A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

IN THE BEGINNING

After finishing finishing all the dishes on the table Tian had run to the restroom to spit out the cargo of his stomach that was too full. Instead of feeling pity I could only laugh at his pale face as he got into the car, a look of annoyance on his face. Maybe because of annoyance Tian seemed to ignore me all the way home which of course I would not ignore, because I was in a very happy heart.

Arriving at the house the Master immediately walked into his study completely ignoring me. It felt like I was starting to feel guilty for Tian who was even more upset that I had not ignored since the trip home. Although I felt guilty, I did not intend to apologize to him in the first place, I was even more open in the room because of his childish behavior.

"Mrs!"

"What's up?"

"When the madam left earlier, there was a package from the mistress' family in the village..." Ica handed me the package she said it was for me

"Hmmm... Thanks for Ca!"

"Nyah together! So I went back down, huh nyah!... If you need to call me!"

"Sip..."

After receiving the package from Ica I immediately opened it wondering if the contents of the package. As I recall there were no special items that had to be sent from the village by my family. I also never ordered anything, because my life here is very enough even more than enough.

"Yes Allah... This is the old knife... How long has this knife been separated from me..."

"...but not the first time is the knife? Thank goodness I met you... It's pretty bad it's the same knife...!"

If you remember again, I once had a desire to collect knives and other sharp objects. And the knife I now hold is my first and last precious collection. Because thanks to this knife I once almost killed people in self-defense of course. Since that bloody day, Abah was furious and confiscated this knife, whether in taro where I had clearly forgotten that I had killed people.

"But Abah Balikin means what knife?... Don't tell... Stop thinking nothing..."

I went to the wardrobe to hide this knife, the intention is that this knife will not be used again in the future. Not because of the trauma of having almost killed people, I just don't want to disturb the family peace I have now with useless things.

"Gtw... I think Tian is still angry..."

"duh... I feel more guilty!!!"

"...had you! I'll go first, who's sorry... But I was wrong first... Hihah... Gemes is so!!"

After keeping the knife in a hidden place, I immediately ran out of the room to approach Tian in his study. But just as I was about to go down the stairs Tian's back instead disappeared at the front door.

"Bik! Where's tian going?"

"Oh... That, he said you should go back to the office because there is a meeting... Why nyah?"

"It's nothing!!" But it seems like my face shows nothing

"Not to bik! I went back to my room..." My answer is listless

It felt like someone was taking my heart because the sense of emptiness I felt when closing the door of the room felt so empty. Unknowingly I was crying for some obscure reason, nor did I know why my chest was actually tight and sore, as if there were thousands of ants going through my heart.

"Kok so mewek anyway... Huhoo..."

Still holding hostage at the door of the room I cry for things that are not clear, even my body to the point of slumping. Not knowing what to cry for, I tried to muffle my crying voice by smothering my mouth with all my might, making me even sadder. My mind passed by with fear and happiness, both of which simultaneously entered my mind to make myself feel tired and tired.

I rose from this weak position with great effort towards the bathroom. Hope to calm the mind by soaking in the bathtub. After the tub is fully filled my body moves itself into the bathtub without removing clothes and starts trying to calm the mind. Without feeling I began to sleepy and not long after I fell asleep in the bathtub with the position of the whole body submerged except the head.

***

I don't know how long I've been soaking, which is clear I woke up in Tian's arms leading me to the bed. Tian's face looked worried, his jaw hardened making me touched. I held my hand around his neck and buried my face in his field chest. Tian stopped his steps and looked at me who was in his arms still with a worried look.

"You... Actually, why the hell, baby... You do not feel that you from last afternoon behaved strangely is not clear. now somehow you soak in cold water until you fall asleep..."

"Sorry..." Cut me up for being lazy to listen to his scolding

"You think apologizing can make me not angry... Honey!!! Even if you don't care about your own body... But you have to remember that I care and worry about you... Especially now that you're pregnant..."

"I didn't intend to sleep at first either..."

"Shut up! I have not finished getting angry..don't need that cute face, now I'm angry again! You can't persuade anyhow..."

"Jaudah if it comes down to me... You think only you can be angry! I can too! Down no..." My reply was angry asking him to drop me from his warm sling

"Ohooooo's... Now you dare to fight! Goody! Goody! You want to make me angry!" Instead of lowering me Tian even further tightened his sling

"You don't think it's cold to wear a wet gini shirt... Where the AC is also on..." Rebellious to me and managed to get out of his arms and landed on the mattress smoothly

"..." - ".Tian looked shocked as my body crashed on the bed

"Surge! I'm gonna go through..."

"Where else are you... You still want to make me angry..."

"Apaan... I can't change clothes... Move over!"

Somehow it feels very satisfied after being angry, even if only a little but for me it is very satisfying. To the extent that I thought that being angry was part of being a woman, I swore I was completely satisfied to be angry. Outside the door Tian banged on the door while nagging at me who was busy changing clothes, the door was deliberately locked so that Tian could not enter.