed of someone else!" He said he looked at me inside

"Hopefully my parents won't hang on to hearing that absurd number of applications!" I said annoyed and took my eyes off her

"They're inside!" Said the President from outside

"Remove.. if you see me like a gini! I will not agree!" I said asking him to let go of his grasp and before the door opened wide I immediately gave further distance from Tian

"..." you and mom looked at me and smiled as I smiled

"This is my grandson! Tiandra Saputra, who will be Ruka's husband!" Said the President smiling at me as he introduced Tian to my brother and mother

"How are you doing bah! Mah!" He said he immediately greeted my mother and brother's hands politely

"Can I talk to my son first?" Ask me to look at me

Everyone came out of the room and left my mom and brother and I standing stiff, I somehow felt scared. It was like being judged by them for my mistake, for having chosen a path of destiny that was too complicated. Suddenly the road led to me and hugged me in her tears, my mother also hugged me with tears. I cried because my heart felt sore as if it were about to crumble if I kept on holding them, but I was powerless to remove them from my body. I could only cry and cry more and more confused by the current situation.

"If this is what you want, you will bless it!" Said Abah wiping my tears

"I hope you are happy with your choice!" Said mama stroking my head with trembling hands

"..." - ".I was confused as to what to say and finally could only cry

"But! Did they force you to marry?" Ask me sensitistically and I can only shake my head because I still cry without a sound

"Do you love her? Mama look at him loving you so much and so sincere!" Said mama who made me confused handak shook his head or nodded

"I'm sorry." My tears broke because I couldn't say anything

I received Tian's proposal with a nod of my head and the sweetest smile I've ever shown anyone. I felt a great happiness somehow because of what, obviously I am very happy right now. The president was too excited, so he immediately called the five-star chefs to the training ground, to celebrate his granddaughter's proposal. The president and my parents were talking about plans to do after they came. I purposely got away from the crowd, wanting to calm myself down first.

"..." Tian suddenly came and grabbed my soft hand which I immediately clasped back

"I didn't expect my proposal to be accepted." she looked at me with compassion.

"I didn't expect to receive my father's proposal either!" I said looking back at him

"Call Tian... Because now we're out of the office!" Said the sweet fiber shrunk my hands soft

"Ish... what the hell! Amused tau!" I said shudder

"..." - ".Tian looked at me intensely and the other hand started caressing my face

"Dare my ass tonjok lo!" Threatened me to him while clenching fists in his face

"Hihihi.. turned out to be exciting as well ya.." he said laughing because satisfied teasing me.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked as we stared at the twilight sky while holding hands

"What?" He said he approached and made me stay away from him

"I guess you have to add a secretary deh. because I don't want to overtime every day!" I said shuddering in horror at the pile of tasks

"Why? If only the two of you in the office can be free!" He said he teased me

"What free! Every day should be asphyxiated by the many tasks like that." I said trying not to direct it to thoughts that can later arouse desire

"You're not yelling..." Tian sulking guys

"Hihihi.. You think it's too vulgar!" I laughed and went inside

Mama introduced me to her new friends in this place, everyone praises me too much. He said I was a dutiful child, a lucky child, a child with a golden destiny, a very beautiful child, a child of good character, what is it. It won't make me happy because it makes me a person who doesn't have this kind of feeling. I stared at the mama who was smiling kindly hearing the compliments of the people to me, what a smile that was.

When entering Maghrib time we all pray together in the mosque next to the training place. Last afternoon we prayed alone, and now we will pray together in the mosque, making me not always grateful. The mothers in the mosque teased me for Tian Adzan with his sweet voice, which indeed amazed me with his voice. If I used to like Ain because of his sweet voice when singing, now I like Tian because of the melodious sound of his adhan that makes me creepy.

On the one hand I was grateful for getting a priest candidate who would guide me in a better direction, and on the other I was afraid that Tian would not live up to my expectations. But this is better than me having to marry Aji who has a family that has fed me up. I hope that my marriage to Tian will spare me from the dangerous gaze Aji lustfully wants to make hers, hopefully so.

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