A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

Suddenly Breakup

It's been going on for two days, but somehow the dope that the jerk-off criminal was using still affects me. It's been two days that I've been so lazy to get out of bed, because of the fucking dope that drugged me back then. Even when I move to take a drink at the bedside table, I am very lazy to move my hands.

"Ahh.. I forgot if I haven't had a bath yet! Pantesan lazy very body make motion!!" My mumbling suddenly opened my eyes

After drinking a thick drink of water I immediately went to the bathroom, for a mandatory bathing ritual. When entering the bathroom there is a slight feeling of annoyance because, in this place is the anesthesia that occurs. Yesterday all the furniture in my apartment was replaced by a police officer with a new one, because there were some broken furniture that could not be used.

After turning on the shower I immediately took off all my clothes and stayed under the water that would wet my entire body. Just a few seconds of daydreaming about the scene two days ago, but soon regained his senses when he heard a knock on the outside door. I immediately finished the bath, and as soon as possible opened the door that had been knocked several times. My hair is still wet, so it is a bit lazy to wear a hijab, until the hair is only covered with a towel.

"Wa'aikumsalam. sorry I was again man.di! Honey.." I said as I opened the door and was adored with a warm smile from Ain

"Darling! I want to say something to you..."

"Wait a minute.I'll take the rain first!" I said and rushed to get the hijab in the closet

"..." - ".Ain smiled again as I met him outside

"What do you want to say?" I asked after being right in front of him

"Before that, I want to hug you first." he said and pulled me into his arms.

"..." I'm confused how

"Sorry, I can't keep my promise to you. We broke up!" He said in a trembling tone while continuing to hug me

"Darling, your jokes aren't funny." I said I was about to let go of his embrace but became tighter and tighter.

"I'm not kidding anymore, and I'm really sorry!" He said in a more sad tone

"But why! Why is your face so pale? You are sick." I said, who managed to take off his embrace.

"I hope you'll soon forget me!" He said with a smile and stepped away leaving me still flabbergasted in shock at his breaking sentence

"But I don't want to separate!" My murmur was still staring blankly at the wall in front of me before it dawned on Ain's departure

I gasped in shock as Lisa called my name and only realized that Ain had been out of front of me ever since. I ignored Lisa's call, and immediately ran down the emergency stairs as I felt the elevator open for a long time. With an empty mind I ran down the stairs quickly, to make my legs sprain when I just went down two floors. I hope Ain hasn't left the apartment building at the moment, because I want to ask him why he's separated from me.

"Why is this so sudden!" Apply while running down the stairs with limping legs

"Ru.." call her about to get out of the car.

"Good! We just broke up like this... I hope I don't see you again!" I said pissed because of what, maybe embarrassed about falling tripped

"..." - ".Ain paused his intention of getting out of the car

I got up and immediately went back inside in a hurry with limp steps as my sprained leg turned a little bloody. Right now I feel really embarrassed, because I tripped when I stepped back just now and embarrassed to realize that I had been feeling deceived. I was fooled, by Ain's words and his life that turned out to be nothing like what I've seen all along. Although Ain did not ask for this breakup, maybe later I asked to break up from him when I found out the real lifestyle differences.

"I'm ashamed!!" I covered my face with my hands and squatted in the elevator

Right now I really question who I really am? What do I expect from a relationship full of lies? Had Ain been truly a man who had nothing, I might have been desperately trying to maintain our relationship. But since Ain is a young master, so I don't want to maintain a relationship that will only make me feel small due to our difference in standing level.

But now my feelings are a little sad, because the face of Ain who looks pale after a long time did not meet directly. The elevator door opened bringing me back to the memory of Ain's face that didn't look okay when he hugged me just now.

"I think I should take a shower!" My mutter ignored the painful memory when I realized that the scent of Ain's body was stuck on my shirt

"R! Why are you so confused about Gini?" Lisa asked, which surprised me

"..." I turned to the source of the voice while stroking my chest

"Gue called also from earlier..why did you run away anyway? Lo fight the same boyfriend..."

"Gue has broken up!" Cut me off as soon as possible

"What! Why broken up? What happen?" Lisa kepo

"Because we're not friends... I'll go in first, take a shower!" I said get inside right away

"Waith! Someone wants me to omo..ngin!" Lisa said as the door closed

I immediately went into the bathroom and immediately took off the clothes on the body and threw the clothes I was wearing just now into the trash. The farewell hug Ain gave me made me feel disgusted by everything he came into contact with. I didn't expect, if Ain's change of faith also changed everything in both of our lives. I do not regret knowing him and introducing God to him, but I am very grateful that Ain has entered into the true and clean teachings.

Maybe it was my fate, always in the game by whose name is a soul mate like now, thanks to Ain the first man whose declaration of love I received, but did not get a reply from me. And maybe it was because I didn't love Ain, that God gave a farewell to both of us, who had talked all the way to the dream marriage. Thanks God. For having presented a man who guarded and accompanied me for over a year.